ASMARALOKA DUSK
CHAPTER 72. No !

...Better get hurt for letting go. Rather than Survive But Scratch Slowly....

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Destinies.

Back has begun to get used to living side by side with heart wounds that have been gaping. Although he had been injured, but after releasing Loka it seems Asmara began to get used to his loneliness.

Only at Dusk his daughter who Asmara is not ready to tell the truth, even if Asmara is honest, Dusk is also ready to accept all.

Walking in gontai steps, Asmara down one by one the Road to his house.

"Aspie"

The hoarseness of Bima's voice is still so clear in Asmara's ears. Until Asmara sharpened his vision, true allegations Asmara, if the man who was standing on the porch of his house was none other than Bima.

"It's been a while ?"

Asmara clearly knew if it might have been a while ago, Bima waited for her. Of course no one will open the door for Bima, because Mbok Jum and Dusk are also in his Father's house.

"Pretty long"

Sounded stuttering Bima when answering questions Asmara. But Asmara can see a friendly smile on her ex-husband's face.

Asmara then smiled a little to hear Bima's answer, just to return the smile of her ex-husband.

"Please sit down, I will prepare a drink for Bima mas".

It is common Asmara will only welcome guests who come to his house, only up to the terrace of his house, not least that Bima.

Asmara who was still complete wearing her uniform then opened the door, rushed in and intended to make drinks for her guests.

"Aspirit. I'm sorry about what happened to you"

Not yet Asmara entered his house, Bima first stopped his feet with words that so very striking the soul of Asmara.

Hearing it, Asmara then smiled with a crisp laugh in her mouth.

"So just for that mas Bima came all the way from the capital ?"

Truly Asmara is no longer able to speak until the head and laughter on his lips that can represent the taste in the chest of Asmara.

Previously Asmara had thought if the arrival of Bima because of Dusk. Missing or worrying at least. But it is not like the assumption of Asmara.

Bima is still the same, just thinking about himself, without even thinking about how his daughter's condition and mentality.

All the events and Luka who alternately approached Asmara, it would certainly disrupt the mental and psychological twilight, but not worried about the condition of his daughter, Bima acted so silly.

"Just keep the concern and mercy of Mas Bima for Dusk, Our daughter is much more in need of her than Asma!"

Assertive Asmara said if she does not need the mercy of anyone including that of Bima her ex-husband.

Presumably the news of his separation with Loka has spread not only in the Kertagiri neighborhood but in fact has also reached the ears of Bima.

Not wanting to be involved in a debate long enough with Bima, Asmara chose to immediately accelerate his pace.

Until it does not take long Asmara has returned to Bima who is still faithful sitting on the terrace of his house.

One cup contains black coffee, and another cup contains warm Ginger certainly for Asmara.

Both drinks are very appropriate and suitable to be enjoyed with the air in Kertagiri.

"Please drink it"

She put a cup of coffee in front of her ex-husband. Bima then smiled and received Coffee made by Asmara.

Both of them enjoyed their drinks. Not to forget Bima sipping black coffee made by Asmara

"It feels the same"

"Pass !!"

Sentences that used to be often amorous with from Bima when the two were still living together. And this time it seems that Bima began to recall every memory of her with Asmara.

But even though Bima tried to praise her, it seems that Asmara is just ordinary, not the least she feels big head with the same achievement.

"Ohy. It's good that I didn't mix it up wrong"

Say a relaxing romance by going back to enjoying a cup of warm ginger in her hands.

"You also still remember it" Bima said to Asmara.

"I don't think Asthma is just a coincidence"

Asmara is reluctant to serve useless chats with her ex-husband.

If you do not remember Bima far away from the capital, maybe Asmara has just ignored it.

"I'm officially divorced from Diana "

Lirih Bima said the news to Asmara, but still the same, Asmara only responded to it normally, because honestly it was not his business.

"Then ?" asmara.

There are no words to respond to the words of her ex-husband.

"Can't we go back to Ber--"

"No !!"

Not yet finished with his words, Asmara first sabotaged with his sentence.

"How many times did Bima say it. The Asthma answer will remain the same"

Quite short and so clear it should go into Bima's ears, except when Asmara spoke of her ex-husband's relapse.

And it should be with that alone Bima already understand what Asmara means.

But presumably since the divorce of Bima with Asmara. Bima is not only budeg but seems stupid too.

Many times Bima tried to make up with Asmara, but from himself alone there is no good faith to convince Asmara if Bima really meant to return to Asmara.

Thinking about Dusk alone the taste of Asmara never saw it, then how Asmara could accept Bima again, with all the same nature and attitude.

"Asma can't. And will never be able to return with Mas Bima !"

Quite clearly back Asmara emphasize the sentence.

Hearing the words of Asmara Presumably Bima looks bowed with all her regrets and guilt.

Stupidity has brought him into the abyss of evil. After he threw away a jewel like Asmara in fact Bima only got agate that was not even worth it.

"Can't we try. For the sake of twilight "

Bima again tried to shake his faith, exploiting his weakness, using the name of twilight as his weapon.

"By dusk huh ?"

Asmara seemed to be thinking with what Bima said. She also saw the nod of her ex-husband's head.

"If for the sake of Dusk. Why only now mas ?, Where have you been Bima?"

"Nearly 5 years we live together, not even a little while Bima think about Dusk. Then why is it only now that Mas says Demi Dusk"

"Did Bima forget where we were 5 years together ?" .

"If you forget, Asthma will be happy to remind him"

Asmara seemed to pause her words, unravel the fatigue in the chest, re-digging in the pain in the heart in order to resuscitate the ex-husband, who seemed to start forgetting his selfishness in the past.

"For 5 years we were together, Bima was just busy looking for information about the former most beautiful mas. After the Bima mas got back Mba Diana, then Mas Bima Bawa Home, and then Mas Bima dumped Me and Dusk Our Princess, Mas Bima ignored our existence just like that"

"What's that called for Dusk?"

Asmara stopped his words, breathing became a sign if he felt so tightness in the chest.

Hot speech that previously steamed on the cup Asmara, now only feels cold, because the air has and carries a wound in the chest.

Asmara again gulped ginger in the cup that she always held from earlier.

"There is no need to drop the pride of Bima in front of Asthma"

"Because as hard as anything as Bima tried Asthma will never be able to return"

"If we mean Bima 'By Dusk' , then we can still raise it, even without the status between us"

"There are many ways that Bima can do for our daughter"

Asmara so calmly explained to her ex-husband.

There is not the slightest bit of anger or disappointment in Asmara, even though he had used a high tone, but for Asmara everything that has happened will still happen.

Bima just bowed in his daydream, in fact his efforts to be able to return with Asmara was just in vain.

The romance was muddled with her decision, and it was possible that the pain of her heart had also ingrained in her soul.

Bima himself was aware that he had hurt so much, and presumably he did not know himself either. Expecting something that clearly feels so far away, Asmara is no longer likely to return.

"Do you need Asthma to call Dusk ?"

Silence creates discomfort in the heart of Asmara, until the choice of calling her daughter becomes an excuse.

"No, I'll meet Dusk at my father's house"

Nod the head into the answer to the words of her ex-husband.

Honestly Asmara does not intend to expel Bima, only, she already can not stand lingering with her ex-husband if in fact Bima just invite Asmara to reminisce.

After spending the rest of his coffee, Bima got up from his seat and told Asmara if he would meet Dusk.

Maybe still because of the regret that Bima felt, it looks like how her face is currently very different from before.

Her grubby steps deliver Bima to a car parked in front of Asmara's house.

Asmara himself honestly also can not see the face of Bima so sad especially that the result of his actions.

But Asmara himself does not want to take risks for the third time.

"Mas !"

Call Asmara when Bima just opened the door of his car.

The happy highlight is clearly visible on Bima's handsome face, maybe Bima thinks Asmara will change her decision 'Once Bima thinks'

"You may bring Dusk, if you so desire, a week or two"

Serious romance with his words. Because in fact Dusk is not only his but also Bima also have the right to their daughter Dusk.

"Oh well, thank you. Maybe if Dusk wants to, I'll take him"

Bima replied back with a look of a different face.

Bima again continued his steps, moving to leave Asmara who now stands delivering his departure to the terrace of the house only.

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