Anesta And Mahesa
Initiating

He keeps talking about our relationship, he wants me to understand what we're going to face up front. She's the kind of woman who doesn't want to mess around in a relationship. And he asks for understanding as well as the steadiness of my heart.

She, my woman, the Anesta that I will fight with all my abilities.

"Anesta, listen to me. I know what you mean. Not because we have to get married soon. But I know that we also have to be serious about a relationship"

"Me, the man who will accompany you. Whatever it is. I promise Anesta, we will fight together until we get the blessing of your mother and of your family"

"I will prove that I am serious about my feelings. I am serious about our relationship. I will keep my word. You know, baby, I love you", I hugged him.

I don't want him to leave me or I leave him. I just want him in my life. Maybe too soon, we just got to know each other. But I know, I love her.

As long as I spoke, he kept quiet and looked at me. I know he's looking for answers in my eyes. Do I really mean what I say.

I looked at her face, I rubbed her cheeks with my thumb. I kissed her lips softly and deeply. She returned my kisses softly. Suppose that one day the world stops, I want to stop while I'm kissing her. Finally, I pulled myself. I resisted the turmoil arising from our kiss.

I looked him in the eye again, "I love you, Anesta". My words almost whispered.

"I go home yes, tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow again I will come, because I will continue to miss you"

"I waited. I love you Mahesa", she almost whispered.

"Tomorrow and tomorrow, and tomorrow again I will wait for you. Because I always miss you"

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Let it be this time, we are like this first. Feel our love that just blossomed. We will not attempt to bud it, but will strive to make it bloom even more.

I don't want to tell my mom yet, I want to enjoy my heart beating. Enjoying her beauty, enjoying her breath when she says she loves me.

Right now telling mom would only ruin the beauty of my imagination. One day, when the time I thought was right has come. I'm gonna say it.

Right now I just want to keep him in my heart. Mahesa, you've made me soar.

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"Nes, come in? Can't you?"

"Eh, come in. The door's not locked"

"I fell asleep again De. It's dark, huh"

"Well, it's so often now sleeping until dark"

"Yes, I'm tired of it. The weather supports pulling the blanket. It's cold!"

"Definitely haven't eaten Nes?"

"Yes, laper me De, we eat yuk!"

"Nih, I brought you some fried rice. I had a meal with Jo, I played to his house and we walked along and ate fried rice in a normal place. I remember you, and I bought you all"

"I thought it would be nice if you had eaten something for your midnight meal. You eat a lot of Nes".

"Hahahaha, I'm that greedy huh!. Uh, I don't have iced oranges or iced tea!"

"Snap!"

"Hahahaha, don't visit!, but don't know yourself!"

"Yes, it looks like it!"

"Still yes De make fried rice, especially when the wallet starts thinning. This is a great gift", I offer you my best smile.

"Yes yes, but don't like that too her smile, make her nauseous hahahaha!".

"Hahahaha, cook the nausea anyway?", I see my smile reflected

"Ih, it really makes hahaha nausea"

"Hahahaha, I want to eat first, and then take a shower and finish Chapter 1 maybe until midnight. Tomorrow I make an agreement with the thesis supervisor to submit Chapter 1. Hopefully tonight, too, can start a little Chapter 2"

"Yes, eat immediately, take a shower and do Chapter 1. Do not have to mostly fantasize, play, hang out or the like. I want to start working on Chapter 2. He said he wanted to graduate together, we went to college".

" yes, yes. Ready boss!"

"Dea, I want a story. But then yeah, if I'm done showering"

"What news? Important?"

"It's not important, but if it's not told how it feels to be here" I said, pointing at my chest.

"Ntar yes, I ate the trus shower trus story for a while. Wait yes"

"Yes, I'm waiting. There gih!"

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"I'm confused where to start. I came home from research and it turns out that Mahesa has been booked, waiting for me"

"Who are you going home with? It was raining"

"Go home alone, walk"

"It's your habit, like to go home on foot when it's raining, where far away. Surely your money lives a little?"

"Hahahaha, I know!. Consider it a sport"

"Eh, don't yell at dong. Dengerin first!"

That Dea habit, if I told you I like to interrupt. Sometimes the question or talk is not important and does not connect. I often forget which part to tell. Often not focused.

So if you want to go to Dea, I often say, "Dea, I want to tell you a story. Please shave and not cut. Dangerous to completion"

I forgot to insert my sacred sentence so that it will not be cut or interrupted by this beauty.

"Yes yes, trus trus how dong story?"

"Well, yes first"

I took a deep breath filling my lungs, "So I told Mahesa about my mother and family who would not agree with our relationship"

"I told you the reason for their disagreement. Frankly when I say it I'm afraid of losing her"

I stopped taking a pause, remembering those moments.

"But sooner or later he has to know that we intend to continue the friendship of being lovers. I decided sooner to say it than later as our relationship got longer, he knew and chose to step down. It hurts me more"

"And thank God, he assured me that he would fight with me for the blessing of my mother and family. It doesn't mean we're getting married tomorrow. We are serious about our relationship"

"How do you feel now Nes?"

"Udah is relieved, it has passed through one stage. Hopefully the next step we can get through"

"Are you, that serious, is it De?"

"I'm happy Anesta. Hearing that you can be with her and you stay together despite what happens, I wish you both the best"

"I'm sure Anesta, you've had a long journey and many struggles, but you'll stay together until death do you two part"

"Hopefully De, hope so. The dream ah the dream!. My job is my job now. Se le sai is Chapter 1!"

"Hahahaha, right...!"

"Hopefully yes Nes do your job, not most daydreaming. Usually if you just like it. Mostly daydreaming"

"Ih, don't keep flirting dong!"