Anesta And Mahesa
Go home

This morning there's a different passion, I'm going home. After a month of training I had to go through. So far the results have been satisfactory.

Mr. Zein said I quickly adapted and was satisfied with the results. I wish I could apply the knowledge I've learned for a month. Maybe Monday I started putting together a training schedule for employees who were at the booth and in the kitchen.

The days ahead will be very busy. Because I also have to be diligent in coming to all the outlets to see the results.

I don't want to get tired of not producing maximum results.

Talking for hours in front of the class, having to say something uninteresting becomes interesting so they want to continue to focus on paying attention, I think it is not easy. And it's so exhausting.

I'm a very moody person, I need to be able to conquer myself to keep my mood good. To stay on the right track.

***

I always enjoy traveling by train. Looking at the expanse of rice fields that are green or sometimes yellowed.

Enjoy the view of the sea, fishing houses, ponds and mangrove trees.

I am often amazed at how rich this country is, and always grateful that I am a part of it.

***

It didn't feel like I was almost there, I was asleep. Looks exhausted. I'll get my luggage ready soon. Just one small suitcase and a bag filled with souvenirs. My luggage was always practical when traveling. Don't bother.

I bought Mahesa a shirt and t shirt that I thought would look cool when worn.

He told me he was waiting at the station. Can't wait to meet.

Entering the station sounds a song as if to say welcome. My heart's pounding. We will meet soon.

I saw him waiting for me in the waiting room, wanting to immediately run and hug him. He looked at me with a warm smile.

Suppose this is like in the movies maybe I've jumped and clutched his body. But this is not a movie, it's a reality. How many pairs of eyes will highlight us.

I was only able to walk with wide strides, impatiently. Then he welcomed his hand.

With just a smile, without words, we walked hand in hand through the waiting room to the parking lot. His favorite motorcycle is waiting.

"Then I can't hug you dong, there's a suitcase between us"

"Hahaha, yes. How's trus?"

"Well, it's okay, it's delayed until later tonight"

"Where will Nes go next night?"

"Talk at the usual cafe"

"Aren't you tired?"

"No, it was just sitting on the train. Until I leave for a break, then later tonight you pick me up huh" He nodded.

Although I could not hold her, I could still smell her body. I can finally be around him again.

***

Ben called me earlier, asking about my situation, a little chatter. Then hang up the phone.

He asked my permission to still be allowed to talk to me once in a while. Ask me not to block the number or I change my phone number like I used to.

Sometimes he misses talking to me.

I understand him, he was once a part of my life.

***

"We talked to Bee for a minute. May? You tired?"

"By dong, I'm still missing"

"Bee, you're in there all right?"

"Yes. How is that?"

"It's okay. The night before you left I was nervous. I'm worried something's happening to you"

That night there was something between me and Ben, I couldn't possibly tell you. Until whenever it's better I keep all.

It's impossible to hurt Mahesa with my story. To this day, my feelings are still the same for him. So it's not important that I tell a story that could ruin our relationship.

"Everything's fine, I'm here now. You can see everything is still the same, right?"

"Yes. My worry is unreasonable, right?"

"Maybe you miss, can't wait to see you"

"Hahaha, maybe so yeah"

"You rest first Bee, we'll see you later tonight" I nodded in agreement.

He kissed my forehead, behind the top of my head.

"Bee, I love you"

***

The twilight slowly descended, the sun gradually began to sink. Moon peeking coyly. It is not yet time to display the light of its beauty.

I just lay down without closing my eyes. Guilt is like haunting. Why should I welcome his kiss?

Why was I lulled and drunk with the atmosphere that it was in.

I tried to cast aside the shadow of what happened that night. It hard.

I'm sorry, Mahesa...

I heard footsteps climbing the stairs. Maybe Dea. Then the sound of the door opened. Yes, it's Dea.

"The.." I called him

"Nes, are you home?" I heard his footsteps approaching my room.

"Hi Nes! Why?" He understood, something happened.

"I want a story"

I told you everything that night, there's nothing left. Dea listened while touching my hand. My tears fell. I've never been like this before. Never play with a relationship.

Dea hugged my body, muffling my sobs. He put it on my back and said that everything would be fine.

"Nes, if you think it's gonna ruin your relationship with Mahesa... Don't you ever tell him"

"Stop always feeling guilty, your heart doesn't change right? Just for Mahesa?"

"That night you just got carried away. You are just an ordinary Anesta woman, sometimes you can also make mistakes. But that doesn't mean you're not back on the right track"

"Remove your tears. Now you need to think about how to get your family to accept Mahesa. Ben's the past, so it's not that important"

"Mama wants her to marry me Dea"

"And you're gonna give up?"

"..."

"Anesta?"

"..."

"My answer is Nes?!"

"I don't know De, sometimes I'm tired. For a year there has been no change. Mama stays hard with her stance"

"I admire Nes. You are a woman with a very strong attitude. I can't be like you"

"Well when does this keep De?"

"You said the process would be very long, you are ready to go as long as the man is worth fighting for. Mahesa is currently in college, and soon she will graduate. Be patient. There's a time for Nes"

"You mean?"

"If the current Mahesa has nothing Nes, wait for him when he already has a job. Maybe things will be different when you talk to your mom later"

"I understand De"

"Patience, just enjoy what is now. About you and Ben forget it. Last night's event, consider it a mistake and won't repeat it again"

"Thank you De, make it all up" I said sumringah.

"Thank you. Where's where?"

"Hahaha, there's tuh. I bought you a bag. Hope you like 'em'

"Like Nes..." Hugged my body tightly

"Hey on Nes?"

"Not really, that's what I bought in KW three. Ahaha!"

"This is good the material. Lying that KW three"

"Well, where might I give my best friend a KW three bag"

"Thank you Nes. I'm kangen. No one was talking. Muli is busy with her thesis and her new boyfriend"

"Oh yeah, Muli has a new boyfriend?"

"Yes, his face is ordinary. Not handsome Kayak Bayu. But it looks good and mature. Kalem again. It fits with Muli"

We talked like we hadn't seen in years. I've always been grateful in my life to have Dea, Muli and Mahesa.

"Eh, I want to get ready first. Tonight I'm going with Mahesa"

"Yes, he's there, he'll come hunt"

Quickly I grabbed a towel, had to take a shower and get dressed. I don't want Mahesa to wait.