
...Showing yourself to look okay is another level of pain....
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"Stay here, I'll go"
The words she had just dated from her ex-husband. He did not hear wrong because Bima really said it.
Bima himself realized that during his marriage he did not once provide happiness for Asmara and her daughter.
Bima honestly wanted Asmara to stay in the house, while she would move to another house, but again Diana rejected Bima's proposal.
"No mas, after all my submission of quality has been accepted"
"I'm moving to the village"
Saying Asmara in a soft voice, not even though Asmara dared to look at the face of the ex-husband who he used to look at every night.
Asmara chose to lower her face, not without reason, she was only afraid that staring at the face she once loved would make her waver.
To be honest until this moment the vibration of love in the heart of Asmara is still very clearly felt when he was with Bima. Even though Bima had hurt him so much. But not necessarily Merta the feeling just disappeared.
"Monday. Dusk do not be naughty the same Ibuk" said Bima.
"Why didn't you come with us?"
Not asserting the decree of Bima , twilight actually asked a question that is quite interesting for Toddlers his age.
It looks like Bima took a deep breath until her chest was swollen due to the full air in the chest.
"Darling, I don't come with you, but I promise you, I'll visit often"
"Promise !!"
Said Dusk excitedly, even he raised his two fingers, middle finger and index finger to make sure if Bima would not lie.
"Yes, I promise !!"
The twilight who knew nothing just smiled happily by hugging Bima full of sincerity. Of course, Dusk is happy while hugging and caressing the figure of the father is very rare he gets from Bima even though Dusk always asks and often spoils.
The sight was enough to make Asmara again feel tightness in the chest.
Asmara often heard that the father figure is the first love for his daughter, but does Dusk also get it from Bima ?.
Seeing the two makes Asmara back shed tears.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I haven't been able to give Dusk a good life" Asmara said in her heart.
At this time dusk has been with mbok Jum in front of the house, his two are waiting for a pickup that will bring their belongings.
While Asmara is still inside the house busy arranging toys belonging to Dusk, quite a lot so that the bima also have to intervene to help him.
"You sure you're staying in the village ?" Milky
"Why not mas, I already have no other reason to stay here"
The two went back into silence, despite the pain but there was a speck of warmth in the heart of Asmara as Bima continued to inquire about her belief in moving to the village.
"You don't have to worry about me and Dusk, we'll be fine"
"And live happily with the new wife Bima" said Asmara.
Hearing Asmara's remark, Bima as if getting slapped hard. I don't know for what reason but Bima felt a little guilt.
"Ohya mas , for the matter of the trial I've entrusted all to Yunita, besides if I don't come, it will make it easier for us to immediately get a court verdict"
Bima was only silent to hear the narration from Asmara.
Indeed, the decision to divorce is one-sided from the side of Asmara, who felt it could no longer survive. While Bima himself only complied with the request of Asmara.
Not not trying, Asmara herself has tried to make peace with the situation, by still remaining the wife of Bima even after her husband married his old love. But it turns out that divorce is the solution.
"I honestly want you and Dusk to stay here" said Bima.
"Ck. What are you for ?"
Asmara just stared at the face of Bima who seemed to have no principles. Even though she loves Bima so much, but Asmara is not stupid enough to always let her heart hurt.
All items are ready, Some large suitcases, furniture, and other household tools are ready in front of the house.
While Asmara and others just wait , and make sure all the goods are not left behind.
"Mang, I will send the share of his lok to Mamang number. This can indeed go first, do not wait, I am the same child, I still have to wait for travel "titah Asmara.
"Good Mom"
After receiving the deposit and share the location from Asmara, the pickup driver and porters left first.
While Asmara and others still have to wait 30 minutes to pick up travel.
While waiting for the eyes of Asmara can not be separated from the door of the house. The house that he built from the results of his efforts with Bima must now be left alone.
There was no Gono gini that Asmara demanded from her husband, she only asked for custody of Dusk was on her, that was enough for her.
After leaving, Asmara strengthened her resolve if she would never want to return again.
From a distance there was a black Pajero parked right in front of the fence of the house, a car that is not foreign to Asmara.
The sound of crying Back Asmara heard from the figure of a middle-aged woman who he had also considered like his mother, although the true status of both was only son-in-law and in-law.
"Asmaa... !! O Allah why do you stay, mother "
"It should be the woman who went Asthma not you"
The roars and cries became more and more when the in-laws used Diana hatefully. Not willing it feels if the daughter-in-law as good as romance is replaced with a daughter-in-law who is clear she knows her nature.
Asmara is indeed a favorite daughter-in-law of the parents of Bima, besides beautiful Asmara is also good, understanding, never once denied her in-laws, not infrequently Asmara gives money every time she receives a salary.
But that figure had now moved away from him, of course the old man was very disappointed
"Bim Bim, you are Lo kok ya stupid, Dikasih gemstone choose Agate" cried Old man Bima still with his sobs.
"You just move to my mom's house. Asthma" beg The in-laws, not willing if asthma should move and away from him.
"No ma'am, asthma can't stay here" Asmara said in a soft voice.
To be honest her chest tightened again, feeling how much her in-laws felt lost. Asmara may be lucky enough to have in-laws like the bima parents, but she realizes she is not lucky enough in household affairs.
The defense he had built finally collapsed as well, the cries he had been trying to endure were now overflowing as well.
In the arms of the in-laws Asmara cried by hitting his chest that felt tight. To be honest he also did not want this separation but circumstances forced Asmara to choose, and this was his choice.
"It's quiet, Asmara will often visit, and mother can also come to the house of Asmara if loose" said Asmara.
The two again broke out in tears, while the others only looked with a look no less fondly.
Only Diana looked happy with their cries.
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...๐Assalamualaikum๐...
Welcome to Author's latest novel May be entertained by my writing even though it is still far from Worth it.
May always be in the protection and mercy of Allah SWT.
Previously the Author said Many thanks who are willing to read my Writing, Still far from perfect when compared to Millions of other good Novels.
Hopefully, the little I can write down can make good entertainment and inspiration for the Readers of all.
But here I also want to say a word two related to the contents of my heart.
Kindly for big sister all who feel my novel is not worthy, not interesting Please leave it, No need to give like, Comment or any star rating.
The assessment of an older brother who might be a 1, 2 , 3 or 4 star is quite unsettling in my heart and work.
Because here I do not just fill free time, not only develop my imagination, not just shy.
Honestly I am very Down, in some writings there may be those who deliberately make bad judgment ๐. Whether because of what purpose, of course only God only knows ๐ญ
Honestly Sad.
I do not ask Sister Readers all to read my book, if you like please read if you do not like please leave it.
Please Be wise in using your thumb finger ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐๐๐
...Happy Reading And May Be Amused ...