Ayunda Shaharani
Curse for Curhatan

That morning, as usual, Ayunda went to the campus to see his guidance counselor again. His five best friends Hanum, Raya, Stevi, Mala and Lidya were also on campus at the time.

They exchanged greetings and smiles. They support each other because working on a skirpsi is not too easy but it does not mean very difficult. Need perseverance, tenacity and spirit should not be left behind.

They went into the room to meet their respective supervisors. In the room they got direction as well as guidance in compiling his skirpsi.

A few hours have passed, though,

the six friends want to spend time together in a cafe. The story is they hang out. Hi-hi.

Curse for the sake of curses came out of their mouths

"You're dizzy, you're really dizzy if I'm honest with you" Stevi began

"Well, same beb" continued Raya and drama ensued between them, the drama cry while hugging. The others just stared and occasionally laughed at the manner of the two of them.

"You guys huh? Can aja. We all get dizzy, too. Thank God everything can go well. Yes, even though the struggle is not completely finished" Ayunda did not want to lose to pour out his mind

"That's what's called the life of Ustadzah ma'am, will not be separated from the name of the struggle" Hanum who grew older and wiser

"Well, really" Lidya who now speaks less often but still wise,

"Being able to love him takes a struggle"

"Especially doi. Aye right?" sahut Ayunda

"Ngelupain doi is the obligation of Ustadzah" Stevi said

"Yes, if that's his prayer already anyone has" Ayunda again made a joke but quite serious

"Eh, how's Mr Raffa?" cerocos Kingdom suddenly and make all immediately stop the activity of eating and drinking. Because now their gazes are fixed on Raya with a question that is quite astonishing but very interesting.

Meanwhile Ayunda choked on hearing that question just like that. Those who still care deeply about Ayunda also offer water to drink again. And massaging the nape of Ayunda covered with hijab.

"Raya, if you want to talk pleaseee filtered first donk!" Lidya

"Sorry" Raya stiffly

Ayunda is getting better. They also feel relieved and grateful. Choking isn't so bad.

"Pak Raffa now has a boy, very similar to Mr. Raffa" Ayunda casually said that

"Yund? Ye? " Lidya who did not expect the attitude of Ayunda which was quite changed since Raffa was married

"Heemm, it is so the fact that Mr. Raffa already has a son and looks a lot like Mr. Raffa" said Ayunda again

"Where do you know, Ayunda?"

"From some literature" Ayunda who is still cool to tease

"Ish Ayunda's... You see, we've peekednya Pak Raffa sosmednya, there is no latest update whatsoever tuh"

"Indeed, in his sosmed deserted. hehe.

I know it's all from Audri my favorite student"

After the conversation, they each returned home.

"Three years have passed, O God, it does not mean that I have completely forgotten Mr. Raffa. It's not that easy, God, I forgot about it. Love is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, as it is the love that has been embedded in it, O God. I smiled when I said that Mr. Raffa already had a child, not that my heart also smiled. It's just that showing these scarred wounds in the heart constantly feels like it's not good"

"Oh my God, my Lord. I take refuge in You always. I wish Your Love for me to live this life" sobbed Ayunda in her heart as she rode home on a motorcycle.

A few minutes later Ayunda arrived at his childhood home and his current big time.

With a greeting and a smile Ayunda approached his parents who were sitting in chairs as usual. Do not forget to kiss the hands of parents who have educated and raised him.

"Ayunda directly enter yes, Abah Ummi" gradually to enter the house

"Yes Ayunda, you take a break! Later your schedule will also be in Ponpes al-hikam" Ummi reminded

"Yes Ummi. Thanks for being reminded"

After that Ayunda was no longer visible, he had entered his room. But who would have thought now that the girl who tried to stay strong and strong was crying sobbing in her silence in the room.

She remembered how Audri told her about Mr. Raffa and his son that day,

~𝓕𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓱𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓸𝓷~

That day, a few months ago precisely when Ayunda was busy listening to the memorization of the children's students, Audri without any wind or rain told about Om Abinya aka Pak Raffa to Ayunda. Ayunda was aware of the habits of such small children, they are active and love to tell something.

"Ustadzah, now Audri has a new friend. But he's a guy. Handsome and funnyuuu really" said Audri with a expression so seductive let alone the cheeks of Audri who is now increasingly cabi

"Well! It can be very Audri, sometime Ustadzah introduced the same theme that Audri meant"

"But if Audri knows Ustadzah, don't be angry at Ustadzah" Audri is quite upset,

"So'd the guy Audri meant was his son Om Abi"

Hearing it like the severs of Ayunda's heart felt so sick. But what can be done, he can only love but not have. That is the will of destiny in his love story.

Ayunda stroked Audri's head wrapped in hijab, stared at Audri's black bead while saying that he would not be angry, he said,

"Ustadzah will not upset Audri, just Ustadzah happy because Audri has a new friend"

~𝓕𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓞𝓯𝓯~

Still in the sobs held in the room Ayunda remembered all Audri's words as well as the memories he had with Raffa. Especially when his hand deliberately opened a drawer, he got a letter from Raffa. A meaningful memorandum to Ayunda. Ayunda kept the letter well with the handkerchief Raffa had given as a memorial to her.

He read the ink scratches full of meaning on the piece of paper, it was,

"Sir Raffa you're lying, if you say that I'm better than your father's wife. Because if I were better today I would be the one God will be comparing with you, sir"

"Why sir, are you doing this to me? After the various sacrifices I made for the Father at that time (When Raffa got a lot of tasks and when Raffa would be hurt because he was hit by a car"

"It should have been that time, I let you just get stuck in that car. Perhaps that way, your marriage will not happen" Ayunda said bouncing in her tears, covering her face with both hands, her legs had now dipped under the floor of her room.

"You fool Ayunda, why did you save her that time? Wh why? You should just leave Mr. Raffa who was dragged so that he did not get married" Ayunda told himself

Now he rested his head on the wall where he leaned, raising his head while dropping the tears that seemed to stop.