Attracting a Heart-Captured Dragon
Chapter 35's
Waiting for the decision given to me, does not make this heart restless.. Even though my current condition has returned to normal and can move as usual, my existence in this beautiful city which only has 3 weeks left, has become blurred by the future that somehow to explain it.. Sitting back in the hospital yard after working with a warm drink, still can not make this heart feel calm to rest for a moment. What will happen to me or how I can survive in the future, especially with my own condition that I do not know when it will deteriorate again.
Unsettled, I walked back to the main lobby after contacting Mama, Papa, and Andre and Talita.. They all smiled at me even at the end of the day joking around with silly topics that could make anyone laugh.. It flashed for a moment, do I have to think about the offer Turan gave me? However, the other question is.. If I work here, what about those dear ones who ask sincerely and ask that I stay close to them, given my current condition..
“ Doctor Almira, what are you daydreaming about?”
One of the nurses spoke Turkish
“ Nothing, just these few days my mind feels empty can't think.”
Reply Almira with a Turkish smile
“ DOCTOR ALMIRA!! Doc, there's a female patient who came with a mother with a wound-like condition all over her body.. Then...”
Said another nurse with a little brick in Turkish
“ Then, what? Say...”
“ Looks like the woman was a victim of domestic violence Doc.. Since his arrival, the Patient always tried to commit suicide so that makes us difficult to deal with it.”
“ What Patient is in Emergency Room Unit?”
“ No Doc.. The patient now goes to the Patient Room on the 7th floor and occupies one of the special intensive Rooms of Traumatic Psychologist Patients who will be treated by the Doctor, because Doctor Habgur arrived to take maternity leave and Doctor Jamal was full.”
“ Am I not able to accept additional patients according to hospital regulations? You guys sure?”
“ Yes Doctor Almira, both Head of Section especially the Director of the Hospital does not mind even giving authority to you.. This Reference Statement Letter and Patient Data.”
Said the Nurse while giving a Map to Almira
Feeling a little confused, I took the Map by questioning my current position according to the rules, no additional patients are allowed due to my condition and prior to any decision by the original Hospital where I worked. However, as if it seemed important, I finally dared myself to open the Map and read it very carefully. Even Turan is very well understood by making a Copy of the Statement Letter which will be an archive of other additional documents if there is a problem for me in the future..
In spite of it all, I finally received an additional Patient and checked the Data the Nurse gave me. But again as if everything felt so bound in an unclear relationship, I immediately ran and did not speak much, towards the room where the Patient was. The mind is full of questions that are not clear about his current presence by being in this Hospital.. Not long from the faintest distance I heard some screams of a woman who sounded very angry even trying to get out of the room while the door of the room was being opened.
A woman I never imagined would meet again with her, under circumstances I never thought of before.. A woman who made me hate her so much remembers the things she did to me. But this time, a woman looked so helplessly full of wounds all over her body.. Her body responds to the Traum's deep sense, which torments her and covers her pretty face.
“ Berguzar.. Will you look at me? And do you remember me?”
Almira spoke in Turkish as she approached Berguzar who was face down at the end of the room
“ . . . . . . . . . .”
Berguzar who was speechless with a face full of surprise when he saw Almira
“ What happened to you?”
Almira lowered her body and folded her legs to align with Berguzar by looking and examining all the wounds on his body
“ You.. Go awayl. I don't want to see you!”
Said Berguzar with a tone of annoyance and a face of anger
“ . . . . . . . Show Wounds all over your body”
Almira stretched out her wrong hand to Berguzar
#PLAAAKKK
“ WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!”
Said one of the nurses saw Berguzar slap Almira who did not fight
“ GO..!! YOU MUST BE LAUGHING IN YOUR HEART SEEING ME LIKE THIS, RIGHT? LAUGH ALMIRA!! I'M SICK OF SEEING YOU LIVE WELL LIKE THIS!”
Berguzar stood with Tegap by shouting and pointing at Almira
“ Me..? Live well.?”
Almira raised her head up and looked at Berguzar with pain in one of his cheeks that looked red
“ You're engaged to her, aren't you? I heard it!”
“ Serkan... Being engaged is not with me. I asked just now, what happened to you? Answer me!”
Almira stood up and looked at Berguzar sharply
#AARRRGGGH!!! #PRAANGGGG #PRAANGGG
“ YOU THINK I BELIEVE?! CHEAP LADY! YOU RUINED SOMEONE ELSE'S ENGAGEMENT!”
The angry Berguzar broke the drinking glass again by throwing it against the wall
“ STOP! And also make clear your words. Don't let them misunderstand what you're saying. You're the one who left him and came back without face and shame! Then, have you forgotten what you did to me?”
Almira who was ignited by the emotions pulled and tightly grasped Berguzar's right hand to look in pain
“ . . . . . . . . . .”
Berguzar was silent and looked at Almira
“ Because of you my life is almost over. Everything that happened to me, you have to remember that! I should have turned down the file to be your Psychologist!”
Almira let go of Berguzar's hand with a slight push
“ Isn't breakeven?”
“ What do you mean Berguzar?”
“ Don't you see my current condition? Not much different than you were then, right? It looks so despicable and full of pity to see it.. Didn't you pull Serkan in a cheap way like this?”
Berguzar brought his face closer to Almira by speaking in a whisper
“ If you are not a patient at this time, I will make sure you really pay for all the things you have done to me so that you do not spare a bit.”
“ . . . . . . . . . .”
Berguzar was silent again hearing the words of Almira
Our eyes met so deeply that Berguzar turned his eyes to avoid me. Now it is clear that he is the one who is troubled and feels self-defense with his last defense, he attacks by turning all events and events as if he is the victim at this time. Turning around and leaving the room, I ventured into Turan's room I finally handed back the Patient File Map he gave me..
“ Tell me what's your reason Almira? Why did you reject this patient?”
Turan spoke in Turkish to Almira
“. . . . . . . . . .”
Turan was speechless at the expression on Almira's face and her words
“ What are you, unprofessional and bring personal problems in this case?”
“ Sorry?”
“ I don't know what the problem is between you and this patient. But you already know what your duties are and also control yourself, especially now that you are under the supervision of the Hospital Directors. You know that well. You're a Doctor! You have to let go of those feelings and save the patient's life. Regardless of what the problem is between you. One of your first vows, wasn't it like that?”
“ Yes Sir.”
Almira lowered her head and realized that she felt ashamed before Turan
“ I'll assume your presence this afternoon facing me is just talking about the division of labor and forget you did this!”
Turan turned his gaze away from Almira with a focus on the Laptop before him again
“ Thank you Sir.”
Walking out of Turan's room, what a whip and the greatest slap for me. How can I get carried away with emotions like this? How embarrassing! What's wrong with you, Almira? Why can I bring my personal feelings to this moment.. Dropped in shame, I walked into my room where Doctor Filiz and Her Husband Doctor Gulzen were already sitting with a white paper in his hand.. Awakened to the decision of the hospital where I work, I just fell silent and walked in as if nothing had happened trying to accept my current fate.
Sitting in front of the two of them who were also the same as me looked agitated and full of anxiety, I finally ventured to extend my hand and ask the white paper in their hands to be handed over to me. With a smile, Doctor Filiz handed it over and as if giving me encouragement Gulzen said such a deep motivational word. Smiling back at the attention they gave me, I finally opened this paper envelope and read it carefully and was surprised by what the letter contained.
“ Ba, how can..? This... This..”
Almira who looked surprised in Turkish asked Filiz and Gulzen
“ As we know, that the Company is the best 5 in cooperative relations with different countries. I didn't expect you to know the CEO of the Company.”
Filiz to Almira
“ Medical device donation, also build facilities with more modern medical equipment, all in your name.. However, it looks like the CEO appreciates you by giving you a choice where you decide it all.”
Gulzen tried to explain
“ What, do you mean?. . . . Explain to me.”
“ Almira, you don't understand yet? With you like this, they won't look down on you! Even I'm sure the section chief at the hospital where you work, he'll feel embarrassed.”
“ Yes, but the CEO did not mean to give it all away, as if to be a bribe or a manipulator so that you are accepted back to work there.. The CEO just means you're not being looked at in the eye and none of your coworkers will ever corner you.. Therefore, all those choices come back to you. So, now.. Whether you will continue to make that donation or refuse it, it is up to you.”.
Gulzen said again explaining to Almira
“ Day.. It is in Indonesia, when.. This?”
Almira lifted her eyes
“ Him? Who her? You mean the CEO?”
Filiz asked Almira
“ This letter, when did you receive it Filiz?”
“ About 2 days ago.. What's the matter Almira?”
“ Sorry, I have to go first.. There's something I have to do.”
Almira lowered her head slightly and immediately removed her doctor robe taking the bag and passed away leaving her room
I don't know what's right or what's wrong. Either this is compassion or just guilt. Running as soon as I finished my working hours towards the vehicle car as a facility that I could use, I immediately drove towards the Lilian and Emre residence which turned out Kirey and Hammet were already there waiting for me. In the light of what they have in mind at this time, I can't wait to speed up my vehicle until I finally arrive and look at the other 2 cars that have been perfectly parked.. Not wanting to worry about whose car it was, I ran to the top floor where they were all waiting for me to arrive.
“ Explain to me Emre.. What does it mean!”
Almira put the envelope with paper on the table
“ You know clearly, I can't stop brother.”
Emre said with his head down
“ Apa kau tahu jumlah uang yang dikeluarkannya? Apa dia menggunakan Uang pribadinya?”
“ Yes. Sorry Almira, I can't explain more to you right now. Please don't force me.”
Emre who lowered his head
“ Almira believe me, we are all surprised by what Serkan does.”
Lilian said with Emre's hand
“ How long has he been in indonesia?”
“ Week. When you wake up and hear your condition is fine, it does not take long for him to leave.”
Emre said back
Feeling upset. I really feel really upset at what Serkan is doing right now. I really don't want him to do things that he doesn't need to do and like wasting time because I know clearly the business he has to settle is not a little! But, why Serkan?! I don't understand what I'm supposed to do if you keep acting like this to me..
2 Billion Rupiah.. Is he crazy?! Or am I losing my mind now? Even if I had to replace that money, there wouldn't be enough time for me to pay it off immediately! Contacting him several times with the ending of the diverted call, now it makes me even more upset with him. This is what I don't want to happen if Serkan finds out what happened to me.. What am I supposed to do now?
“ Almira, relax.. I'm sure Serkan did all this for your own good.”
Kirey said with a gentle swipe of Almira's shoulder
“ But Kirey, I.. I don't want him... AARGGHH SERKAN!!”
Almira rattled her hair feeling annoyed
“ Can't you reconsider your feelings and accept Serkan, Almira?”
Hammett to Almira
“ Hammett, please don't tell me that. Because it's very heavy for me.. Emre, what... Grannies... Bu Farrah's... Emuler Family, Know this?”
Almira sat down with both hands to support her head
“ Of course we know of this Almira.. How are you doing, son?”
Said Bu Farrah who arrived out of a room and walked towards Almira
The presence of a mother who loves her child so much is not something I should ask back.. Only bowed down ashamed of the submission to me that was inappropriate to be present and to stand here, he said, it makes me want to escape everything that feels abnormal and the sacrifices of wounded hearts re-carve out a dark old story. And it all happened, this time it was because I was standing out of place..