
...Be strong for everything that breaks you ...
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Hearing the commotion of her ex-husband's household is honestly common.
This is not the first time Asmara heard it, and this is what makes the romance so lazy to contact her ex-husband first.
Not getting a solution instead he was also made dizzy with the quarrel of the two, which of course the edges of Asmara will also get rubbed.
Recalling the time of the day Asmara also contacted her ex-husband, although Diana was not there, but it turned out that the attached Mak knew and hit Asmara all-out by phone asking to no longer contact Bima.
To be honest if it was not for Dusk, Asmara was also no longer Sudi contact Bima.
Do not want to further aggravate the atmosphere Asmara chose to hang up his phone call.
"Why Ma ?"
Rani's hoarse voice that had just woken up from her short sleep.
The romance only laughed bitterly, considering how she had contacted her ex-husband, and ended up fighting between Bima and Diana.
"No Ran, are you awake ?"
"Yes sleeping here doesn't feel good Ma, the mattress is hard" complained Rani by holding her waist that might hurt.
Gawking at the clock on the phone, the time still shows at 13:45 , The clock back home from work is still a while away.
Luckily all the work has been completed before Asmara, before Rani wakes up from her sleep.
Of course, it is impossible for Asmara to provide work while Rani is experiencing a period of teler.
"Ran do you think I should ?"
Hearing the question of his best friend Rani actually looks upset grunt. Rani certainly understands what her best friend is asking.
"Yes, you have met a serious man like you, Mas Mirza for example"
The board member who had just been a few days ago came to see Mr. Basuki to express his good intentions to propose to Asmara.
But again Asmara refused for reasons not yet want to start a new life.
"Keep on "
"Yes keep you acquaintance Asthma. Same with him !"
Asmara seemed to sigh in , until for a moment she closed her eyes.
"Do I need to get married ?"
" Yes yes, it is Asthma !! if you don't want to marry what?, it's impossible to jump Gaple ?" rancid Rani
Amorous to laugh hearing what his friend really said.
How Asmara will ask to be married while he himself is still hesitant to step there.
"Kasian Ma kasian !" ketus Rani's.
"Senja ?"
"Not !"
"Keep what dong ?"
"That's you!, what if you become a virgin again ? later on in the grapein "slope of Rani with ease. Pointing at something behind his long skirt.
Asmara until gawking with the words of his best friend, until he reflexively threw a ballpoint pen in his hand.
"Your conscience, The theory of where it is" Asmara
"Ranistein "
"What !! " Mara
"Supervice Einstein!!"
Again the romance again laughs considering how silly his best friend.
But Asmara was lucky enough to be met with friends as good and as natural as Rani.
At least Rani is quite entertaining and fills her lonely days. Although he would not want himself to always be his victim.
Only in the office can Asmara smile and laugh with relief, because when at home all the burden of the mind seems to come back to him.
Being a single Mother in fact is not that easy, many think after becoming a widow eating will be free of everything, but not for Asmara.
Although not infrequently he also cried in the long night, over the long expanse of Asmara expressed all his complaints to the Creator.
"Bagas said, Mirza is good"
Asmara seemed to frown, seeking the truth from the words of her best friend.
"Oh yeah ?"
"Yes, So Bagas was his High School friend Mas Mirza, Yesterday the reunion time Bagas met Mas Mirza"
Asmara just silently heard Rani's words.
"Where do you want to ?"
"You want what ?"
"It's the same with Mirza"
"Astagfirullah Rani !!"
Rani only chuckles at the reddened face of her best friend holding back the anger.
Even so angry, but in fact Asmara can never really be angry at his best friend.
Only he always wondered at his best friend, so easily he talked about love and without thinking how ahead. Because in marriage not only me and you become us, but there are still others, loyalty, commitment, honesty and many others.
***
Seen in the corner of the room an elderly woman was with her granddaughter, enjoying the warmth of a cup of honey tea.
A magnificent and luxurious house that only inhabited an old woman with a few servants only.
"How is the construction plan of your Resort Ka"
"Alhamdulillah Oma, now the process of leveling some parts" replied Loka
The woman who was no longer young yet was still clearly the rest of the beauty on her face.
'Grandmother Sima'
Yes, that is the name, and most people call it Oma Ima the landlord. Has 3 children who successfully built his business in the city, one of which is the parents of Loka Wiratmaja.
"Thank God, may your efforts this time run smoothly, Oma is happy if you want to stay here"
Loka only smiled faintly at the request of the grandmother, who always wished herself to stay feeling Grandma Ima.
Honestly, it is not the family not taking care of her, it's just that Ima's grandmother always refused when invited to move to the city.
"We'll see Oma"
One of the reasons Loka spread her wings to the area was also at the request of her grandmother, she wanted for the rest of her life to be able to be with her children and grandchildren, while all her family had already settled in the city.
At least if there is an effort, Loka will come and visit there more often, so he will often meet his Grandmother.
"When will you marry again?"
"Loka hasn't thought there yet Oma"
To be honest since the divorce with the previous ex-wife, it seems Loka is lazy to think about the household.
"Just look for the good, about love later "
Loka only chuckled lightly hearing the Oma's words. The theory that sometimes does not make sense, how to marry without love while starting with love alone also still ends unhappy, like her today for example.
***
Night as usual Asmara will accompany Dusk learn and play, because only then can he be so close to his daughter.
Honestly, if you may ask, Amasra also really want to spend time by accompanying Dusk throughout the day, but reality forces her to work to make a living for herself and of course twilight, but the reality forces her to work for her, it is impossible that his life always relies on savings.
Although not a few savings that Asmara has but if it does not work it is also the same, life is still longer and the future of Dusk also needs to be considered carefully.
As a single mam small things like education certainly have to think about Asmara, even though Dusk is not currently in school.
Just thinking about that was enough to make the head of Asmara throb.
Not to mention the thought of Bima's refusal to contact her daughter, forced Asmara had to re-twist her brain to continue lying to her little daughter.
Although it hurts like a small desire from Dusk can not be granted Asmara, like his longing for the Father.
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