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This afternoon may be the worst in the life of Asmara.
Sendakala who just wanted to display her charm, as if running away with so many wounds lodged in Asmara.
Dusk greeted as if it felt ordinary, when Loka had come but with wounds and heartache for Asmara.
Irony is indeed a life that must be returned Asmara lived, just also happy already had to get hurt again.
Until bertubi it feels, Asmara as if it is not strong to bear all the desire to release all the tightness in the chest.
'Kill yourself'
But what's up with Dusk, the baby he loves and loves so much, the little angel who actually makes Asmara last until now.
As deep as the ocean as well as Loka's eyes on Asmara, until Loka felt how the woman she loved so much was hurt because of her actions.
It feels like Loka embraces and strengthens Asmara but her feelings of Asmara no longer want to be with her.
Even to stare at Loka, it feels like Loka has not even seen after Asmara knows all the reality of her.
"Asma forgive me"
Lirih Loka with tightness in the chest. Loka's love for Asmara is not a lie. But the fact that he had torn down the defensive wall that had been built by Asmara.
The fact is not only Asmara who feels disappointed and hurt, but honestly Loka also felt the same way, after all that happened Loka had no other choice but to agree.
'Marriage between herself and Luna'
Loka is wrong to have cheated Asmara, but she also cannot let her parents hurt, sick, and also disappointed.
Hearing Loka's voice that sounded so poignant, Asmara increasingly felt heartache.
Where the evidence of love and sweet sentences that Loka always echoed in the ear of Asmara, if in fact only Zero.
Beautifully engraved words flow prostrate in prayer, until at the time of the test say hello again, Will love remain ?. 'Inner Asmara'
In fact, their relationship only hurt each other. 'Then for what ? 'Asmara asked back in her heart'
Silent.
Realizing the tension that will not have an end, while the day is getting dusk, Mr. Basuki certainly can not linger.
"Sir, I want my father to go home"
"Talk everything to your husband"
"Father, I'm sure you can determine what's best for you"
Gently and slowly, Mr. Basuki emphasized the words to Asmara, to make a decision that is certainly good for both.
Indeed, Mr. Basuki also felt so hurt, but Mr. Basuki's ego still did not want to further interfere in the Asmara and Loka household.
Because for Mr. Basuki, he already knows enough with all the facts, and it does not necessarily make him interfere in the affairs of his daughter's household. Because of course it will not be good later.
"Sir !"
Asmara seemed to be begging for Mr. Basuki not to leave him. It is also seen how Asmara blocked his father's hand. Hope Mr. Basuki will stay there.
But the headband became Pak Basuki's answer to Asmara
"Solve everything well with your husband"
A gentle swipe at the top of Asmara's head, becomes a sign that Mr. Basuki is handing over all decisions to his daughter.
Ak Basuki believes that Asmara is able to go through all, and of course all the decisions are on him.
Until Mr. Basuki got up from his seat, and passed away leaving Loka and Asmara.
It is also possible that Mr. Basuki was very disappointed, even to look at Loka's face, Mr. Basuki as if he did not want to feel.
'Nak Loka' who Mr. Basuki always said when he greeted his son's husband ', now never again heard from the middle-aged man's mouth in front of Asmara.
Truly today is the worst of all the events experienced by Loka, in addition to Asmara who may no longer like it, as well as the loss of trust Mr. Basuki in him.
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Asmara is still legally a wife of a Loka Wiratmaja, so there is no reason for Asmara not serving her husband.
Dinner was ready, it did not take long because Asmara just stayed warm what she had previously cooked to welcome Loka.
Where Mbok Jum and Dusk?, Of course both are currently staying at the house of Mr. Asmara, in addition to avoiding Dusk from seeing the quarrel of both parents, both parents are currently staying at home, also of course to make room for Asmara to just talk to Loka.
The dining table that is always cheerful with jokes and flabbyness from Loka this time feels bland, flat and seems ordinary.
"Aspie"
Asmara was still busy with food on her plate, until Loka called out then Asmara raised her head, staring at the figure of the man she loved so much but also at this time maybe so she hated.
"I'm sorry, I'm --"
"No need to apologize, it's all happening"
Not even Loka finished her sentence Asmara first silenced Loka's mouth with her words.
After saying that, back Asmara was busy with her cutlery.
"Does this mean you've forgiven me ?"
Hearing Loka's question, as soon as Asmara raised her face, now she has returned to keep her spoon and fork, until a sigh was heard from the nose of Asmara.
Tight Asmara stared at Loka's bead eyes, look of sadness there, but even so Asmara never ignored the slightest pain of her heart.
"I've forgiven you"
The cold sound of Asmara's words entered infiltrate Loka's sense of hearing. Although thin, but Loka can see a smile on the corner of Asmara's lips.
The happy sparkle immediately emanated clearly on Loka's face, although Asmara was still so cold to her, but at least with Sorry from Asmara, then slowly Loka would correct her mistake.
"Thank you dear. Thank You"
Said Loka so excitedly, that she grabbed the hand of Asmara on the table.
But soon Asmara pulled back her hand from Loka's grasp.
"I've forgiven you. But we can't get back together"
Deg.
Loka's eyes were perfectly rounded, Hearing a speech she so did not want to hear from the figure of the woman she loved so much.
"Asma only needs one sentence of Talak from Mas Loka alone"
Sounding soft but very calm Asmara said, even looks no anger, no crying or regret, Asmara looks so strong and strong say all to Loka.
Highlight the eyes of Asmara also never separated from the two beads of eyes Loka , it proves that if Asmara really with his words.
Just like the previous principles of romance, everything that starts well, then when it ends must also be well.
Not only in Loka, but also in Bima, Asmara used to do the same.
In contrast to Asmara who seemed to have sincerely let go of everything, Loka did not want to release Asmara.
"No . I can't Asthma !!"
Strictly Loka rejected the proposal from Asmara.
"We can't stay together, Asthma can't !"
The headband is a sign that Loka so does not want a separation between them.
Until without cue Loka knelt before Asmara, begging the woman he loved so willing to give a second chance on him.
But in fact Loka's efforts are in vain because Asmara has made his choice.
Tears poured down not only on Loka's cheeks, but also Asmara who could no longer stem her tears.
Tonight is a witness to how broken the heart that was previously so loving.
Small pieces that were previously neatly arranged must now return scattered when the heart has been shaken.
Kowtowing, Wailing, and begging also it feels useless, because if a woman has been hurt then let alone divorce, life languishes and lags may be ready.
Because life suffers better than to look happy but to hold back the wound and rest because of the third person.
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