
...A love story that has not yet begun, must now end without the word finished. ...
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The powerless romance held back her grief, the tightness in her chest made her continue to shed tears. He tried hard to hold it, but the results were in vain that Melehan just kept flowing in the corner of the beautiful eyes of Asmara
Even Asmara just remembered if he forgot his suitcase in Loka's car, Asmara did not have time to say goodbye.
Now only bags containing identity and mobile phones and wallets that Asmara had brought. But it does not matter for Asmara, because the goal of leaving the Loka parents' residence is certainly because he does not want to make his heart more tormented.
Really tightness in his chest makes Asmara difficult to control her tears.
For a moment Asmara was silent in her daydream. Look straight ahead. The streets of the capital that was always crowded enough to obscure the sobbing Isak that he had tried to endure.
Until Asmara can really master his heart and mind, Asmara also grabbed the cellphone in his bag.
Time is 21:55
Almost midnight apparently, while Asmara still faithfully sitting on the sidewalk streets of Jakarta.
The once familiar street at the foot of Asmara but now feels foreign after she decides to leave the capital.
Asmara chose to walk again, either where the destination is, which clearly Asmara wants to immediately move away from the Loka parents residence.
"Ashara !!"
A voice that immediately shocked Asmara, Asmara is quite familiar with the voice behind it.
"Mas Bima" Lirih Asmara with back wiping her tears.
Bima ran over to Asmara, not believing that who is now standing in front of him is really the romance of his ex-wife.
"What are you doing in Jakarta?"
Not the answer that Bima got, but the arm of Asmara's head became the answer to Bima's previous question.
"Why are you ?"
Bima caught the Eye of Asmara swollen with tears.
Again the head bobble becomes the answer Asmara. Honestly Asmara just want to be alone, but fate forces her to be reunited with her ex-husband who always wanted her to avoid.
Realizing that Asmara may not be okay, Bima also memapah Asmara get into his car. Asmara also just complies
Not waiting for Asmara's approval, Bima drove her car somewhere she was headed.
The atmosphere of silence seemed to dominate Asmara and Bima. It feels awkward so that both Asmara and Bima choose to be quiet.
"Where do you want me to take you ?"
Bima asked in the end, because it was impossible for Bima to bring Asmara home.
"Just Mas's station"
Answer the brief romance without looking at Bima beside her.
Seeing how chaotic his ex-wife, Bima honestly feel pity, but not much that Bima can do because Asmara himself did not say anything to her.
"alright. Have you eaten yet ?"
Romance nodded his head in response. Meanwhile Bima again drove his car to break the crowded streets of Jakarta.
"Actually you why?, you can romance stories" Bima spoke as if she understood everything.
Hearing Bima's words, Asmara just stared in disbelief.
How could Bima lightly tell Asmara to tell her about her problem. This is very annoying for Asmara.
Asmara just felt a series of pain that he felt also started from Bima who had pierced his heart first.
Until now Asmara again felt Luka, even to speak it feels like he is no longer powerful.
"We're nobody, so I don't have to explain my problems to you"
The words that eventually come out of the mouth of Asmara.
Hearing Asmara's answer, Bima also chose to go back to silence.
Asmara which today has indeed been different when compared to Asmara who used to be his wife. The romance that Bima saw right now was that she was so brave, powerfully holding back the current even though her heart and soul were injured.
A little bit of Amorous attitude enough to make Bima regret his actions.
"I'm sorry Asmara" Lirih Bima , Very slowly Bima said, but still clearly Asmara can hear right.
"CZ. Does it matter?, Even 1000 times Bima said, still will not change the reality"
Firm and straightforward Asmara say. Really his heart is very hurt, considering how his heart aches over the treatment of Bima which is currently not even fully healed, now Asmara must again feel the heart again hurt.
Really if Bima was not stupidly wishing for romance, maybe all the events experienced by Asmara today will not happen.
But reality says another, Fate seems to be playing back to himself, the heart that he has long tried to organize, now must return to ravage.
The conversation with Bima seems to make Asmara again remember her old wounds.
"Stop !!" Amorous Vocabulary
"What ?"
Bima seemed to sharpen his hearing, not believing what Asmara said.
"Stop!!, I said Stop !!!"
Asmara repeated her words.
"But-"
"Stop the car !" firmly Asmara tell Bima
"But we haven't reached Asmara station yet!"
Sharp eyes Asmara looked at Bima, really Asmara was fed up with all the attitude of Bima, maybe with the kindness that is currently in her doing, Really Asmara could not be longer with Bima.
Not wanting to re-argu with his ex-wife, Bima chose to pull over his car, according to Asmara's request, until it was seen Asmara grabbed the door handle and got out of Bima's car just like that, even without saying goodbye and without a word.
Bima tried to chase Asmara, but her steps stopped when Asmara looked at her so sharply.
With tears in her eyes, Asmara returned to the streets of the capital, not strong enough to bear the burden of the past so very painful.
***
Time is 23:30
Already at midnight, Asmara sat alone waiting for the arrival of the bus that will take him to his hometown.
Previously Asmara arrived at the station, and it turned out there was no longer a train departure with his destination. So Asmara chose to ride the night bus only, so that soon to reach his hometown.
A village that Asmara always longs for, there is also the wound of Asmara's heart slowly disappears.
Not wanting to waste any more time in the capital, Asmara chose to continue the journey tonight as well.
Now Asmara is already in the bus that will deliver her to the destination city.
There are still many empty benches around it, maybe there are no occupants or indeed because there have not come people.
For a moment Asmara closed her eyes, unraveling her chest tightness, several times she exhaled her coarse breath.
Trying to rearrange his heart and mind.The hope of Asmara is only one, he is eager to get to his house and hug his daughter Dusk.
As easy and as simple as that hope Asmara healed his heart wound.
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