
“ Mir.. Are you awake yet?”
“ Just open the door, unlocked Li.”
“ Did you stay up all night? Your room is a mess.”
Lilian was shocked when she opened the door and walked in,
“ Hmm.. I searched the data for my academic journal”
“ For academic journals or to Serkan?”
“ Liliannn...?!”
Said Almira who gave a cynical look to Lilian
“ Joking sist.. I just wanted to convey this, Emre told me last night to hand you this paper.. But when I gave it up, the door to your room was closed, I thought you must have fallen asleep.. You stay up late, I gave you last night”
Lilian also gave a piece of paper to Almira
“ Thank you.. Aahh, are you going to college? I borrowed a book from hazal, can you please bring it when you come home?”
“ Okay, I go first.”
“ Careful on the way.”
What paper is like has been thrown in the trash because it looks dirty and folds are not clear.. I also tidied up the paper so I could read what was inside.. There is writing in it Serkan.. Nasil? What is bacaktin var mi? Bulu-babilir miyiz? ( Drag.. How are you doing? Do you have free time? Can we meet?) It turned out that this was the paper that Mete Bey had given to Emre at that time and discarded by him. Is this from Berguzar? So when he came back here, he went straight to the Mete Bey restaurant and sent this message to Serkan? It's worth it that Emre looked so upset last night. As I thought, my phone rang with a call from someone I didn't know..
“ Hello, sorry who is this with?"
Almira speaks Turkish
“ Almira.”
“ It.. MOTHER FARRAH??”
“ Yes.. Sorry did you bother you? I asked Emre to call you. Do you mind?”
“ Aahh No ma'am.. What's the matter with you contacting almira?”
“ Can we meet now? Somebody wants me to talk about.”
“ Now?? . . . . Where would you like to meet? Almira will come there”
The contents of my head are spinning around here and there right now. Before long ma Farah sent us the location where we were going to meet, I was ready to go see him.. As soon as I see bu Farah has been waiting sitting gracefully so elegant.. Her appearance today looks so dazzling, no wonder the serkan looks the same as it does.. Realizing my presence, Farah smiled and waved at me.. I lowered my head and walked towards him, when he was in front of him he stood up and hugged me..
“Thank you for your time today.. Sit almira.”
“ Thank you bu farah.”
“ Reasons to meet you, besides there is something you want to talk about.. I want to apologize for Serkan's treatment of you that night.. I've heard it from Emre”
“ Aapa?? No ma'am.. Leave nothing wrong, I was the one who avoided it.”
“ Do you feel uncomfortable around him? He is smart, determined and very thorough in his work.. But in women's affairs, she's a big zero”
“ For what mom says like that.. I think Serkan already really understand how to treat a woman near him. He was also very polite to me”
“ Really? Does that mean you're comfortable around him?”
“ Me..?? Too far for me to talk that way ma'am.”
“ I heard, Berguzar is back? Whaddya think? I don't want to Serkan...”.
“ Relax mom.. Tomorrow we will do a live interview with serkan, we first see how far it has progressed.”
“ Do you think he'll be okay?”
“ Give a man who is easy to learn with the circumstances around him.. He's also strict. So I think he would be very rational in this case”
“ That's almira.. I know the boy very well.. Hopefully what I'm afraid of doesn't happen, it's just him and the emre that I have right now.. If you have to lose another child, either...”.
Suddenly Bu Farrah cried but tried to cover it in front of Almira
“Bu farah's.. Everything's gonna be okay. Almira will help as much as possible.”
Almira ventured to hold tightly onto Bu Farrah's hand trying to calm her down
“ You're a good boy.”
“ Mom is flattering me too much.”
As soon as I finished speaking, ma'am Farah offered me to have dinner with her at this time.. His current gaze was the same as that of the one who was looking at me last night.. I don't know why arriving makes me laugh to see Farah's mom at this time.. Feeling confused, Farah asked me and I just smiled and agreed to have dinner with her.. We had dinner together and talked about many things that would not make us both laugh.. Seeing him, I remembered my mother.. My longing for her, and my dad and my brother.. When I finished, Farah offered to take me home again, saw her gaze when I lost and finally agreed.. During the trip we talked back about many things so that I did not feel I even reached the apartment lobby. Then Farah's mom waved at me and passed away..
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“ Mir.. You look neat and formal.. Do you want to go somewhere?”
Said Kirey who just came out of the bathroom
“ Aah, no.. Today is the first day for the core data of my academic journal, so I feel like it probably should be like this.. Moreover, I became an assistant Mr. Onur”
“ Aaahh, what's today? Serkan together, right? Hope you're good today.. Then, done it are you going to go to work?”
“ If possible, I will work.”
“ Okay, take care be on the road. Good luck mir.”
Said Kirey who hugged Almira and gave her spirit
“ Thank you sist.”
I went to bring a bag containing supporting data for me today.. I don't know why I feel so nervous at all and actually if I can be honest, I still don't want to meet him in this short time.. But what can be done.. I continued to move my feet until I was finally in front of the campus gate, I again stepped my feet into the room onur bay.. As I walked I saw all the black cars coming in and stopping right in front of me.. I tried to get through this car without seeing it, but suddenly the door opened and a man came out of his car..
“ Almira, can we talk for a minute?”
Hand over with a little run trying to chase after Almira then pull her hand
“ There is nothing we should talk about, I have also apologized to you. Emre, how are you?”
“ Almira, see me”
“ Come on, we're almost late.. I don't want to have problems in my study later because of being late”
Almira immediately turned her body and half ran towards the main building
“ Almira.”
I don't know why I'm acting like this to her? Is it hard to give him a minute and listen to what he wants to say? Almira, why are you being like this.. But this body does not hear my heart.. My mind kept asking me to keep my distance from him and I did what I thought.. We finally walked to the bay room.. The moment a man came out with the door open suddenly arrived then ran and accidentally pushed me.. I almost fell down, but quickly grabbed my shoulder and held back so I wouldn't fall. I stood up straight and took his hand off my shoulder. Serkan didn't say anything just looked at me. I stepped forward and knocked on the door of the room at bay..
Upon entering the room, I saw one of my colleagues discussing with the onur bay and he looked annoyed at him.. I can make sure it is one of the onur bay clients that become data for his academic journal. My colleague then turned his body towards the exit, I could see he was holding back his tears. Seeing that I tried to turn my eyes away so that he would not feel ashamed of me. My nervousness grew, and then the onur bey called me..
“ Almira.. Are you ready? Do you have all the data you need?"
Said Mr. Onur to Almira while preparing materials and equipment in the interview
“ Good. Now call Serkan here, let's start the first session."
I also called Serkan to come in. Sitting in front of Mr. Onur, his gaze pointed sharply at me. Even at the time of shaking hands with Mr. Onur, he was still looking at me. I tried to take my eyes off and sat right next to the seat onur bey. In this therapy session, onur bey explained that it will be more centered on realizing unmet needs.. Serkan must focus on what he wants and also what he feels.. Onur Bay told him to sit down with a little laid back in the special seat that had been provided, he took off his glasses and closed his eyes. Onur bey speaks many things in a soothing tone as well as the sound of a clock ticking that can make us feel hypnotized.. She began to express work problems, coworkers, at home and the various activities she was doing and the problems that arise and how she solved them. Then arrive at the main point in this session..
“ Have you forgotten something you think is important?"
Said Mr. Onur trying to communicate with Serkan to resuscitate his subconscious
Hearing Mr. Onur's words, Serkan gave the opposite reaction.. His eyes and gestures seemed to indicate rejection but he tried hard to try to hold it.. Mr. Onur tried to calm him down, but left as if he refused and he still closed his eyes.. Emre looks like he's prepared in case something happens like before.. Honestly, I still don't understand what to do.. Before long, he let out a lot of sweat, visible from the forehead and the shirt he was wearing today.. Mr. Onur told him to open his eyes, but he still closed his eyes with the reaction of the body that is still doing the rejection.. Mr. Onur held his shoulder, and still did not respond to what he said.. As the onur bey stood up and walked towards his desk to pick up an item for some reason as if I wanted to approach him.. I touched her face gently and held her trembling body..
“ Serkan... Serkan..? Be calm.. Open your eyes.. Lookatme.. I'm sure you can still hear my voice.. Open your eyes.. Look at me.”
The body of the shivering one gradually diminished. The sight of emre standing next to me made sure I was okay and that unexpected events could happen. Without speaking I pointed my hand at emre, hinting that relax, everything will be fine.. Emre finally stood up straight and stepped back.. I tried to rub my face gently and slightly reduce my strength that held him back.. Before long he felt calm and silent, then opened his eyes slowly.
“ I saw you almira”
“ Breathe slowly.. Then exhale.. Do again.. Do you feel calmer? Can you sit?”
“ Yes, thank you”
Mr. Onur returned and confirmed the current state of handing.. Serkan still let out a lot of sweat and his lips looked slightly pale.. Mr. Onur then told me to take the drink and the medicine that had been prepared on his desk.. After taking the medicine, leave sitting with both hands rubbing her hair back and then lower her head.. Mr. Onur held onto his shoulder to encourage and also calm him down.. Me and Emre stood like statues looking at the current state of the draw..
Today's therapy session was over, onur bay then gave me a piece of paper before we left the room.. I bowed my head to him and the bay smiled at me.. While walking out, hand it over and emre walked towards the car while I stepped in the opposite direction.. But as I walked along I heard emre's voice scream a little..
“ FOOT!! SERKAN!!"
I turned my body around and saw him slumped in half standing.. He tried to hold his body by leaning against the wall.. Without thinking, my feet seemed to move themselves running towards him.. When beside him, my hand also tried to touch his face which turned out to be currently experiencing a fairly high fever with a sigh that was blown.. His body was also sweating a lot.. Seeing her like this I swiftly took a handkerchief from inside my bag and took a drinking bottle for me to give her.. As if losing balance, Emre helped her to sit down and I tried to hold back by wrapping both hands around her shoulders.. Serkan shortly leaned his head on me..
“ What happened? Emre??”
“ Used to always be like this. Abi arrived feverish when remembering Safiye”
“ I'm fine, just feeling a little dizzy. Emre papah me, we have to go back to company”
Say Serkan try to sit down and stand upright
“ What? Leave the current fever.”.
Said Almira who pulled the hand Serkan
“ I'm okay what”
“ DELIVER!!”
When I pulled the suit she was wearing, she was sitting limp back on the chair.. I came back swiftly holding his head and he leaned on me.. His body felt very hot even the sweat that came out was very much.. Is this the reaction in every therapy session? Don't you feel tormented? Why do I feel sad when I see you like this? Give me what I need to do to help you.. Unaware I became hugging her, emre who saw us like this instantly turned his gaze away.. I don't know why a woman's voice is speaking..
“ What are you doing? She's my fiancee. Get your hands off her!!"
Emre and I turned our eyes towards him, what is berguzar doing here? He looked with a full of anger at me. He walked towards me, I let go of my hand slowly.. Then I stepped back and took over my position. Seeing this emre did not stay still, he tried to separate them, yet I pulled emre's arm and held him back.. Emre looked at me with a confused and angry look, I was just silent to see him at this moment but I kept trying to hold him back.. Berguzar then helped hand him up by putting his hand on his shoulder and handed him over to bring him into his car. Emre looked increasingly unacceptable, but I still tried to hold him until finally they both left.
“ ALMIRA!! WHAT ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW?!”
“ Emre...”.
“ You let him take abi away with his condition like that?”
“ Serkan still loves that woman! Accept emre, leave still can not remember the events of that time. If you put more pressure on her, how will her condition get worse?”
“ AARGGHH!!! It makes me lose my mind! Where did he take him?”
I honestly worry about him too.. Before long emre got an urgent call from the company, he looked at me and I understood what he meant.. He patted me on the shoulder then ran towards the car and drove away. I walked back, but where am I going now? I finally decided to go to the restaurant.. When Mr. Mete and Mr. Ozcan who saw me looked surprised, they half ran up to me and pulled me to sit in the front yard chair restourant with them..
“ Tell almira, how to Serkan?"
Said Mr. Mete to Almira with a worried look using Turkish
“ He still refused .. A fever arrives when completing the therapy session"
“ High fever back?"
“ Yes"
“ Honey, it looks like we have to go to his house"
Said Pak mete to his wife
“ Good darling. Almira, you're coming with us"
“Actually.. The berguzar took him..
“ WHAT???"
Mr. Mete and Mr. Ozcan Hanim said along with their open mouths and eyes.. I just bowed my head in front of them.. Mr. Mete took a cell phone in his pants pocket and tried to contact someone, before long Ozcan came to hand over the car keys to Mr. Mete.. Ozcan's brother took my hand and pulled me into their car.. On the way these two people fuss about the unclear, even occasionally Brother Ozcan hit the hand of Mr. Mete to make him speechless. Looking at them, I was a little afraid to choose to be silent saying nothing..
When we got to the front of the house, again I was surprised by the house owned by this man.. Modern 3-story house with gray black paint integrated with many plants with the theme of rocks and garden water flow makes the impression this house looks masculine but tarasa warm and comfortable.. With a car garage that can accommodate up to 6 cars, an elegant entrance area and when entering the 2nd floor, a swimming pool with a jacuzzi is visible inside.. I can imagine what kind of house he gave to make a vow at that time.. I'm sure that woman has a lot of money from the sale of that house.. Mete bay and ozcan hanim were busy themselves walking around, while I was confused by what I was going to do in this house.
My eyes were turned to a room on the 2nd floor.. The wooden room looks so luxurious and spacious, with lights that blend white and yellow so that it seems warm. Is this his room? I went around looking at this room.. The room was separate even in the same room.. When I looked, I was again surprised by the neat order in this room.. Not only suits and shirts, but clocks, ties and even shoes look perfect. Is he a cleaning maniac? Then suddenly I heard Ozcan hanim calling my name.. I ran down the stairs to the 1st floor, at the corner of the door was seen emre and cashew bay memapah leave to walk and lay in his bedroom.. I was speechless at her current condition, why did she look so pale? Mr. Mete and Mr. Ozcan are busy helping him to change clothes and so on.. I came out of the room and approached Emre..
“ What happened?”
Said Mr. cashew who asked for an explanation to Almira
“ Berguzar! He took Serkan to the hospital and left him alone”
Almira who lowered her head while feeling guilty
“ What. . . .”
“ When I tried to contact her, one of the nurses answered while she was in the hospital. That's until the nurse said after delivering Serkan there the woman left and has not returned. I waited until the infusion ran out and took her home”
Emre said explaining to them
“ Why didn't you contact me?. . . . Ii'm sorry.. All my fault.”
Almira further subdued her body from feeling guilty and afraid
“ There are things I have to do in the office, Mete and ozcan certainly can not leave the restourant too long. It is very impossible for me to contact mom and dad here”
“ Emre, if you'll let me take care of him? I have to come to campus tomorrow morning, so at least you can rest tonight then come in the morning to replace me looking after him.”
“ You... No objection?”
“ Consider this my apology, All is my fault”
“ Almira, if I offend you.. Me...”
“ No emre.. I quite understand.. Now go back to the office, I'll let you know if I need anything on you. Okay?”
“ Thank you almira. I pamit”
“ Careful drive”
As I walked towards the drop room on the upper floor, the cashew bay and ozcan hanim seemed to be very worried about him.. It seems like events like this have happened very often to make them look so sad about the current condition. I walked up to them and they explained as Emre had said.. I told them like I told emre until they looked calm.. Soon they were also ready to return to the restaurant and leave me.. I went back to the room to accompany and try to wake up to take care of this night..