ASMARALOKA DUSK
CHAPTER 62. Resignedly.

...Why Afraid of Lara, While All Feelings We Can Create...

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Next..... !!!

Voice call Asmara on the next patient number.

Sounds lethargic and not as energetic as the days before. The romance is always cheerful and passionate in work

Not unprofessional towards his duties and responsibilities but in fact the problems that occur in Asmara and Loka are enough to make his heart not okay.

While Rani who usually can always make the mood of Asmara happy again, now can only wail to see the fate of her best friend who in fact must again feel disappointed.

Quite a lot of patients who have to serve Asmara, while honestly he wants to go home soon.

Tired of heart in fact enough to make Asmara feel tired soul too.

"Ma..." Rani dared to ask.

But in fact, after several calls from him, Asmara has just acknowledged it.

"I'm tired of Ran"

Brief sentences Asmara quite explain to Rani if her best friend is very hurt.

Rani who used to respond to the sadness of Asmara with her laughter, now it is as if she is also out of words.That's what Rani must say to Asmara.

"Please Ma, I hope all your problems are resolved soon"

A gentle swipe on the back of Asmara becomes a sign that Rani also understands the sadness of her best friend.

Hours left office just a few minutes, somehow Mood Asmara has now changed instantly. Asmara wants to postpone his return because he is not ready to meet the beloved princess.

"Are you sure you're not going home with me ?"

Rani who is worried about the condition of her best friend, actually she does not have the heart to leave Asmara just like that, but it turns out Asmara also refused an offer from her.

"You take it easy Rani, I won't commit suicide !!" Romance to his best friend

Not laughing, instead Rani felt shudder in horror. How not, Asmara's remarks as if affirming Rani's concerns on her.

"Husse... Ah ma, don't talk about it"

The two had laughed together considering that this morning the atmosphere felt lonely and lonely because Rani did not dare to just tell Asmara.

"Huf.. Should have been married to Mas Mirza aja" seloroh Rani. There was a look of annoyance on Rani's face at this moment.

Asmara chuckles at the words of her best friend, not angry, just Asmara knows if Rani is also so concerned about herself.

"Keep if the same Mas Mirza emang guarantee there will be no problems ??"

Rani seems to think, because honestly every choice must have consequences, and Rani also understands everything.

"Yes" answered Rani briefly.

The two then returned to laughing, either laughing at what but clearly it was quite a relief for Asmara.

It didn't take long, it looks like Bagas has picked up Rani.

"First yes ma" Rani said to Asmara

Nodding the head becomes the choice of romance to answer the words of his best friend.

Rani and Asmara split up in the parking lot, because of course the purpose of the two is different. Lambai hand Asmara became a sign of the departure of his best friend Rani who first went home.

While Asmara is certainly still busy with some rituals before she drives.

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Time shows at 15. 11

The thick fog began to greet again, and Asmara had to speed up her iron horse's steps, naturally because it did not want the rain to greet again before Asmara arrived at its destination.

After traveling for a while, Finally Asmara has arrived in front of his house, after starting his favorite Motorbike, Asmara rushed to enter.

"Yahukkk..."

The welcome of the little princess that he had longed for became a cure for the turmoil of Asmara.

"Enja. Darling"

The warm embrace of Dusk makes Asmara calm and happy.

"Have you eaten baby ?"

"It's open, Enja had a lot to eat"

Dusk was so eager to say it to Asmara, even though it only ate a lot, but for a child at the age of Twilight, it was certainly a very valuable achievement.

"You're so cool Mom's kid"

Back Asmara showered Dusk with hugs and kisses on the cheeks.

"Hum, where's Loka's dad ?"

Deg.

The question of Dusk immediately reminded Asmara of how it used to be also Twilight said the same thing when the early Asmara parted with Bima.

'Where's Dad' a word that can always make Asmara get hurt again.

I don't know because of what but immediately the eye fertilizers Asmara inundated with clear liquid there.And of course hard-earned Asmara will hold it.

What a problem whatever it is, just because Dusk is so able to tear the soul of romance.

I want it to feel Asmara gives a good life for her daughter, but what is the power of Asmara that can only give as much as possible for Dusk, Unlike young children his age who always have enough affection from both parents.

"Dad--"

"Father angry with mommy ?"

Presumably Asmara stuttered a little to answer his daughter's guess.

"Don't love, Dad's not mad, Dad's just got a job, so maybe you're not going home"

Trouble Asmara gave an explanation to his daughter, whether Dusk would understand or not that's business later. Because only silence of course Dusk will continue to ask where Loka is.

"Is Loka's father also going to leave Dusk just like Bima's father ?"

So softly did Dusk ask his mother. Asmara knows very well if at this time Dusk has tried to hold back her tears.

Out of nowhere Dusk knows the condition of himself and Loka, but clearly Asmara knows how her daughter feels.

"Enja. Love you as Loka's father. Do you believe Loka's father ?"

Dusk just nodded, while Asmara tried to convince her daughter if all would be well.

"Dad just went to work, When it's finished, Dad will come home again to see Dusk"

Vigorously Asmara explained his opinion at Dusk, but in fact, tears participated in his sentence.

How is Dusk ?. And of course Dusk also cry to see the fragility of Asmara.

To be honest she was also so sad about Loka's departure, somehow Asmara's feelings had not been okay since the last meeting this morning with her husband.

It was as if something big was about to happen. But Asmara can only leave everything to Divine Robbi.

***

One week passed.

In fact, Asmara only contact Loka only when needed. So too with Loka who did the same.

Somehow feelings of anxiety and worry began to envelop Asmara's small heart, but she did not have enough guts to ask when Loka would come back to meet her and Dusk.

What about Dusk?

Of course he also always asked Loka, Sadness always greeted each time Asmara could not explain where Loka was.

But the last time Dusk no longer asked after Asmara gave an explanation to her daughter.

If whatever happens to them, Asmara will never leave Dusk, because only with Asmara of course Dusk can be happy. Dusk quite understood with all the words of Asmara.

Just like before when Dusk was only with Asmara, they could also be happy.

And since then no longer heard the question 'Where Dad' two difficult words for Asmara give the answer.

Asmara's memory glared away as a sentence came out of her little daughter's mouth.

'Enja don't papa don't have a father, because just the same mother Enja is happy'

The sentence of twilight that so scratches the niche of the heart of Asmara. Even Dusk had also resigned after being tired of asking for the whereabouts of Loka.

Or maybe Dusk also felt if Loka would happen just like Bima who could leave them.

Three weeks have passed.

Almost a month in fact Loka left Dusk and Asmara.

Asmara only heard the news if her father-in-law had returned healthy as before.

It was also not from Loka who told her, Asmara only had time to ask the condition of her in-laws to Zahra's sister-in-law Asmara.

Now it is rare for Asmara to contact Loka, even the last time maybe 3 days ago the two had exchanged news.

The weather this afternoon feels different from before, dusk is still faithful to show its charm, when it should be dark at this time already have to say hello.

17.55 The time of your coming is so beautiful in the Eye.

A cup of honey tea accompanies the afternoon of Asmara which is so shahdu.

Tok tok tok tok

The knock on the door rang out loud in Asmara's ears.

There is usually no one to visit during a magrib like this, if patients maybe they will come just after the time of the issue.

"Shortly" Shouted Asmara from inside his house.

"Let me just buk" said mbok Jum who just appeared.

"Oh yes mbok"

Because mbok Jum who will open the door, Asmara again sat down and enjoyed a cup of tea.

The softening of the Adhan's voice has been completed, and now is the time for Asmara to carry out his obligations.

Rise and stand from his seat is the right choice before the worship time runs out.

A few new steps in fact stopped when a perfectly circular hand on the waist of Asmara.

Deg.

The clear roar of breath Asmara knows who it belongs to, indeed the coming is enough to create happiness in the heart of Asmara.

"I'm sorry, because it's been a long time leaving you" Whispered Loka right in the ear of Asmara.

For the umpteenth time the clear liquid seeps just like that in the corner of the beautiful eyes of Asmara.

"How are you doing ?"

Still with the same position, Asmara began to open her voice.

"I'm supposed to ask how are you ?" loka.

Loka felt increasingly tightened his embrace, enjoying the smell of the body of Asmara which of course he missed so much.

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