Ayunda Shaharani
You Raffa?

Raffa opened the door knob of the hospital room by accident when he was about to get out of the front door two men came at the same time.

Raffa looked at the man in turn. Raffa backed out giving him room to enter.

"You Raffa? Tega you hurt my sister's heart?

Why do you have to appear in my sister's life if in the end you can only make her hurt? After everything he's done to help you"

Reyhan who was emotional was throwing words in his heart in front of Raffa, even unmitigated Reyhan was going to beat Raffa. But soon stopped by Ayunda's parents who were there.

Ayunda also stopped, he hardened his voice as much as he could,

"Stop Mas Rey! Stop that!"

All the eyes in that place were directly staring at Ayunda including Raffa.

"Mas Rey, why would Mas Rey blame Mr Raffa? Ayunda saved him on purpose"

Raffa could only stare at Ayunda nanar with sadness that enveloped his heart hearing Ayunda's defense. Ah Raffa knows what to do except with the best do'a for the best person like Ayunda.

Reyhan regained his senses and he opened the door and allowed Raffa to come out.

In the room Ayunda issued his heart especially to Reyhan the older brother, from a long time ago he often asked for opinions and exchanged thoughts with Reyhan.

"Ayunda now realized this was Ayunda's own fault for being too hopeful. Allah has made it clear that to others, hope is not good, it is not permissible"

"Maybe God gave this pain to Ayunda. Perhaps for Ayunda to return to His Way"

"Yes Ayunda, Mas Rey understands that we cannot hope for anyone other than God"

"But, how come Ayunda you've bet your life on him? You do it on the basis of love. And so easily after he's hurt you he's happy with the woman there. Rey can't take it, Ayunda. Can't do it"

"Mas Rey, Mr. Raffa knows that Ayunda loved her a long time ago. Her engagement took place months ago"

"So, Ayunda insisted once again. Mr. Raffa is not wrong, this is Ayunda's fault"

"Stop defended her Ayunda. Stop that!"

"Mas Rey stopped. Mas Rey is always emotional like this, first time Ustadz Habib who is sick with Ayunda, Mas Rey also gini. Now Mr Raffa who doesn't know anything about Mas Rey giniin?"

"Come on Mas Rey, Ayunda just need support and spirit from Mas, Rey, Abah and Ummi, just like yesterday. As time goes on, everything will improve"

"And Ayunda was sure that God had prepared many wonderful surprises for Ayunda"

"His scenario is never wrong and always the best"

Abah Ridho

The Ayunda family has always been like that, encouraging each other, praying for and supporting each other. Ayunda should be grateful to be surrounded by people who love and are sincere with her. For maybe the family is not so, there is no need to grieve, because there is always someone who loves us whose affection is greater than the love of a mother to her child. Who is He who loves so much? He is the Creator of the Blessed, the Merciful, the Merciful, Allah SWT.

sounding adzan ashar had reverberated, Reyhan and his Papa rushed to pray first. Ummi Hannah is looking after Ayunda. Ayunda is sleeping.

Prayer has been completed. Papa Raffa returns to the room Ayunda treated. Reyhan is still inside the mosque praying fervently for the good of his beloved sister.

Raffa was also still inside the mosque, he prayed fervently for mercy and begged the best for himself and Ayunda.

Reyhan was finished in his prayer, he intended to leave the mosque but was stopped by Raffa's hand.

Reyhan glanced at Raffa at a glance then held Raffa's shoulder while hugging and apologizing for his remark earlier.

Raffa can understand it all, and finally there was a story exchange event between the two cool men. They exchanged experiences with each other.

One day, Raffa got a lot of surprises in his life, he got happiness by being declared graduated but he also got sad by seeing Ayunda who has sacrificed a lot for him.

The afternoon had changed, Raffa had returned home. There he was waiting for his family. They asked how Ayunda had saved him. They tried to get Raffa back but there was no answer at all from Raffa.

"Jeez, sorry Ma, Pa. Raffa Lobet's hand phone"

"Your habits are Raffa" said Mr. Fahri

"Yes you cleaned yourself first, later tell us all" said Mama Raffa

Raffa who was already in a clean state was gradually joined by his family who were in the middle room.

Raffa explains everything from Ayunda saving him and Ayunda loving him in detail. Raffa also did not hesitate to pour out his guilt for hurting women like Ayunda.

Everyone in the room felt the same way as Raffa except for Arsyad.

Arsyad with his sweet and seductive smile always makes the family happy because of it. Especially now that Arsyad is learning to walk. It is undeniable that it makes them often defeated, especially their parents. But besides that it brings its own pleasure.

Friends of Ayunda who had just heard the news about Ayunda who was injured because of saving Raffa planned to visit together. Unfortunately, the five of them are still on holiday outside the city. They also made a deal together to visit Ayunda on the day when all were already in the city of S.

Despite not being one place, they still care a lot about Ayunda. In whatshapp group consisting of the five of them plus Ayunda, they are now back enlivening the group after a long period of silence. They took Ayunda many times asking for news and apologizing for not being able to visit.

Ayunda accompanied by Umm Hannah rested in the room. Ayunda got an incredible message from Umminya.

"Ayunda, are you grateful to be a Muslim woman?"

"Alhamdulillah, why did Ummi ask that?"

"If you are thankful you cannot cry again like yesterday and question what happened to you to God"

"It is the same as doubting the justice of God when we do not know what is good for us while Allah is All-knowing"

"Sad, crying may be and that's the natural thing of origin-"

"No exaggeration" said Ayunda

"Eleasing emotions does not hurt, as long as not to be excessive and protracted. Indeed, when you feel that you are becoming the saddest human being with the sadness that befalls you, there are actually others who experience sadness just as much as we do. It may be even sadder, so never feel like we're the only ones with problems. Because basically we live will not be separated from the name of the problem" night banter from Umm Hannah

It is now realized that Ayunda should not be like yesterday. From now on he will learn more patient, sincere and reliable.