Attracting a Heart-Captured Dragon
Chapter 15's
I've been in this house for a week.. Every day that comes, I feel our closeness becomes more like a true pair of lovers. While still asleep in the morning, I heard he was ready to go to the office, when he was ready and I woke up, Serkan always approached to see my condition, rubbed my head gently and went away. I don't know why I became so used to seeing him in every activity he did. Even at all times towards dusk he always tried to get home from work faster and prepare dinner preparations so that we could relax and talk. I know very well that what I'm doing right now is wrong.. As a result on the last night for this therapist session, they said I had improved so much that I did not need intensive therapist treatment.. When I delivered them to the exit, I stood up and prepared my clothes and all the equipment in the room.. Unconsciously leave come with a questionable look..
“ What are you doing?”
“ Tidy up my stuff.. Didn't you miss your room? You've been sleeping in the guest room this week”
“ Why arrived you..”.
“ What arrived? It's time for me to come back, isn't it? Besides what would your family say if I saw me stay here?”
“ They already know and understand. Why do you look like..”
“ Are you going to argue with me right now?”
“ What do you mean?”
“ It is not good for me to be constantly beside you with your status. . . . The point as a fellow woman I understand that very well”
“ What?”
“ You did this all out of your gratitude to me for helping you, right? I thank you, even I think it's too much for me.. So, if you want to count it.. I'll reply you next time”
“ is what you have in mind?”
“ Yes.. Is there anything else?”
“ it's night, go home tomorrow morning when Lilian kemari”
“ Lilian is on her way to pick me”
“ Almira..
“ Thank you for submitting.. Everything was.. For all this.”
“ What is this? Why are you extending your hand to me? After shaking hands, we'll part as if we don't know each other. Is that what you want?”
“ I think it's better that way.”
“ Almira.”
“ Sound of car in front, it looks like lilian has come.”
“ I'm not done talking to you”
“ But I've.”
Serkan was speechless and looked very upset at me at the moment, but he tried to hold it back.. He turned his head right and left while I just lowered my head.. Seeing me avoid it, without saying he turned his body and walked out of the room by closing the door a little hard so I was a little surprised.. Yes, she would definitely be angry at me for my current behavior towards her.. Seeing it like that honestly I really wanted to run towards him and explain everything.. But, it dawned on me to wake up from my long slumber and face reality.. I'm sorry to leave.. Before long Lilian came by knocking on the door of the room and entered.. His face was full of confusion..
“ Did something happen between you and hand it over? Why does he look upset?”
“ None.. Can you help me?”
“ And why did you arrive wanting to go home? You've been..”
“ I'm fine.. So I better get back to apartment”
“ You sure?”
“ Yes..”
Even lillian was the same as she was, I was actually very understanding as well.. But I don't want to go any further in these circumstances and conditions.. I need to know where I am.. Finally Lilian helped me carry my luggage and my small suitcase to the car, as I walked out of the room leaving me with absolutely no sight.. He stood firmly behind me in the back yard holding a drink in his hand.. When I saw her like that, I decided not to talk to her anymore and walked towards the exit.. Lilian who saw me was already very understanding and knew what was happening to me without me having to say much to her.. He finally hugged me and told me to get in the car and we left.. When I reached the apartment lobby, Kirey was waiting and saw me as soon as he hugged me, then helped me carry things.. As soon as I finished cleaning up my things in the room, Lilian knocked on my door and Kirey saw me too..
“ Mira be honest, what's going on between you and Serkan?”
“ What do you mean?”
“ Looks Like Serkan drunk in a bar.. Emre came to pick her up and took her home. Emre says Serkan's acting weird again.. So did you.. What is this mir?”
“ Yes yes, even today when Zzge came to my faculty and gave your thesis on Thursday.. Did you speed up the schedule? Why?”
Said Kirey who asked for more explanation on Almira
“ Something happened to you again? What a woman it is.”
“ No. Berguzar doesn't see me anymore”
“ You asked us not to tell Serkan.. So don't blame him”
“I know it..”
“ Then?”
“ Nothing what...”.
“ MIRA!! ”Lilian and Kirey used their high notes to get annoyed at Almira covering up
I turned around to avoid this conversation with lillian and kirey.. Until a while they were still standing in front of my room door, but they also knew my nature, finally they walked to their respective rooms.. Yeah, I don't know what's really going on either.. What am I supposed to do.. I was also worried about his current situation. If I could, I might call or come straight to his house to see how he's doing. But, with this incident made me aware of my position and place.. Honestly, I did not dare to go any further because there are still many things that I have to think about and do. I took the last medicine I had to take and tried to fall asleep..
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When I opened my eyes in the morning, I don't know why the weather felt a little cloudy.. Is it going to rain? Remembering today I had to go to campus to submit my thesis data that I will use at the trial.. I immediately got up from bed and got back ready to try to return to my life before I knew him.. Finished from college, I was confused as to what should I do today? Should I go back to work? But ozcan hanim has clearly prohibited me, cashew bay also said if I come to the restaurant, come as a family visiting, so I feel reluctant to come there.. The day shows at 4 pm, the weather looks more cloudy than this morning.. Not long ago I spoke in my heart, the rain felt on my face, I tried to run to the nearest restaurant to just order a warm drink and a salty dessert while waiting for the rain to subside..
Waiters then directed me to a seat beside the end of the glass so that I could very clearly enjoy the view of the bosphorus during the rain today.. After ordering and waiting for my order to come, I turned my face to look at the instant decorations and nuances of this restaurant.. Unlike the cashew bay restaurant theme that is relaxed and family, this restaurant is more rigid or formal, so I see on some tables people dressed neatly in suits or blazers.. My eyes looked back at the corner of the glass door, which only had 6 tables.. I think it's a VIP room..
Awakening to the second table, a bespectacled man sat down with a gulp and spoke seriously.. His appearance really made the one who saw him like a pause to look at him from bottom to top.. Is this what is called destiny? If true, why is this fate like playing me and him? I tried to avoid it, but why else like this.. Besides, my current seat would definitely pass if he were to head for the exit.. When the waiters came I asked to move seats, but all that was left was an outdoor chair where it was still raining so it did not allow me to move.. Finally I tried to turn the seat around to back him so he wouldn't see me.
I tried to enjoy drinks and dessert by enjoying the view of the bosphorus, but time did not feel dusk and headed for the night.. I saw with a stealing view he was still talking to some of his co-workers, I finally decided to leave first.. But again unfortunately when I was just about to stand up, they all stood up and walked towards the exit.. I immediately sat back and turned my back, trying to cover my face with the menu on the table.. What exactly am I doing? They walked by talking to each other, I thought they had all missed me, I finally took down the menu list from my face..
“ It's night. Always be careful on the way home.”
Handing said that without seeing me and immediately passed away.. It turns out he realized I was here.. I don't know why my chest was tight and I didn't realize I was shedding tears.. What exactly am I supposed to do with my feelings? When I felt calm I finally decided to have dinner at this restaurant because even if I went home to the apartment, my mood would have deteriorated.. Both kirey and Lilian told me they were going home late tonight, without asking any more I already fully understood where and with whom they were going.. I returned to order food and drinks and enjoyed the view of the bosphorus tonight after the rain.. As I was eating my food, I saw Emre and Lilian coming in and walking straight towards me..
“ Why, you guys can be here?”
“ Of course for dinner.”.
“ My reservation was canceled by the restaurant because it was full, so I invited Lillian to come to”
“ Really? So I'll treat you to dinner tonight”
“ What? No need mir!”
“ Please call you to pick me up right?”
Almira spoke in a serious tone while bowing her head
“ Apart from that we are still very worried about you mir.. And, it's already night.. You are alone too.”
“ I totally understand.. So order something so that I feel comfortable for ruining your night today”
“ Mir..”
Lilian tried to reject Almira's offer
“ This steak and juice is delicious, would I like to impress for you?”
“ We will order by ourselves.”
Emre immediately called the Reastaurant employees to order food
“ Okee.. I ate dluan yes, because it was very hungry.”
This food and drink is somehow I can't enjoy it.. What am I doing here, why is my presence making so many people like this? Kirey called me already 2X since afternoon still feel unsettled.. Hazal even ozge also tried to pick me up and deliver me, but I refused them.. And now this is how it turned out.. Lilian and Emre sacrificed for the night they would enjoy together because of my behavior.. Lilian looked at me and she already understood how to act in the midst of this stiff feeling.. He tried to melt the atmosphere with his joke, even emre joined in working with him just so I could smile.. What to do without them all.. When food and drink were available, we finally had a conversation..
“ Almira, I want to ask you a question.”
“ EMRE!”
Lilian hit Emre's hand as if telling him to shut up
“ Don't listen to lillian, say what is Emre?”
“ You avoid kakaj don't you? May I know why? Lilian won't say it”
“ I asked him not to tell you.”
“ Why?”
“ If I tell you, would you like to keep it a secret from Serkan?”
“ Honestly difficult for me, but I will try as long as it is good for him”
“ When I was home, I forgot what day Berguzar came to see me.. I thought it was Lilian, but it wasn't. Then he threatened me to stay away from Serkan! And the incident I experienced yesterday was his deed.”
“ Ap.. Whahuh? Almira, really..??”
Emre was surprised by stopping eating his food
“ Yes.. He admitted to me at the time. And the four men were his men. At first I wanted to tell you or even Serkan, but as soon as I heard you guys call the police. I don't want to enlarge this problem.”
“ But what he did was right..”.
“ Don't tell him Emre! Please.”
“ Have you lost your mind too? It is my brother who should know this! Do you have any idea what it's like to search for those four men to this day? And you still dare to go out on a night like this alone? Where's your mind?!”
“ I'm sorry.. I just don't want to be alone in the apartment.. Sounds spoiled once, doesn't it?”
“ Almira.. Brother told me not to tell you, but it seems like I should now say it. When his memory returns, you want to accompany him and look after him but he refuses you. Actually he forced himself to meet Berguzar and asked me to accompany him. When meeting with Berguzar at his home, Brother broke off the relationship between them.”
“ Really?"
Almira was surprised
“ When brother cut off their relationship, Berguzar held his answer because of the incident, he also had an accident until miscarriage. Even the doctor sentenced him will not be able to have children.”
" WHAT.?”
" It felt strange at last when his brother asked him to do an examination, but suddenly Berguzar fell and said his stomach was in pain and saw the usual medicine Berguzar drank. I tried to find out what the drug is, it turns out it is indeed a drug that is usually prescribed from the obstetrician.”
“ So that's right? She can't get pregnant?”
“ Until this second both brother and myself are still not sure because Berguzar still refuses to do the examination.”
“ So for this reason Serkan..”.
“ Yes. My sister has actually cut off their relationship. But circumstances say otherwise. But sister has no intention to marry her”
“ Then what responsibility does Berguzar want?”
“ Reception social status and living cost”
“ Ap, what.?”
“ Can you imagine the pressure that big brother is going through right now? Even Berguzar's mother came to see his brother to thank him for accepting his son and being responsible.”
“ But Emre.. From your story I'm pretty sure that woman just made up the story. He prepared the scenario very well”
Lilian who felt suspicious and strange
“ Lilian..!”
Almira rebuked by pulling Lilian's hand
“ I'm pretty sure he just wants to take advantage of Serkan”
Just hearing and imagining is enough to make me confused and depressed.. What else is it with him that's going through all of that? Even I was acting like this to her, but still she was watching me.. This whole thing is wrong.. Leave it turned out to have decided, they actually have separated.. L'm... I have to explain everything to him.. Yeah, I'm gonna go get him and apologize to him.. I immediately stood up and ordered the vehicle online, I no longer heard emre and lillian calling me.. When the vehicle came I also asked for a little faster drive to get to his house..
That's until I saw another car parked in front of his door.. But I'm not paying attention and thinking any more right now, all I want to do is meet, explain, and apologize to her.. I walked towards the main floor on the 2nd floor, when I was about to reach the end of the stairs there was a voice like arguing.. I moved my feet towards the main room.. Why does the atmosphere sound so quiet? once it arrived, I don't know why the scenery looked so much different than I imagined.. I saw Berguzar holding the suit he was wearing and kissing him.. Almira.. You're wrong again..