ASMARALOKA DUSK
CHAPTER 44. Sorrow Dusk

...Live the Life of this World, Without Letting the World Live Within You. Because when the boat is on the Water, He is able to sail Perfectly, But when the Water Into It, The Boat Will Sink So Only...

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For a moment Asmara chose to close her eyes, remembering how her body, mind and heart were very tired.

No longer does Asmara ignore her safety and comfort. Because for Asmara only one hope is to soon arrive and meet with Dusk his daughter.

If only there were still both parents, maybe Asmara could tell Lara's sorrow to them, but unfortunately both have returned to the Almighty.

Not only regret, all of his heart hurt feels heavy for Asmara if he continues to keep it in the chest.

As a woman there are times when Asmara wants to pour out his complaints and heart, how she is very tired of living the days, how she really wants to be loved, understood, strengthened when falling.

Just like other women out there, Asmara also wants to be spoiled by the figure she loves, but all of it feels difficult for her.

Until without feeling tired of his body and mind makes Asmara fall asleep just like that.

Dawn is approaching, the sun's highlight begins to show its charm. Enough Lelap Asmara was lulled in his sleep, until he missed his time to carry out his morning obligations.

Asmara grabbed her phone, Seen a row of calls Starting from Loka to Pak Basuki also contact Asmara.

Time is 06:15

It may not be until 2 more hours Asmara will arrive in his hometown.

The plan is that he will ride Ojek after arriving at the terminal later, Asmara has thought to contact Sukan ojek Subscription of his parents first.

Asmara back to play his phone, Not only phone calls, in fact there are many messages lined up into his phone.

Not only Loka and Mr. Basuki, it turns out there are also messages from Rani and also Bu Retno.

Maybe the news about him has reached Mr. Basuki's ears, so they all look worried about Asmara.

Asmara had not been able to read one by one the messages that entered his phone. The ringing of the phone has disperse the focus of Asmara

'The 'Father' of Asmara

Immediately Asmara shifted the green sign icon on her phone screen.

"Assalamualaikum sir" Sapa Asmara with his hoarse voice.

"Nduk Waalaikumsalam"

There was anxiety from Mr. Basuki's voice

"You okay?, Why did Loka ask your father last night where, Are you not together ?"

At length Mr. Basuki asked, but from the question Asmara can capture if Loka has not told all the events experienced by Asmara to his Family.

"Mr Confused, until last night I called Rani, I thought she knew where you were "

Mr. Basuki spoke again, finding Asmara still loyal to his silence.

"Oh. Yes sir, I'm sorry Asthma sir. Asthma Makes You Worried. InshaAllah Asma Fine, you don't need to worry "

At length Asmara also gave an explanation to his father.

"Thank God, then Nduk, I was worried"

Amara honestly very sorry for Mr. Basuki, thinking about him certainly makes the parents of both of them can not sleep all night.

Exactly like his late mother who also always worried about Asmara.

In his second phone call, Mr. Basuki also said that dusk was fine, although occasionally asking Asmara but did not necessarily make the little girl fussy looking for him.

It was quite a relief for Asmara who is now so longed for Dusk.

"Ohya Asma, you're the same as Loka right ?"

Deg.

Hearing his father's question immediately makes Asmara remember the incident last night.

"Sir. Sorry Asthma is having breakfast, later if it has arrived home Asthma story yes sir"

Asmara hastily ended her phone call, certainly one reason Asmara, if Pak Basuki Samapi knows if he is not currently with Loka then he will be increasingly worried about Asmara.

Moreover, if until Mr. Basuki knows everything at this time, it does not rule out the possibility that Asmara will return to shed tears, Something that is very Amorous avoid when in public places like this.

Asmara was forced to lie, because maybe it was the most appropriate decision for her at this time.

After a while the bus drove, now Asmara arrived at his last stop.

Surakarta City Terminal.

A city located on the outskirts of Java tangah. But Asmara's journey did not get there, because he still had to go back to continue his journey to the village of Kertagiri, the village that is his birthplace.

As with the original Asmara plan, a subscription motorcycle taxi driver had been waiting for himself at the exit.

Not to forget the romance on the figure of a middle-aged man who is also always a subscription to his parents when during his life.

"Mba Asthma"

Sapa a motorcycle taxi driver who has been staring at Asmara since his arrival.

"Yes sir, Right "Friendly Asmara answered her.

"Do you eat breakfast first or just go home ?"

"Just go home, Kamto"

A familiar greeting to the figure of the ojek subscriber family.

In addition to being lazy, Asmara also felt very unappealing to just chew rice in her mouth.

Before Asmara drove with his motorcycle taxi driver, Asmara had seen his cellphone, again stamped a call from Loka.

But it feels Asmara has been reluctant to answer it, at least for now Asmara just wants to calm his heart of all related to Loka.

It is still arguably morning, because it is still around 9 o'clock. But the streets are so crowded. The sunburns began to touch the white skin of Asmara.

Up to less than 1 hour both arrived in front of the house Asmara, do not forget Asmara pay the fare to the carpenter, as well as give a little excess for him.

"Thank you, Mr. Kamto "

"Sama-sama mba Asmara, you just go straight"

After the departure of the taxi driver who drove Asmara to his home, Asmara now walks into his house.

But the different scenery Asmara see there, or actually Asmara is still in his dreamland.

I don't know, but clearly Asmara saw the figure of Loka standing waiting for his arrival, right in front of the door of his house.

"Ashara !"

Loka's voice sounds very real, but the taste of romance is not dreaming.

His confidence was more certain when he saw Mr. Basuki suddenly appear from behind the burly back of a Wiratmaja Loka.

'What is this' Inner Asmara.

Asmara can not digest how Loka is already in front of him, but let alone to ask maybe just think Asmara is no longer powerful.

Until the eyes of Asmara instantly become blurry and feel dark just like that.

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Time is 14:45.

Asmara felt a soft caress at the top of her head, no matter who did it, but Asmara felt comfortable when the warm hands were on her head.

Slowly but surely Asmara began to open her eyes, the first face that Asmara saw was Loka.

Deg.

For a moment Asmara was only fixated in her daydream, realizing that the figure before her was real, Loka Wiratmaja was staring at her.

What a gaze Loka could not resist Asmara to not return to shed her tears, Imagine how her Mama's attitude last night to Asmara.

But from the gaze of Loka Asmara also knew that Loka had known everything that happened to her. It was seen how Loka looked at him with regret and pity.

Spreading his eyes, Asmara found Mr. Basuki holding Dusk.

"Your bus..."

The sorrow of her little daughter can no longer be covered up. Amorous look at how the corner of the twilight eye mengelihkan Tears.

Seeing that scenery alone is enough to make Asmara again feel tightness in the chest. Until without feeling the romance also shed tears for the umpteenth time.

"Buk Atit, Why is mother Angis, Ibuk sad ?"

The question from the princess, really makes the heart of Asmara sliced, but what is seen by her face is just a smile.

"That's okay Enja"

Asmara rubbed the back of her little daughter, which parents could see her son sad because thinking about his parents. Asmara also felt the same way.

"Enja, do not cry yes, ibuk Just miss the same Enja"

Asmara leaned her body on the back of the bed, hugging the small body of Dusk in her arms.

This scene is enough to make Amara have to regain control of the heart that currently can no longer be compromised.

His body trembled withstanding the cry that seemed to always want to come out.

Realizing the sadness of Asmara, Dusk also returned to crying, even this time sounding louder than before.

As a child in general, twilight will also cry if something happens to Asmara.

The only old man who was so close and always looked at himself, in contrast to his father Bima who actually never considered the existence of Dusk.

The easing of Asmara's embrace at dusk slowly made the two's cries subside. Asmara hurriedly wiped the tears on her little daughter's cheeks.

So did Dusk who followed his mother's movements, again rubbed gently the cheeks of Asmara.

Dusk looked at Loka with a look of pity, suddenly it made Loka feel guilty to him, as well as Mr. Basuki who realized the situation between Dusk and Asmara, but he himself could only remain silent.

"Uncle why make my mother cry at dusk ?" Dusk Babe

Loka who felt asked still remained silent a thousand languages, honestly she did not have an answer to the question of the little girl before her.

His chest was like being stabbed by a sharp dagger, even what was asked by the twilight might be a reality if Loka was the cause of the Tears of Asmara.

But it is impossible for Loka to say all the facts at Dusk just like that.

"First Father Bima also made mother Cry, Why Sekalang Uncle also made mother cry ?"

Dusk was so sad to reveal his heart, Still with a sigh of rubbing the rest of his tears.

For Asmara, the princess's speech is quite heartbreaking, how not, in fact Dusk is so concerned about him.

"Hubby"

"Yes dear ?"

"Senja already do not want to have a father, if all fathers make a crying mother"

"No papa buk twilight just mother, twilight will not ask the same father Mother again"

It sounds sad but that's the honesty of a Dusk say his heart to Asmara

What a poignant sentence from his daughter is enough to make Asmara back to heal her Tears.

Powerless Asmara said, now only a warm embrace that Asmara can give at Dusk.

The twilight heart may be so sensitive that how she feels, she also feels it.

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