
The clock seemed to stop when he saw Berguzar scared half to death by hitting himself.. Not seeing everything around me, I tried to calm her down by running right to stop her hands, she said, berguzar calmed down and finally looked me in the eye with a gaze that signaled a request for help and protection that he could not say. Realizing the intent of his actions, I swiftly asked all of them to leave this room immediately and now there was only me and himself left in the white room in the silence of the night.
This body also began to feel weak considering the endurance of my body that has begun to decline due to this disease that I suffered. But looking at him who was looking at me with a hopeful gaze, finally stood up straight by leaning against the wall that could support my body, finally time can make this woman melt and tell me things I never knew before..
“ I am currently pregnant again.. Previously, I lied to my condition to all of you by saying that the car accident made it impossible for me to get pregnant again.”.
Berguzar spoke in Turkish, bowing his head and sitting on his bed
“ Why did you do that?”
“ Because I'm jealous.. That's why I came back here, I know that there's no place for me Serkan's heart. I could see that when I saw you guys for the first time at the restaurant that night, the way Serkan looked at you, I knew that.. However, seeing her treat you like that, somehow I became blinded by jealousy.”
“ Is there anything else you want to say or are you hiding Berguzar?”
“ Damien actually.. She is Safiye's lover, sister Serkan.”
“ Ap.. What did you say?”
The surprised Almira walked closer to Berguzar
“ When I was in a relationship with Serkan, I was blinded by the pleasures that came to me.. When I went with one of my male friends, I met those who were having lunch together at the same Restaurant as me.. Safiye warned me and threatened me if I still approached Serkan. Feeling angry, I tried to get close to Damien and for some reason, we became carried away with each other and had a relationship until I became pregnant.”
“ What's on your mind Berguzar?”
“ I want all my belongings not lost.”
“ Item? Again you think Serkan as just an item?”
“ Yes, for me Serkan none other than as a satisfied of my wishes, especially with the social status he has, all easily I get. But, Safiye's threat turns out not to play when she finds out Damien is cheating on me.”
“ Then, did you meet Damien at Pak Mete Restaurant to talk?”
“ Yes.. But it turns out that Serkan and Safiye came, Serkan was very angry and rampaged so that eventually ended up being a car accident.”.
“ What did you do with Damien back then?”
“ Damien who ignited emotions, carried away by telling his men to appear at a crossroads and hit the car Serkan from the side.. But we did not expect, the accident that happened and we went somewhere, as if nothing happened.”.
“ Then, you came back after 2 years and saw me with Serkan that night.. Then Damien?”
“ He was surprised to find out Safiye died and became lost his mind.. Since then, Damien has always threatened me if I don't comply with his wishes.”
“ One of them sacrificed me so Serkan also had trouble?”
“ And also I made use of his blurry memory, Then shortly with your help, Serkan finally found out and remembered everything back.”
“ Then, the reason you got married was because you were pregnant again with Damien's child? Where did you have your first miscarriage?”
“ Not far from the accident, when we were hiding, I arrived bleeding and had a miscarriage.. Almira, I'm sorry.”
Berguzar lifted his head and looked at Almira who was standing before him
Hearing Berguzar's confession with a look of voidness, this anger faded away little by little.. But the pain remains undeniable given all the things he did to me.. Standing quietly before him, Berguzar gave a small box containing a beautiful jewel ring. These eyes looked at her and as if they understood what her gaze meant, this ring was the engagement ring that Serkan gave her and Berguzar intended to return it. By closing back this box, whether what I did was right or not, but this ring box I received and again I also conveyed the outpatient treatment that must be done by him.. Down accepting everything I said, Berguzar fell asleep and I walked out of the room.
“ Almira.”
Handing the arriving came by pulling one of the arms of the almira
“ You haven't come home yet? Isn't it late at night? Tomorrow you have to work!”
Almira said in a panic
“ Are you finally worried about me? It is true that tomorrow I have to return to work after this week I am not present in the office.”
“ Who told you to come to Indonesia and visit the hospital where I work?!”
The irritated Almira slightly pushed Serkan's body backward
“ My ears ache hearing a scolding from you. Tell me where's your room? I'll take a break, then go back to Istanbul.”
“ My Room? . . . . I guarantee even Your car seat is even more comfortable than the sofa chair in my room.”
Almira was a little embarrassed by turning her eyes away
“ Why do you seem to imagine that you don't? Or are you embarrassed that your room is a mess?”
“ Yes, full of dust! Even profit mem.”
Almira tried to practice how the condition of the room
“ I'm going to your room, you just continue to work.”
Serkan turned his body away as if ignoring Almira who was talking
“ Wait to Give.. This..”
Almira pulls Serkan's hand and hands him the box Berguzar gave her
“ This ring, is a legacy from my mother. I don't think he's going to give it back. Give my thanks to him.”
Say Draw the pass away by putting the ring box in his pocket
His footsteps walked very firmly towards the front towards my work room. Secretly looking at it, I only realized that Serkan had a back that was so wide, with his appearance like that.. I thought any woman would fall for him, and he would not feel the difficulties he would have if he had stayed by me like this.. While I was thinking for a second, suddenly realized that my condition was getting weaker, I tried to cover it up by taking cover from behind the wall so Serkan did not see me. Fortunately, Filiz currently has a work schedule so I walked around trying to withstand the pain of the storm by seeing Filiz back for a consultation..
“ Lie.. Slow down, Almira, you have a fever.. Tell me what you're feeling this time?”
Doctor Filiz said in Turkish to Almira who looked pale to endure her pain
“ I feel no power at all, and the pain in this part feels more pain than before.”.
Almira pointed her hands at her heart and stomach in Turkish
“ As I said, Inflammation that triggers the formation of scar tissue in the liver.. Almira, chronic hepatitis B infection that is not treated immediately can trigger the emergence of cancer cells that can develop into liver cancer. Is that what you want?”
“ . . . . . . . . . .”
Almira who was silent heard the words of Philiz
“ Almira, soon maybe I recommend the Liver Transplant Procedure if you keep going like this!”
Filiz said while giving the medicine to Almira
“ What's with it I'm totally cured?”
“. . . . . . . .”
Filiz who was silent heard Almira's question
“ I'm sure you know, an average of 75% of patients who have a Liver Transplant survive only 5 years.. Not to mention the possibility of my disease will recur again because of this disease until now there has been no successful treatment to cure.”
“ But, Almira.. At least with you me.”
“ 5 years..? Why did I survive only 5 years? What should I do if I know when the time of death picks me up?”
Almira started crying by covering her face
“ Alright, we talk about this later.. Get back to rest in your room.. Should I help?”
“ Can't, because Serkan is currently in my room.”
“ Almira... You..”
“ Let me close my eyes for a moment here, then I'll get back to work.”
“ Take your vacation, you have not used it at all.”
“ With me how many times have I been sick? There's no way I'm thick-faced Filiz.. I know where I am, so please allow me a moment to fall asleep.”
“ All right, I'm out first, you rest.”
It was heard that Philiz had closed the door of his room, and in this way I could weep as much as I could without anyone knowing.. Liver Transplant, are you kidding me? For approximately 2 years I survived and there was no problem at all! But the question is, how can my condition decline when I come to this city that I also miss? In a beautiful city full of memories, which I hope at least I can feel nostalgia and not to shed tears of sadness that feels so heartbreaking.5 years? That's also if the recipient of the donor has a match with the liver that comes from the Donor. Many things are taken into consideration in this regard, and it seems that if indeed I have to end up this way.. So, it's okay.. But why can't I stop these tears?
. . . . . . . . . . . . .
“ Sir Serkan? Can I help you?”
Ask the Turkish-speaking Filiz who saw Serkan walking around here and there
“ I'm sorry, I'm looking for Doctor Almira.. Did you see it?”
“ There's something I want to leave to her then I'm leaving soon.”
“. . . . . What, right now... You, there is a time.. for.”.
Philistia hesitated to speak
“ What's the Doctor? Anything you want to tell me?”
“ It about Almira.. His condition is currently dropping drastically and I advised him to have a Liver Transplant.”
“ What? Sorry, can you repeat Doc?”
“ Chronic hepatitis B infection that is not treated immediately can trigger the emergence of cancer cells that can develop into liver cancer. That's why I advised him to have a Liver Transplant.”
“ Dia, reject it is not?”
“. . . . . . . . .”
Filiz who was silent heard Serkan's question
“ Thank you for telling me Doc.”
Leave a little bowing his head to Doctor Philiz
“ I don't really know if it's good to tell you this, but I think you're the closest person that Doctor Almira knows in this town.. If waiting to return to Indonesia, I am sure he will choose to..”.
“ In spite of it all, I am very grateful to you for telling me something as important as this.”
“ Alright, I'm going first.. Hope you can persuade him.”
. . . . . . . . . . . . .
#BEEPPP #BEEPPP #BEEPPP
The sound of the Almira Mobile Alarm that reads
At 07:00 in the morning? Unconsciously I slept here long enough.. Fiiliz had already come home hanging his white robe in front of me.. Then, wait a minute.. Is Serkan gone? Because of my condition last night, I didn't have time to say goodbye to him.. Get up and walk half-run, head for my room and find Serkan who has left my room. There was not even a single message he sent me.. Why do I feel empty? Almira, what are you thinking?! Stop this obscure thought of yours and get back to work!.
After I cleaned myself up and changed my clothes in the special locker room of the Doctors, I went back to walking and did the sessions of the psychologist therapist with all the patients.. Their looks and movements are much better than their day.. Their response and response was very good even far beyond my expectations in the development for almost 3 months with them.. At the end of the day, I walked to the Berguzar Room where I saw the doctors were checking the condition of his body and how the baby was developing in the womb after experiencing the violence Damien had done to him..
Feeling that my current presence is not necessary, I walked back to my room and prepared to be ready to go back to the inn and try to rest considering last night I did not rest properly with my body condition that was getting weaker..
“ Sorry Doctor Almira, are you on your way home?”
Said a Fellow Doctor who approached Almira in Turkish
“ Yes Doc.. My work hours are over.. Do you need anything?”
Reply Almira speaking Turkish again
“ No, no, I just want to give a letter of the results of this report to Doctor Filiz.. The patient said this was so urgent that he told me to be in such a hurry to work on the results of this medical report.”
“ Does Doctor Filiz have any plans to perform a sudden operation? Coincidentally I will drive past his house, if urgent I will give it to him.”
“ Very good, then I leave this medical results to you.. Thank you Doctor Almira.”
Walking towards the vehicle, there was no wind what brought me to know the contents of the Medical Record that was currently in my hands.. Accidentally clashing with someone who was running in the car park area, the Map was accidentally opened so I could read it clearly. At first glance I could not believe what I saw and read, but the more I read the clearer this medical record report shows...
“ Hello, Almira? What's up?”
Said Filiz who raised the call from Almira
“ Tell me Filiz, did you tell Serkan my condition?”
“ . . . . . I'm sorry.”
“ WHAT IS...!!! Filiz, do you know what he's doing right now?”
“ Yes, don't tell him..”.
“ YES, HE INTENDS TO DONATE HIS (LIVER) HEART TO ME!!”
Almira said with a slight annoyance
“ Da.. How do you know this? Being a Donor is not easy and you have to go through a series of tests! It can't be Almira.”
“ I'll send and you see for yourself how it turned out.. I'm sorry I couldn't see you because there's something I have to do.”
Almira immediately sent some photos to Filiz through a media application
“ Alright, already received.. I'll check.. I'm sorry Almira, I have no.”
“ I know.. Filiz, I beg for my life to promise.. Whatever happens to me, I will never approve of this Donor.. Not from him, not from anyone! Please promise Filiz.”
“ But, Almira.. With this you bi.”
“ PROMISE! PLEASE JUST.. I'd rather die right now, than have a Liver Transplant.”
“ Alright, if you want.. I'll hold your word.”
“ I trust you.. Thank you very much Filiz.”
Close this call and immediately run towards the car to drive to the Office where Serkan is currently located.. During the trip, again my condition felt decreased with a stomach that was painful, chest a little tight, and felt my body again had a fever. However, I forced myself to continue driving and met Serkan to stop his heart intent.. The longer my vision was blurry with a little spin, pausing and returning to drive back even I forced it just to not sacrifice whatever was left of me to give it to him.. My last supplication to her, and my best prayer for her.
Once there, I happened to meet Emre who was walking to his car and I stopped him to talk to him as soon as I found out that Serkan was in a Business Partner meeting at a Hotel and was on his way back home to office.. While waiting for him, I showed Emre the Map of this medical record and again asked for the same request as I told Filiz..
Emre just fell silent and just lowered his head and turned his gaze away from me which I could read what the intent of his current actions was before me. With a heavy heart and holding back tears, I again pleaded with him and pleaded again until finally Emre agreed and made me breathe a sigh of relief to hear it..
“ Almira, were you delivered by someone? Hold still.. What the hell is that guy... DAMIEN??”
Said Emre who arrived standing straight back to Almira looking straight and full of anger at Damien who was in his car
“ Wait a minute, what is he doing... Emre, it looks like he's following me.”
“ WHAT??”
“ All the way here, I did see the car behind me. I think he's just me..”
#BRUUUMMMM #CKIIITTT #CKIIIITTT
The sound of Damien Car Tires that plunge the Gas fast
From a distance I saw Damien suddenly plugging his gas with the steering wheel that tried to turn sharply through the bend that blocked the high guardrail so that the car from the opposite direction will not see his car that is being fast forward, until I finally saw...
“ Serkan... NO SERKAN!!”
Almira who shouted suddenly ran quickly
“ ALMIRA!! WAIT UP!! NO ALMIRA!!”
Shouted Emre who was trying to chase after Almira
#BRUUMMM #CKIIITTTT #BRUUAAKKKK
“ A L M I R A”
Shouted Emre who saw Almira hit by Damien's car
“ What.... No, no, Almira... No!!”
“ Give me peace of mind, Hello ambulance please come to the location I sent! Accident happened! AS SOON!”
Emre who swiftly called an ambulance and stopped Serkan
“ Almira.. Nah! LET GO OF ME EMRE!”
“ CALM YOURSELF! IT'S DANGEROUS IF YOU TOUCH IT! WHAT IF HE ADDS A WOUND TO ANOTHER PART OF HIS BODY? RELAX DELIVER!!”
Emre who was holding Serkan's body with his body by pushing him hard back
“ What happened? How could Almira be in... Damien's? What is he?”
“ Give me peace... Handcuff.. Give me a listen!! LEAVE LISTEN TO ME!!”
With the last realization I saw Emre trying to stop Serkan who looked so angry.. Ahhhh, is this the end of my life? Why is my body spitting out so much blood at the moment?