
" So you're serious, mira?”
Said Gilang who felt surprised
“ Yes doc.. Please allow me to do personal therapy to patients on behalf of Sarah.. I communicated with my parents and they agreed.. Please doctor make sure yourself”
“ Yes, they contacted me yesterday. If the family has allowed it, the hospital actually cannot refuse.. If you're really sure, I'll allow it.. On condition that I come with you”
“ Yes doc! Thank you very much.”
Not waiting for a long time I immediately took andre out of the doctor's room and headed to the patient's room named sarah.. When I arrived in the room, Sarah and her parents were ready to go with us, I was without a stale immediately invited them to go to the location I had prepared.. Andre immediately prepared his camera equipment at the place I ordered.. Honestly, I still feel tense.. With my hands feeling cold as if my blood flow had stopped, an incomparable heartbeat hoping that everything would be fine.. But again I tried to calm myself because right now I am the key to all this.. When everything was ready, I walked back to the car..
“ Sarah.. Can you see me? Do you remember who I am.?”
“ Almira.”
“ Very good.. Can you give me your hand to get out of the car?”
“ NO!! I WILL DIE!!”
Sarah was instantly hysterical by covering her head with both hands
“Quiet.. Lookatme.. What do you think of me now?”
Almira tried to slowly open her hand
“ You're fine.”
“ Right. So's yourselves.. Try to grab my hand and trust me.”
“ Will you leave me alone too?”
“ No. You remember, I'm your friend, right? Now, give me your hand”
Sarah little by little though hesitated she tried to grab my hand and tried to force herself to get out and get out of the car.. As a psychiatrist, all I do is advice, but I see him staring at a lifeless window, singing the same song of sadness every twilight, moreover, a picture frame that is always embraced by him makes me reflect on myself which is more or less the same as it seems.. The heart also feels restless every night that never disappears. That's enough for me, and enough for him.. His age is not much different from me, I'm sure he himself has a dream that he wants to achieve, right?
Moreover, seeing Sarah's reaction that was so co-operative towards me, I already knew she was actually also very eager to normal and return to the way she used to be.. I told him to walk and sit in the area you had prepared.. So far everything has gone smoothly, even I see from the expression of the foot of the gihan was recording we feel surprised about the development of sarah today.. I told her to enjoy the cake and drinks that had been provided, Sarah responded very normally again.. And here's the high point of today..
“ Sarah.. Can you look at the camera?”
Almira pointed towards Andre
“ What?”
“ View to camera.. She will...”
“YOU LIED!! SHE DIED BECAUSE OF ME!! I DON'T WANT TO BE PHOTOGRAPHED!”
Sarah returned hysterically to her feet and seemed to be riled up by walking to the right and left by biting her nails
“ You keep saying him, him, him.. Who is he?”
Almira tries to calm down by holding sarah's hands and smiling at her
“ Day... Diaa..”
“ Sarah, listen to me.. Take a slow breath, don't look around.. This time, close your eyes like this.. Then breathe in slowly... Goody.. Do again.. Can I ask you what you have in mind right now?”
“ She smiles at me.”
“ Okay.. I'll hold your hand and tell me.”
Sarah also told him that she was his fiancee who died when they went on vacation with friends.. Sarah asked her fiance to photograph her in one of the unidentified tourist areas when the earthquake occurred and there was a shift in the ground.. Her fiance fell into the abyss in front of her eyes, leaving a camera that fell out of the man's hand right after falling.. Because it slammed, the camera was damaged and turned on automatically by leaving the last photo that sarah saw as a farewell between them..
When Sarah told me this time, I told andre to start taking pictures of sarah as much as possible and chose 8 photos that showed sarah as enduring her pain and crying.. And Andre did everything I told him very well. Sarah's cries finally poured out, I could see the wound in her heart that was so deep. The longer I let her, the deeper she cried.. Distracted by that feeling, I tried to calm her down but Sarah fell down and fell on my lap. I gently stroked her hair and again tried to calm her back down.. Her parents were so worried that I asked them to hug Sarah and they cried together. For sarah to have calmed down, I told her to open her eyes and look around..
“ Do you remember well? You weren't the one who pushed him that time.. Even your friends see you”
Almira clasped Sarah's hand to calm her down
“ Friend..??”
“ Yes.. Do I remember they also went with you guys right.”
“ Yes.. Yes I remember now.. Mita and ari, then aca and bian.. I miss them, mir.”
“ Do you want to meet them?”
“ Yes..”
“ Can you see who is standing there?”
Almira pointed to the right where Sarah was sitting
Yeah, I called them to come here today.. I let go of my hand that held it.. Her friends were crying when they saw Sarah today.. Sarah, who saw them coming, finally cried.. Yes.. That's what Sarah needs.. A very deep cry that will help him to bring out all that is in his heart and mind.. I walked away from them so as not to disturb them, and then they hugged each other and cried together.. Her friends repeat the events of the day and try to convince Sarah that it is not her fault.. Sarah felt calm and we could talk back..
“ This is 8 photos for you.. Don't you look pretty in this picture? Then, why did I give you 8 photos instead of 3 or 6 or 9?”
“ Because it is the date and month of my wedding day.”
“ Yes.. I will not be a hypocrite by telling you to go forward, forget and all.. Because sometimes, remembering a beautiful moment even though it is sad is also very important for us. That way we can know the meaning of life. I'm sure and you should be sure of yourself”
“ Almira..
“ If you really mean that, Prove it! I heard you have your own flower shop? Open it back and make me 1 flower arrangement”
Almira slightly mischievously smiled by crossing both of her hands
“ What?... All right, I'll prove it to you, Mir.. I promise.”
“ I wait ya..”
Sarah hugged me right now.. Neither did his parents say anything to me and only the cries and hugs they could give me.. After feeling calm, I let them all relax for a moment in the area we had prepared earlier.. I can see now the smile on the face of Sarah and her parents.. Then I turned my body towards the back and walked towards Andre who was tidying up all his equipment.. I helped him too.. I saw a smile on Andre's face that seemed to flatter me but with a bit of an irritating prank.. Before long the finished foot band recording all our activities today came up to me and congratulated me.. There was also pride on his face, because as a mentor he managed to teach me..
When all this was done we went back to the hospital with Sarah and her parents back to the patient room.. Jihan's sister also gave good news if you see Sarah's condition is getting better then it will schedule when their return time so they look happy.. Gihan's brother again made a report that would be given to the section chief and also told me to give him today's report. While you and I were resting in my office and working on a report.....
“ Original brother.. TomYum is so good!”
Andre was so greedy because he felt so hungry
“ You made my room smell of cuisine”
“ Just spray your fragrance later also lost siihhh.. Is sister not hungry?”
“ Not Hungry.”
“ Hmm brother.. Who's that handsome guy?”
“ What? Who?”
Almira was a little surprised by instantly falling silent like a statue
“ It... Who sits the same brother.. I accidentally saw him this morning waiting for you here”
“ KAUUU..”.
“ Not.. Nah! Nah! How dare I touch the goods of brother.. Yah.. A tad.. I walked towards my sister's desk and the tablet was nudged by me.. Eehh The screen is on.”.
“ If you dare cute to mom, papa.”.
Almira who was standing looked at Andre sharply
“ My mouth is tightly closed brother. For camera lens.. Next I want another type of camera kak.”
“ Find your own money!”
Said Almira who was back sitting down and checking her work
“ But who is that guy? You like the bule yaa.. Brother handsome.. What's-her-name? Is he rich?”
“ Noisy!”
“ Since when are you guys dating?”
“ She's not my girlfriend.”
Almira who ignored Andre by continuing to work
“ HUH?? Continues?? But, Looks like she likes you feet.”
“ SOK KNOW!!”
“ I am also a man sister! I can see from the look he looked at you in that photo! Herrann.. You're a master psychologist but you don't know anything like this. Dating brother there.”
“ What did you say?!”
An irritated Almira grabs the business card box and tries to throw at Andre
“ Forgive brother.. Sorry, sorry.. Sis danger throw throw.”.
“ Get out of here!”
“ Forgive brother.. Dear TomYum her cold hunt. ehehehe..”.
I don't know why the truth is currently so disturbing me. Naive or Hypocritical? Where am I between the two? Obviously I avoided him and knew he would feel uncomfortable if I continued with him. I'd really like to take a look at my current tablet and make sure what andre says is true? But, if I do that, I can imagine the reaction and the behavior of this child.. Is it true that Serkan looked at me like that? Why do I feel like what Andre said is true. It turns out I'm the hypocrite. Distracting my thoughts at this time, I finally made a work plan that I would submit for the next month until time did not feel passed and youre like a child who asked to be delivered home.. We finally went home and stopped at a family grocery store for mama papa.. Andre ate again very greedily, regardless of what his stomach was made of.. But watching him eat voraciously, somehow a happiness for me.
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A month passed and I now have my own work schedule and my work room is ready to be used.. The details of the patient division were already in place, all I needed now was to focus on my work. Soon there was a knock on my door and it turned out to be a brother Gihan who told me that I got a 4-day break because my work was considered very good for the section chief.. Honestly, at this time I do not know what to do especially if the holiday with no activities. But suddenly Lilian and kirey sent me a message asking to make a video call later tonight and I agreed because I also miss them very much.
“ Mira look.. Guess where we are..”.
“ Wait.. Are you guys in.. THE AIRPORT?? What is a plane ticket?”
“ Yup.. We want to surprise you.. Our estimate is up to jakarta at 9 am.”
“ WHAT?? Kalian yaa.. By the way congratulations on graduating.”
“ Thank you mir.. You're gonna pick us up at the airport and take us on vacation first? Have you seen your schedule at the hospital??”
“ I don't know what a coincidence this is, but I get a 4-day vacation from Head of Section because I saw the results of my work for a month yesterday.”
" WHAT?? YEAAAAH.. MEANS WE CAN PLAY WITH DONGG"
“ Yaaa.. Watching you overtime until midnight, even bring more work home! You deserve that holiday mir.”
“ Talk about going home, how about Emre and Hammett? You guys..”.
“ Calm mir.. We'll tell you when we meet tomorrow... Aarrghs! Can't wait to meet you.”
“ Me too.. Hope your flight is smooth and happy to come here.”
What coincidence is this? Why do I feel so lucky? I immediately got ready to go home and pack for the holidays with them.. But where are we going? Forget that.. The important thing is we have to have fun before we are ready to fight again.. When you arrive at your home, you will tell that the renovation is complete even from the decoration, including sitting, table, kitchen, and so on will be ready in 2 days.. But I explained to them my plan for the next 4 days and they were very supportive of me going on vacation.. With a smile I immediately returned to the room and immediately cleaned myself and then hurriedly prepared my needs in the suitcase.. I don't know why I'm such a happy little boy.. I miss them so much.. I can't wait for tomorrow..
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I used a trip that led to Soekarno hatta airport this morning, in accordance with the initial agreement between the three of us.. We went on vacation like the first time we came to Istanbul.. Not planning where to go, not knowing what to eat, and not planning what to do.. I can't wait to meet them.. How are they doing now? I hope they're okay.. The car drove quickly to the airport, so I could continue with a little rest again considering the enthusiasm that made it difficult to fall asleep.. Unaware when I woke up, the car had entered the airport area soekarno hatta.. I groomed myself to look neat in front of them, really impatient to meet them.. When it turns out I first arrived, so I was waiting for them in a small cafe inside the airport.. I try to enjoy a cup of milk and also a sandwich.. Until the time my dish ran out, someone called my name and I ran..
“ ALMIRAAA.”Lilian and Kirey were running towards Almira to hug her
“ LILIAN.. KIREY... You guys must have lied to me.. It turns out that you were in the thesis exam, right?”
“ Ehehehe.. Forgive us mir.. Aaah almost forgot, this is for you.”
“ What is this? Cake?”
“ Yes.. It's Ozcan's.. Mr. Mete who delivered this to us last night.”
“ I saw you had breakfast, didn't I just, Mir? We were on the plane.”
“ Yes.. Then where do we go and how?”
“ Hmm mir.. Earlier.. We want to say something.”
“ Hmm..?? What?”?
“ Look that way.. From there don't get mad, kirey and I will explain.”
“ Indeed there is ap...”.
I saw 2 handsome men walking together, and yes it was Emre and Hammett who were standing in front of me and carrying a suitcase in their hands.. They waved their hands and with ignorant smiles on their faces that pointed at me.. I turned my body towards Lilian and kirey, with my cynical eyes directly pointing sharply at the current Lilian and kirey.. Those who were aware of my gaze tried to calm me down with ignorant smiles like Emre and Hammet. Then as I was about to ask them, the presence of another man behind followed Emre and Hammet from behind them. His appearance again can make anyone who sees him stunned to not blink. The man I unknowingly put my heart and feelings into her is unresolved. Now it's in front of me, again?
“ How is almira?”
Say draw a smile
“ Ser.. Serkan?”
Almira who was surprised by looking seriously at Serkan
“ You're like seeing ghost”
“ To.. Why are you here ju.”.
“ You forgot? My grandmother is in Indonesia so I also have a home and family here, even I also have a business founded anne (mother) here which happens to be me who manages”
“ What?”
“ I said..”.
“ Forget to Give! His mind was unfocused because it was shocked to see you”
Said Lilian while hugging ignorant to Almira
“ Okay.. So gini mir.. What if the six of us vacation together?”
Kirey who tried to explain with a hint of fear from her face
“ WHAT?? ”
“ Quiet.. Don't be mad, mir.. We also do not know where to go, where to sleep, then.”.
Lilian who stopped talking looked at Almira who was looking at her with anger
“ Didn't we promise it will be like the first time while in istanbul?”
Almira tried to lower her voice while restraining her emotions
“ Yaaa..Yes.. But the condition now is different mir.”
“ What's different? You guys have a partner and I don't? Then you guys are dating and I saw you guys making out?”
" Why are you getting emotional like this mir??... Are you angry??"
“ So the arrival of Serkan do not you consider mir.??”
“ Ap, what??”
“ Maa..I mean is... Mir.. Mir.. Where are you going? Dengerin first.”
“ MIRA!! Wait for the beautiful Mira, fine.. The genius who...”.
Said Lilian and Kirey who were trying to stop Almira who wanted to walk leaving them
“ Your seduction will not work. What are you guys thinking? If you really want to vacation with your partner, then why take me?”
“ Mira iihh.. Try to think of it..."
I'm trying to listen to Lilian and kirey right now.. With a long explanation that there was no semicolon, my eyes were turned to three handsome men standing side by side.. All eyes were on the three of them.. Their current appearance is really striking for a tourist especially commoners.. Are they going to do a photo shoot? Then I saw 2 beautiful women trying to get close to him, Yes as usual.. Serkan's presence seemed to be able to make the aura around him dominated by him.. Then by accident our eyes met, Serkan who saw him immediately rejected the woman and ignored her.. Ohha!!! Think I'm interested in him? Let's just see who will lose today, because the current almira is different from the almira he knew before..Before long, emre and hammet walked towards us.. I saw them try to turn my eyes and refocus on hearing Lilian and kirey speak.. Then hand him to the center as if mediating us and tell Lilian and kirey to stop talking..
“ Just look.. On my phone there's a game we can all play. The three of us are a team, and so are you. The decision if the one who advances to the final round loses, and if it's us, then we'll leave and not bother you. But if we win, you guys come with us”
Say Serkan with a ignorant smile and full of confidence
“ What? Can you decide unilaterally?”
“ Why fear? Almira now turns out to be you..”.
“ DEAL. OKE”
Almira felt challenged
“ Deal? We start”
Hand the one who raised his hand to shake hands with Rania
“OK..”
Rania also returned the handshake
Let's just take a look.. I will not lose even from a game on mobile.. We all look like fools who are cool with their own world. It looks like people are looking at us looking at our relentless, ridiculous behavior. Especially with the figure of these 3 men of foreign descent, how could no one not look at us.. But for some reason, I missed this moment so much, as if being lulled in happy memories made me smile again and look at him who was in front of me.