Ayunda Shaharani
Sleeping Flower

Like a bow-bow

My heart has been hurt back

right at the increasingly racing heart rate is not scented when you are present

Your presence is like a rose with a million charms complete with fragrance attached to the beauty of the rose

Without me knowing the rose I met was not the owner of it

I could only look at the beauty of the rose

In an instant, the rose disappeared from my sight

I'm searching.. Keep looking for where my roses are

When I believe I will find my roses and I believe my roses will always accompany me

In front of me not only my hands feel sick when they have to be pierced by rose thorns

My heart also ached when I found my rose had changed hands

My rose is no longer mine

My rose is no longer my pride

My rose is no longer my happiness

My rose was picked by the real owner of the garden

This footstool felt unable to sustain the broken heart and weak body when I really had no hope of having my rose

I was held back between wanting my roses back and either making them mine or letting the other hand enjoy their beauty and fragrance

I looked at the happy face of the gardener actually found the beloved rose

This step of the foot stepped back to choose to lose the rose even though it was lost was the hope to have the rose,

My roses have been in good hands and the actual owners of the garden

Let it be so that this self may have the opportunity to stare at its beauty but to make the rose his own is not entitled to it.

My roses are happy in the hands of your beloved,

I will be happy when you are happy to grow blooming, groomed and awake covered with a million love and affection from your true lover.

~𝓚𝓸𝓽𝓪 𝓢, 10 𝓐𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓵~

𝓐𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓪 𝓢𝔂𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓷𝓲

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Learning to be patient even though it is difficult.

Learning hard despite the weight.

Learning tawakkal is medicine.

The three principles that Ayunda built. Ayunda was crying but not sniffling, Ayunda was sad but not excessive, Ayunda was disappointed but that does not mean he was angry.

That's where Ayunda, in the hospital room always strengthen themselves. After reading the letter from Raffa

"Non, isn't that okay?"

He signals that he is okay. But unexpectedly

"Bi' my head feels like it's spinning itself around and heavy Bi' "

As soon as possible Bi' Inem called the doctor to deal with his young nyoya.

"Ayunda, you don't think much. Get enough rest, eat regularly and drink plenty of water"

Now Ayunda Meng rested herself for a moment as well as her heart.

Ummi Hannah hasn't returned yet, someone unexpectedly came to visit Ayunda.

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"Wa'alaikumussalam" Bi' Inem answered that Ayunda was sleeping, and Bi Inem told the story of the incident to the familiar friend of his young mistress

"Astagfirullah, Ayunda quickly healed and improved" said the woman who was two-bodied with a distended stomach that had begun to notice

Ayunda who has not really slept blinked her eyes and woke up while mentioning the name of the woman who is now anxious to see him, and,

"Yuna, you're here"

Yuna nodded, Ayunda confirmed the sitting position assisted Yuna also bi'Inem.

"Hey, Ayunda why are you like this? The moment I heard you in the hospital I rushed over here"

"No need to worry. Thank God I've improved enough"

"So Bi' Inem said your head feels heavy? Is it still heavy?"

"Alhamdulillah is gone"

So he wanted to take his knife he fell. Next to the dropped knife Yuna saw it, a piece of paper that was wasted just like that, even though the paper still looks good especially the handwriting. Yuna took the knife and the piece of paper, and read it in her heart.

The new Ayunda realized that Yuna knew about the paper was trying to ask her back. Of course it was not heeded by Yuna who was stirring pervading the written word.

Still holding the paper, Yuna asked for an explanation of the contents of the letter she was holding

"Ayunda, what does all this mean? What is Raffa-?" sir?"

Ayunda could understand what Yuna wanted to say but Yuna could not,

"Yuna, you calm down. It's okay Mr. Raffa is getting married, what's wrong with that"

"Married is the Sunnah of the Prophet Yuna, you certainly already know it very well"

"But, astagfirullah ..." Yuna could not speak anymore

He went straight to visit Ayunda. This time Ayunda was no longer crying her tears were tired to cry. Quite patient, sincere and confident.

But this time Yuna was crying.

"Yuna, don't cry. I'm fine"

Yuna was calmer, seeing that Ayunda was strong, she was determined to be strong as well.

Mutually strengthen, pray for each other that is for friends/familiar friends.

After all back calm and improved, Yuna carried out her initial intention of peeling the fruit for Ayunda as well as for herself because Ayunda forced her to eat it so that the content is healthy always.

The doctor came back, gave medicine to Ayunda. As a result of the reaction of the drug, Ayunda was so sleepy. Yuna rushed home to see Ayunda who needed some time to sleep.

Not long after Yuna's departure, Ayunda fell asleep.

In his sleep Ayunda had a dream...

~Oma Ranti~ Residence

The venue will be the wedding of Raffa and Azzalia.

On the evening of the wedding night, cheerful and bustling cheers enveloped the atmosphere of the residence.

The bride-to-be was using mahendi in her hand.

While being cool teasing and joking, came a man with a pretty handsome face stopping the crowd with the sound of a gun that shot. A split second all went silent and the man was in the spotlight. The bride in her room looked out into the living room, seeing what had happened.

"Azzalia get out of you, get out!"

Azzalia came out slowly down the stairs, quite surprised by the presence and recklessness of the man who was making a rowdy house.

"What do you want, Adam? Where is Raffa, why did you come alone? "

Adam smiled cynically and said,

"You want to know where Raffa is. Look it!" Showing a video that shows Ayunda with Raffa while laughing at each other, there are even some photos of Raffa while being with Ayunda and Audri

"What does this all mean, Adam?"

"Raffa has betrayed you Azzalia"

"So you better cancel your marriage with her"

Azzalia was silent and could not say anything. His body stiffened instantly, Oma Ranti came to see what the furore-maker Adam intended,

"What's this?"

Azzalia also spoke about the video and photos of Raffa, without saying Oma Ranti contacted Raffa's family and the people in the house were silent for a moment.

~Call connected~

"Assalamu'alaikum Oma" Sapa Mama Raffa

"My mother Reyza did not expect Raffa's behavior while away from Azzalia, how could she betray Azzalia"

"Sorry Oma, what does Oma mean? Accusing my son like that?"

"God, you have not covered up your son's faults"

"Oma this is all well talked about. Not like this"

"I'm already disappointed. The marriage between Raffa and Azzalia was annulled"

Mama Raffa was inexhaustible with the nature and thoughts of Oma Ranti and Azzalia who immediately concluded the news that is still taboo truth with that fast.

"Alright, then Oma. May one day you not regret what you did and accuse My Son"

"It is true that some say that "Good fool in the hands of good man and vice versa"

"And my son Raffa, is a good boy inshaAllah Raffa will get better"

~Call disconnected~

Good evening and Happy Rest to all! 😇