
Seconds of hours that seemed to stop, making an endless atmosphere of silence. The rules of destiny games that I deliberately avoid are inversely proportional when the heart is not so sincere to pray or the consciousness of the heart that still wants to survive when there is not a single door open. Seeing him standing straight in front of me, I don't know since when I always try to erase his shadow and just remember all his gifts. Trying to hold back the crying that seemed so painful at the breakup I was forced to do at this time.
Looks she's fine with looks that always make any woman's heart fall for her.. Not when I myself want to run towards him, too, but this footstroke can no longer move towards him that looks further and further from my world which will either end in a tragic death or a happy ending..
“ Almira.. You know him?”
Turan who was surprised to Almira asked using turkish
“ What?.. No Sir. Maybe I was talking wrong.. There's no way I'm menge.”
“ How are you?”
Say Serkan using Indonesian cutting almira speaking by looking at him
“. . . . . . . . . . .”
Almira who was silent heard the Serkan Question and felt completely wrong in front of Turan
“ What is this? Do you know each other?”
Turan said back confusion using Turkish
“ He is the one who healed me. Turan, she is a woman who.”
“ If no one wants to talk about anymore, then I beg pamit.”
Almira speaking in turkish cuts Serkan's conversation by lowering his head and passing away
Where am I supposed to go? Wish I could disappear this time! Who told him I was here?.. No way, what is one of them? How could they treat me like this when I entrust them with the courage to tell a story and apologize to them all! Walking half-run, I returned to my room and immediately made a call to Lilian and Kirey through my phone..
“ How can Serkan be here?”
Almira told Lilian and Kirey via Video call
“ What? Wait Almira.. None of us told him.. Believe!”
“ I even told Emre to keep his distance with Serkan. Because Emre won't be able to hide anything from her.”
Said Lilian and Kirey trying to explain
“Lilian, is Emre home yet? May I speak to him?”
“ Alright, wait a minute.”
Lilian walked into a room and handed a call to Emre
“ Almira? What's up?”
Emre's remarks to Almira
“ My Hospital Director turned out to be a good friend of Serkan and I just found out today. Have you ever heard of Turan Madarik?”
“ Of course. In addition to taking the same level of education at Harvard, Mr. Turan is the CEO of one of our company's raw goods supply.. Wait, did you say Hospital Director?”
Emre looks confused
“ Yes.. He told me that he had replaced his father and just recently served as Director of this hospital.. What coincidence is this?! How can.”
Almira pulled her hair back and breathed a tired breath
“ Almira.. Be honest with Serkan and tell me everything. Don't you feel like fate always brings you together?”
Lilian's Speech to Almira
“ This fate looks ridiculous to me and Serkan.. Maybe that's more precisely.. I can't run anywhere right now as if trapped. What should I do?”
Almira suddenly sat down limply lowered her head
“ Almira.. You still have feelings for him, don't you? We can see that from you.. Can't you open your heart up a little bit for her?”
Kirey said to Almira
“ And let him get infected with my disease? Don't even know if I'm still breathing tomorrow? I get scared every night when I imagine this Hepatitis B is turning into Liver Cancer.. My age will not.... That's what you guys want to give?”
Almira who involuntarily shed her tears but immediately wiped them away
“ Treatment is now modern.. Almira, you must be cured!”
Kirey said back
“ That's what I've been trying to do for 2 years.. I'm doing medical treatment.”
Almira smiled sadly at his face
Seeing those who were silent, I fell silent and closed this call before slicing the heart even more it felt tight to breathe.. Putting my head down and for some reason the longer the wound on this hand hurts the more. Time also showed that my work hours ended and then immediately changed clothes and went to the pharmacy in the lobby downstairs to buy something that could reduce this pain.
Once out of my room and towards the pharmacist, there were still the Nurses and a few Guard Doctors who were still looking at me with their gazes that seemed to corner me. It is very uncomfortable to be treated this way by those who have never felt how I am right now.. Walking away trying to ignore the gazes of those who were looking at me, waking up to a body that stood firm and higher in front of me, finally making my steps stop and flinch. The smell of this perfume and the black watch she always wore, sometimes made me feel.. Am I dreaming right now?
“ I'll drop you”
Say Serkan to Almira who lowered her head
“ . . . . . Do I know you?”
Almira who immediately passed went past Serkan
“ WAIT! I want to talk to you.”
Depan pulled Almira's hand and tried to stop her
“ Nothing to talk about.”
Almira withdrew her hand and did not turn her body to look at the slightest thrust
This is what I don't want. Why should Serkan be the main donor to know I am here when everything is going well for a month.. I think in the next 2 months there will be no problems at all and I can return to Indonesia without any feelings. Butwhy? Wh why?
#BRAAKKK #BRAAKKKK
Sound Map files falling on the floor
“ Forgive Mr. Turan.. I don't see, sorry.”
Almira who looked down helped clear the File Map on the floor
“ Hunting hunt?.. Stop it, let me just. Your hand is injured.”
Turan took Map in Almira's hand and immediately cleaned it up alone and helped Almira to stand up
“ Yes, I am on my way to return home to the inn.”
“ Almira, may I ask you something? What's the connection between you and Serkan?”
Turan said with a serious look at Almira
“ Listen, as you know tomorrow is a deal decision regarding your service period at this hospital. If I have to return you, ma.”
“ I understand very well, calm down Mr. Turan.”
Almira who smiled gently at Turan
“ However if the decision decides you still have to be in this hospital, I ask you to come attend an event as my partner.”
“ Ap.. What does it mean.”
“ I want to know you more. Honestly, when I first met you, I felt like getting to know you better. Of course I won't think about your illness or whatever it is because I already know it, I think we can talk about it in the future seriously.”
“ Why arrived.”
“ Consider.. Sorry to arrive I said like this to you.”
Turan who directly passed through Almira without saying back
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .
The second of the clock is 22:00 p.m. Finished cleaning myself and re-treating my hands, I don't know why this stomach feels hungry considering there isn't a single food I can touch to fill this empty stomach.. Suddenly reminded of a cafe that was at the end of the road not far from the inn, I immediately walked out wearing my jacket because the weather was now starting to feel cold. Walking out it turns out there are still many people who do activities at this hour considering the location is so close to the city center and the facilities it provides..
With the gate open, I suddenly saw a black luxury car parked with lights on. Walking through it as if I did not care, I buttoned this jacket and walked without looking around me again. All the way back I thought about what Turan said to me this afternoon that looked so serious and looked at me deeply.. What was that man thinking? Does he feel compassion for this helpless looking me? If it is true, ma....
#TIIINNNN #TIIINNNN #TIIIINNNNNN
“ HEY's. WHERE'S YOUR EYES!!”
The car brakes with a man who gets angry with Almira as she passes by
“ What..”.
“ Almira, what are you thinking?”
Hand the one that wrapped his hand around Almira's waist after pulling her from the Red-lighted traffic turn
“ Serkan?... You.”
“ Sorry I followed you.”
“ Te, thank you.. You were already.”
Almira tries to let go of Serkan's hand and looks at him
“ You okay? Is there a place you want to visit at night like this?”
“ Pe's.. My stomach is hungry.. So I plan to eat at that cafe..”.
Almira stopped speaking because she felt stupid and innocent by talking explained to Serkan
“ I understand. I'll accompany you.”
Hand over the one that immediately drew the arm of the almira and grasped it
I let Serkan do this to me because if I refused to fight him over it would definitely not be finished and I would run out of strength just to fight him. Maybe in this way I can also explain and also make him not to approach me anymore. Arriving at the Cafe, as usual like a high-minded man Serkan pulled one of the chairs and allowed me to sit in the chair and immediately ordered some food and drinks.. Even though we hadn't seen each other for a long time, she still remembered what food and drink I liked even the dessert I really wanted to enjoy right now..
Waiting for the order to come, we did not speak in the slightest with the crowd of this Cafe as if it was becoming an uninhabited mute. All I did was slightly lower my gaze so as not to look at her in the slightest which might make Serkan feel Awkward with what I am doing this.. I know what to say to her, but why are these lips locked so speechless and I let this moment go only because I miss this atmosphere so much with her.. Conscious Almira! What the hell are you doing? Talk to her!
“ Please enjoy your order.”
A salesperson who delivers food and drinks in Turkish
“ Thank you”
Say Give it to the salesman
Feeling hungry, without waiting for a long time I ate a steak of beef and potatoes and vegetables wrapped in delicious spices and juice that tasted very refreshing.. What a perfect blend to fill the energy that has been drained all day just by eating these foods and drinks.. At the end of Pramuniaga also presented a sweet dessert cake where a blend of chocolate cake and cheese perfectly integrated makes me unable to withstand the expression on my face that unconsciously Serkan was watching me with a little laughter on his face..
“ Eat back.. Thank goodness you love this food.”
“ Eeemm Yes, this is delicious shekali.. Teurimah.”.
Almira who tried to speak with her mouth fully filled
“ Why did you bring the spoon, fork, even the steak knife and the pipette itself from home?”
Serkan who arrived looked at Almira seriously
“ Ti, it's okay.. No special reason.”
Remark Almira who diverts while drinking a glass of Juice
“.... Is the juice good?”
#BRAAKKK #PRAAANGGGG
“ WHAT ARE YOU DOING DELIVER?!”
The sound of broken glass when the shocked Almira felt angry by pushing the hand of Serkan who arrived suddenly took the Glass of Juice he was drinking to be thrown
“ You're hiding something. What's the matter Almira?”
Leave the silent yet stare Sharp to Almira
“. . . . . . . .”
Almira was silent and just randomized her hair and lowered her head
“ Today I saw you in the Emergency Room. You don't let anyone touch or help treat the wound in your hand.”
Serkan stared more and more at Almira very sharply with a more serious look
“ Sorry I have to go.”
“ I'LL PAY THIS BILL.”
Shouted Serkan to Almira who was walking towards the Casier table
Walking away without seeing it again I do with a groaning heart that screams pain.. It turned out that not only my hands were painful, but this heart was more painful with wounds that were not visible to the eyes.. Running to the residence and locking the door very quickly then slumped down limply in front of this door makes me think about this heartbeat that feels increasingly racing to make this breath feel tight. What do I think about having dinner with him like that? What was I expecting? Almira, you must have lost your mind! It's so embarrassing..
Why are these tears flowing? What was the reason I cried until my hands shook incessantly.. Hugging my own body by leaning against the wall of the door until it did not feel asleep and time passed. The alarm on the phone also reads indicating that I must prepare myself to return to the battlefield for the future that will be the destiny of my life..
By putting aside a little energy and getting ready, I walked back to the hospital and went straight to the special meeting room where Mr. Turan had sat with the Doctors and Nurses who would give his decision to me in this vote..
“ Alright we start. Who would object to the presence of Doctor Almira here and who would agree that Doctor Almira still continues his service here. We start with who objected to the presence of Doctor Almira, please raise your hands.”
Turan said standing up from his seat and looking at the Doctors and Nurses
Exhaling deeply and closing my eyes to breathe again calmed down even for a moment, before seeing and accepting the reality of life that became my life's purpose. Hands that clenched and stood firm. All right, what's your decision on me?