ASMARALOKA DUSK
CHAPTER 73. Line Two

...If the reality is not as expected, then for what to continue...

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Evening has arrived.

Asmara again felt lonely and lonely. The bright star of the night remains beautiful with all its charm. Although Asmara was disappointed but the Night seemed to obscure everything.

Of all the series of events that befall Asmara seems to make Asmara more resilient and stronger to deal with it.

Although he was so injured, but with Dusk in fact he could already be so happy. Romance no longer thinks so much about the problem. His priority right now was just the Dusk of the princess.

What's more after dusk found out everything, not a little twilight asked his father, Asmara became increasingly convinced if indeed the decision to be alone was very appropriate.

Dusk seemed to understand the situation and condition of his mother, even now he prefers to live in his grandfather's house. Asmara also felt relieved when her daughter with her father, at least Dusk can feel the affection of a father.

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At the same time.

Afternoon in the capital with the hustle and bustle of congestion there, will certainly make many people feel saturated.

Bu Sukma was with his new son-in-law enjoying a cocktail that felt so delicious.

The atmosphere of the capital city that feels hot even though the night has arrived makes the drink feel more refreshing both soul and body.

"Ehem..."

The silence that previously dominated Bu Sukma and Luna now began to melt with Bu Sukma who started the conversation between them.

"Luna" asked Bu Sukma

"Yes ma ?" Answer the Luna.

"Where ? "

The wink of Bu Sukma's eyes made Luna feel a little suspicious.

Bu Sukma seemed to be approaching his body leaning towards Luna. Because what he wants to talk to his son-in-law feels sensitive to newlyweds like Luna and Loka.

"I mean mama ?"

Luna who did not understand what her in-laws meant asked again.

"Have you tried a pregnancy test ?"

Mrs Sukma was very careful when she asked her son-in-law.

Both Luna's eyes were perfectly rounded and instantly her eyebrows intertwined. Really hearing her in-laws question made Mood Luna a little not okay.

Because to be honest she also had no answer to her in-laws' questions. For a moment Luna chose to remain silent.

How Luna could get pregnant if she could never feel it.

Since the wedding and first night Loka has chosen to stay in her apartment, while Luna lives in Loka's parents' house.

Loka always quietly slipped out of her parents' house when both of them were sound in their sleep.

Realizing Loka's attitude and actions, Luna could also just keep quiet.

Had wanted to complain about it to her in-laws, but presumably if that she did then Asmara who was far away there would receive her sap. Because of course the two in-laws of Luna will assume that Asmara is still contacting Loka.

Seeing Luna who was only silent in her daydream, Bu Sukma felt that maybe the results were not in accordance with the expectations of all families.

"Yes no longer papa, you still have plenty of time to try. After all, your marriage has only been running for a month"

A carefree laugh was seen on Bu Sukma's lips, while Luna just laughed bitterly.

The marriage age of 10 years is also , if Loka does not touch Luna at all, from where she can get her pregnancy 'Batin Luna' . Unless Luna's sleeping with a striped-nose guy out there.

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Morning in Kertagiri.

Hook ..

Hoek...

Unlike usual Asmara felt his body felt so weak, even his head felt so heavy.

From dawn Asmara continued to try to remove the contents of his stomach, but the result was the same, nothing came out of there other than white mucus.

As a midwife, of course, things like this are no stranger to Asmara.

Asmara tries to remember when she menstruates. Several times it was seen he rubbed his face rough. Trying to reopen his old memories.

Until she really remembers when was the last time she had her period.

Exactly one and a half months before, Before Loka left Asmara in a long time, it was the night Loka and Asmara were combining love, Some times even Loka repeated the activity again and again.

Asmara really remembers if one week before she had just finished menstruating, it means that when Asmara was making love with Loka, she was having fertile time.

Realizing the reality that might be true, this is enough to make Asmara rub rough his face.

Somehow it would have been if he had really been two-bodied. She is now a widow.

And that means there will be two great children without the affection of a father.

At this point Asmara again felt her heart again hurt, worried if all the feelings were real, then how could she face all her.

Tightness in the chest returned Asmara sense pierced his heart. Memories and memories are coming, and everything seems like an old cassette tape that Romance is trying to turn on.

Can't continue like this, Asmara rushed up from her seat. Walking to the check room, where there are many pregnancy test kits that he specifically uses to check his patients.

Before there, Asmara had brought her urine which she had accommodated in a container.

The deep breath of Asmara becomes a sign that he is currently also very nervous.

Slowly but surely Asmara put a pregnancy test device that he was holding.

Long enough Asmara convinced himself if maybe he was just in the wind. But reality says something else. When Asmara lifted a small slab of her urine test results, it was very clearly marked 'line two'.

Already no longer able to talk romance, until he again bowed limp on the cold floor of his house.

A touch of romance thinks about the fate of himself and the fetus in his womb, not to mention he also has to think of Dusk.

Not only that, the neighbor's gossip will certainly be the heaviest of all the pain in his heart.

The heavy life back he had to live. Not yet Asmara finished lamenting his fate, Asmara has returned to feel nausea and so want to vomit rasnaya.

Hoekk

Hoekk

Asmara came out of the bathroom outside her room, heavy steps Asmara because the head was so painful pressing on the top of her head.

To walk, he had to hold on to the walls of his house. This is really very torturous.

Trouble Asmara again sat in the living room of his house, looking at a tool that so clearly showed a line two there.

Melt tears fall back on the cheeks of Asmara, not unhappy, just at this time Asmara is gently rubbing her flat stomach. It's just that Asmara feels pain when later the fetus in the womb will be born without a father figure beside him.

Honestly Asmara is very happy with the presence of the fetus in her womb. But somehow the gaze of Asmara looked far away considering when she was pregnant at Dusk.

At that time the same thing happened to Asmara , Complaints in early pregnancy were very torturous, but in the past Asmara still felt quite lucky because even though Bima did not think about her, she said, at least at that time there was a mother-in-law and father-in-law who was very good at taking care of Asmara and accompanying her until all the pregnancy complaints she felt gradually disappeared in the second trimester.

Asmara was still sitting helplessly, until dawn began to greet even he was still faithfully sitting on the bench of his living room.

To take the warm water alone rara-tasa Asmara can not afford. Let alone to work. What a shit fate to live his.

Trouble Asmara walked back to his room, until it took him quite a long time to get there, honestly want Asmara to lay her body on her soft mattress.

Unbeknownst to Asmara, a pair of eyes were staring at him full of pity. Although there was a happy twinkle on his face, but not in the dikiriri he felt sad to see the helpless Asmara.

Yep.

Sure enough the figure behind his flat screen was none other than Loka Wiratmaja.

It is an advantage for Loka, where at that time he had installed CCTV at some point Asmara house.

So even though the two have been far away, Loka can still monitor the existence of Asmara, and in fact she feels what is also the middle of Asmara feeling, Sad and feeling very disappointed.

Loka is very aware that Asmara is containing the fruits of their love, but in fact Loka has been far from Asmara.

It feels like Loka accompanies Asmara in her difficult moments, becoming a standby husband who will always be beside Asmara, but in fact, Loka has separated from Asmara.

Sick and sad to see Asmara who is so helpless, Loka should accompany and strengthen Asmara but instead she can only stare from the flat screen in her hand.

The smile on Loka's face immediately developed perfectly, when thinking of a plan that might ease the burden of Asmara.

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