
In life, there are certain joys and sorrows without us knowing when they come. Regardless of the likes or sorrows that approach, we certainly have to take a lot of wisdom/lessons from it. And do not give up easily also desperate. Does not Allah not like His servant who gives up much less for His mercy? So, yuk spirit!
Spirit guys!😎
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"The next days passed. Then, am I still down? Yes my heart still hurts and is very disappointed, but I realize, I must not forget that my life and death truly belong to God. Allah has prepared everything; career, sustenance is also my soul mate. So ... I should have, I don't have to worry and be sad." Ayunda is still alone monologuing in the heart.
Smile wryly and occasionally laugh a little considering the moments in the past and present that he lived. A sad and painful moment.
"Ah ..all those memories still can't be completely forgotten. Maybe if all parties approve maybe I won't be here." Until he closed his eyes to neutralize the anxiety in his heart. And without realizing it he had shed his tears slowly without realizing it.
The other...
~ In the Lecturer's room ~
"Yes, sir! Thank you for the trust, I hope I can carry out this trust as well as possible." Raffa said to Pak Fahri as Omnya but for Raffa even though Pak Fahri Omnya they still have to be professional especially still within the scope of the university.
"Aamiin Raffa." They shake each other.
Raffa came out of the room. For a moment staring around the deserted campus area, "It's deserted campus!" Raffa looked to his left.
Raffa quite scratched his forehead because when he looked to the left, he was surprised to see a woman crying.
"Well you cry? You made it? The student I didn't intentionally help?" Raffa asked quite surprised to know Ayunda who shed tears, he also confirmed the task that Mr. Fahri gave him, "already! Don't cry!"
"Pak Fahri really sorry you, I dare to guarantee it." Obviously Raffa approached Ayunda to make sure what happened again until Ayunda cried.
Ayunda who heard there was a sound from the side also felt quite a deep shock and embarrassment. Because it is big aka big katahuan time again cry.
As much as Ayunda's energy tried to dodge, "Eh, it's delicious! I'm not crying! That was just...?"
Ayunda is now quite confused himself how he said it, "how ya say it" The flow is quite slow and vague.
"What's free?" Raffa asked raising his eyebrows.
"It's just .. again a flickering." Ayunda gave a reason for what came to his mind even he also made it clear that his eyes had recovered from the glare, "Alhamdulillah is now healed." Grimacing while smiling.
Raffa grimaced and smiled and told her what Ayunda had told her, "I'm not sure of the reason, but it's your personal business, and it's--"
Raffa gives a handkerchief to Ayunda so that Ayunda can use it to wipe the snot that comes out because he is crying but Ayunda is reluctant to accept.
"Thank you, don't!" Turn Ayunda down pretty smooth.
"That's it, no papa! Just wear!" Raffa sounded so soft, though,
"i want to love you tisue but I didn't bring it."
Raffa ventured to look at the face of the graceful girl in front of him, and asked him a question, "You brought her?"
Ayunda shook his head while looking at Raffa also because it is not good if speaking not facing the direction (face) invited to speak.
"Yes, wear it! If you don't want to use this handkerchief, what are you doing?"
Speaking of Raffa, "It's not possible to wear your veil or your robe!"
"Asstagfirullah, not that it will be very slovenly" Ayunda could not if he would wipe the snot that began to come out with khimar or the robe he was wearing.
"Thank you." Ayunda said to take and hold Raffa's handkerchief.
"I'll wash it first" Ayunda after using the handkerchief Raffa gave her.
For a moment Ayunda thought but when will he return it. He also said in terms of what happened to him, it was,
"But I don't know when I can
returned it? Because, I don't know when I'll see you again."
"All right! Thanks again." Alternately look at the handkerchief and the one who gave the handkerchief, "today you have helped me a lot."
"Together!" Raffa prepared himself to step away, by putting his left hand in his pants pocket while his right hand held the bag he had sipped on his shoulder.
Raffa was four steps away from where Ayunda was sitting but on the fifth step he stopped and said to Ayunda, "Thank God above all because He has made me an intermediary to help you!" Raffa looked at Ayunda with a calm smile.
There was not a minute Raffa immediately continued his steps back.
"Sure!" Ayunda answered a message from Raffa.
His gaze could not be separated from staring at the departure of Raffa a man who had given a handkerchief and helped him indirectly.
Then, from another direction, from a distance appeared the figure awaited by Ayunda. A friend who means so much to him. The best friends are Hanum, Mala, Raya and Stevi.
"Assalamu'alaikum!" How come Hanum walks closer to Ayunda, "you haven't waited for us in a while, have you?"
"Wa'alaikumussalam!" Answering the greetings from Hanum and continuing to answer his question, "It's not long
pretty long!" Tukas Ayunda meant to just joke around with Hanum. But his other friends don't seem to think so.
"Due ... Sorry, Ayunda, we're preoccupied with the discussion." Stevie felt guilty enough.
"Udah .. No papa!" Ayunda raised both fingers, "I'm just kidding!"
Stevi who just meant Ayunda was quite upset because Ayunda was only joking with them.
"Lunch yuk! You can get together!" Take Stevi quite suddenly.
"Kneel!" Mala agreed eagerly.
Hearing the invitation from Stevi instead made Ayunda gasp not expecting that his best friend had not had lunch because he was waiting for him.
"You guys not at lunch yet?" Tanya Ayunda with a pretty shocked look on her face.
Seeing the look on Ayunda's face so surprised Hanum smiled thinly and barkata,"Before Ayunda, the seat was already full. And, besides, there's also no you, so we agreed that we'd eat with you!"
"Goddessa ..." Ayunda salut, happy and grateful for the affection of his best friend to him.
"I'm sorry that I'm late for lunch." Ayunda felt really bad let alone remembered Hanum who from earlier said he was hungry.
"No problem, dear Ayunda! We are waiting for you." Mala assured Ayunda.
"God, are you all so good? I'm telling you the same story, whatever happened to me today."
Ayunda intends to tell about the incident of his paper collection task to the 4 friends.
"Well, I guess! So kepo .. haha" Raya got impatient.
"Quiet down! Patience my dear friends."
Cuddle and embrace each other.
"Udah first his embrace!Go yuk!" Hanum was already impatient between wanting to eat and hearing the story that Ayunda meant.
Everyone agreed and prepared to leave where they stood, but they had to be more patient.
"Oh yes, we go to the library first! I forgot to turn back the book I borrowed yesterday." Ayunda was aware of the book she had to return, "Or just, you wait here or in the parking lot! I'm going to the library for a while" Ayunda doesn't want to trouble her friends.
Friendship is so thick and attached between them, making them whatever happens they will still accompany his best friend Ayunda.
"Our mother will take you to the library" Raya grabbed and held Ayunda's hand.
"All of you I also want to look at the book who knows if there is a suitable one." said Mala joined in holding the other hand Ayunda.
"Yes have been waiting especially .. Come on!" Hanum and Stevi first walked ahead of Ayunda, Raya and Mala.
Ayunda, Raya and Mala quickly ran after them.
𝓑𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓪𝓶𝓫𝓾𝓷𝓰...!