ASMARALOKA DUSK

ASMARALOKA DUSK
CHAPTER 60. Loka's Assertiveness.


...It is comfortable itself. But it's too naive not to say lonely...


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The cloudy return greeting may indeed be a signal from the Almighty, if Asmara will again feel the Luka.


Destiny is destiny and romance has to come back. Despite believing it will not be forever Asmara felt disappointed, but for now the heart has spoken how he was hurt.


Not only Samapi there, Derai tears turned out to also be a witness how Kata could not represent a taste that was so very stifling chest.


Similarly with destiny that seems so to toy with him, until Asmara entered into the deepest abyss of sadness.


It could be possible Asmara thrashed, but for what?, everything that happened will still happen while the wound will remain in the chest.


If it had been like this then how would it be?, Even the universe had never whispered to its Nature when a wound came back to her.


One thing that Asmara believes, when the wounds say hello again, then only the expanse of prayer mats become medicine for him.


Sometimes thunder does not end with rain, but it is not uncommon for lightning to make the soul languish again, because rainbows only exist after rainstorms come to greet.


And that's what Asmara is worried about. Will this be the beginning or the end of the difficulty, or even there will be something else that is more difficult to block the steps of romance in front.


I don't know.


His mind and soul again tormented over the attitude of his mother-in-law, but more painful than all is how Loka who turned out to also know about the real situation.


Just two days, in fact, is quite capable of giving valuable lessons in the life of Asmara.


Why this kind of thing should happen again when the romance life has just begun to be happy, in fact the new happy in the sense of has just been destroyed. Missing out is like the belief of Asmara in Loka .


Loka himself realized that of course Asmara was very disappointed in him. But this incident felt very fast, even Loka did not expect if the mother was really reckless with her matchmaking plan. While both her parents clearly knew if she had married Asmara.


Damn again why Loka did not immediately tell Asmara when she remembered who Luna was. Rice has become porridge, now only how Loka convinced Asmara.


The atmosphere was suddenly silent, only the roar of Bu Sukma's breath could be heard dominating the air.


"One thing you wanted to tell you Loka"


Bu Sukma re-opened his voice, but this time it sounded lower than when he spoke to Asmara.


"Papa's sick, and the doctor thinks this has something to do with him always thinking about you"


"Mama hope you can make the best decision between papa or him !!" Show Bu Sukma right in the face of Asmara.


Hearing the words from the mother, Loka could only sigh violently.


"Ma. I'll never choose papa or Asmara."


"A thousand times did my mother insist, as much as I would reject her. " Strict Loka to her parents.


Hearing the speech of the biological son who was valued by Bu Sukma was very late, it was enough to make Bu Sukma hurt and re-appear his anger.


Not only Bu Sukma, in fact Asmara was also equally surprised, Loka was so kekeh defending himself.


But it does not make Asmara just forget the silence of Loka on him. Romance is like a stupid donkey who accepts all the lies that are clearly visible in front of his eyes.


While Luna, the girl was only a spectator in the debate between the child and the parents before her.


The atmosphere was getting heated when Loka firmly said that he would not part with Asmara no matter what the conditions were.


This made Bu Sukma even more disappointed and angry at his son.


Seeing how Loka behaved to her mother honestly Asmara also did not have the heart to see her. What is being spoken to by Loka is her own biological mother.


As a mature woman, and Asmara also feels like a mother, of course she knows how broken the heart of Bu Sukma, seeing her son is rude and not even obedient to her.


But there is only Asmara who remained silent, watching the debate between them. Because if he spoke, he might return to provoke anger from his in-laws.


For now, maybe just silence will be the solution.


"It's enough ma, you better go home !" loka


"And don't forget to take her too !!" Show Loka to Luna.


Loka firmly expelled the old man who had given birth to her. Really in this second also Asmara very do not believe if Loka will be able to do it.


"Mas !!"


Although Asmara is hurt and disappointed, but her instincts still do not like if Loka acts rude to her mother.


Want it to feel Asmara reminded Loka, but her heartache is still so dominating the soul, so Asmara chose to return to silence.


After all Asmara is just an ordinary woman, she also has a limit of patience huh.


The change in face of Bu Sukma was clearly a sign of how much he was disappointed in Asmara. Maybe even now Bu Sukma has cursed I Asmara in his heart.


With regret still left in the chest, Bu Sukma just left from the Asmara residence. Without greetings and without farewell.


Asmara stared at the departure of her mother-in-law, the car that was overlapping was getting away from Asmara's eyes.


While Loka remained silent with a thought that went nowhere.


The atmosphere of silence makes Asmara want to immediately rest her body and mind.


"Ashlime"


"Asma's tired, can we talk later"


The cold voice of Asmara answers Loka's question, and this is certainly the first time for Loka to see how Asmara can only remain silent in her anger.


Women like Asmara certainly very rarely feel, said the word that remains soft even though he was storing a sense of disappointment.


Really Loka felt guilty for all the actions of her parents on Asmara.


After the departure of Asmara, now only Luna and Loka left.


The sighing in the Loka felt deafening. Because to be honest Loka was still so distrustful of all the events that happened suddenly.


What about Luna ?. Even so wanted by Bu Sukma , but Luna also did not want to be in this position, even though she was so fond of Loka and certainly wanted to have it, he said, but it is not until the heart feels if Luna has to see how Asmara is sad because of her.


Luna did not know very well how the initial problem, to the extent that she knew was that the matchmaking between herself and Loka was the effort of both Loka's parents.


"I'll explain everything to Asmara" Luna said in the end.


Really Luna participated in the sadness felt by Asmara. So that he will try to fix everything.


Hearing the words from Luna, Loka also just remained silent, because at this time everything felt difficult for her.


Not only about Asmara, but Loka also did not close her heart from the condition of the father who is currently sick because of him.


Realizing that Loka only remained silent, Luna chose to leave Loka.


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Time is 14:53


It's almost afternoon, and Asmara hasn't come out of her room yet.


Since the debate this morning, it seems that Asmara is more comfortable confining himself.


Even so sad, Asmara himself did not forget to tell Mr. Basuki about the conditions that had just happened.


And in fact Mr. Basuki understood the situation, so he chose to hold Dusk in order to stay at his house.


Tok tok tok tok


A knock on the door, loud rang out in Asmara's ears


"Aspirit. Can we talk ?"


From inside the room, Asmara clearly heard Luna's voice pleading with her. Honestly Asmara has not wanted to see him. But considering Luna is a guest, it would be unethical if Asmara kept quiet, and ignored the existence of Luna in her house.


Chequek.


Somehow after how many beats, Asmara finally opened the door of her room.


"Can we talk ?"


Luna seemed to repeat her words.


Instead of answering Luna's question, Asmara actually looked at Luna with her sad gaze. Until he could not speak, and passed towards the living room in his house.


Not only angry Asmara was disappointed, why Luna who he had considered as his theme turned out to be Luna who also contributed in making his heart hurt.


"Tell me what you want to talk about" Asmara said


A little hesitant Luna said everything to Asmara, but it was impossible for her to just be quiet, while Loka and Asmara's relationship was at stake.


"I know you're mad at me Asma"


"I'm sorry .. !!"


Luna regretted with her face. Helaan breath seemed to be a pause for Luna to restart her sentence.


"I may love your husband, but I also will not act beyond my means"


Deg.


Shocked ?. Sure enough, Luna's words are enough to make Asmara's heart feel disappointed, but Asmara is also amazed at Luna who dared to honestly say everything.


The two adult women seemed to be speaking from heart to heart, open to each other with all the conditions. Asmara himself honestly does not blame Luna, it's just that maybe at this time luck is not on his side.


"I did come here to look for Loka"


"But trust me, our meeting is purely not because I or Aunt Sukma deliberately arranged it"


"Loka and I were even surprised when we met this morning, and believed it was the first time we met"


"I'm sorry for being dishonest even though I had the opportunity to speak"


The romance just kept quiet and listened to the narration from Luna.


Somehow Asmara felt Luna's speech was not making it up, but Asmara also could not just believe.


"Thank you for your honesty" Asmara said in the end.


There were no tears like before, yet Luna increasingly felt the change in Asmara's attitude towards her, simply explaining how the heart of the woman before her was still deeply hurt.


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