Ayunda Shaharani
About the Heart

In a luxurious house like a palace a family consisting of a husband and wife and one son is gathering to let go of each other's longing, especially the son of the house who has missed the Papa so much and the Mama.

"Raffa tumben you home? Are you usually busy with your academic world?" asked a beautiful woman wearing glasses with an instant hijab to wrap her hair. Still looks beautiful even though his age is no longer young asked about Raffa who does not usually go home faster with a slightly satirical tone.

"Raffa kangen same atmosphere Mah house! Raffa was also very upset with Mama and Papa" Raffa replied gently, "Actually someone wants Raffa to tell Mama and Papa"

"What's the matter, baby?" ask that woman who was Mama Raffa, "don't you tell me about your academics? Duh, if that's Mamah'd have told you just walk Raffa! you're not wrong with changing Om Fahri"

The flashback

The night after the day Raffa gathered the files to Omnya and became the guardian angel for a student named Ayunda. Also the day he was reunited with the student repeatedly but that was not what made Raffa too upset. That night Raffa was upset with his Om request it felt like he wanted to cancel the deal with Omnya until he finally decided to contact Mamahnya who lives in the city of N asking for advice to his parents.

Connected calls ...!

"Assalamu'alaikum Ma!"

"Wa'alaikumussalam Raffa!" replied the woman in a happy tone, "weren't asleep yet? It's 10 o'clock in the night, baby? Mama told you that you should manage your time as best you can and do not stay up late. Health is expensive Raffa! Take care of your health! " emma Raffa said to her only son

"Yes Ma. Raffa remembers it all. Just now Raffa's thinking something"

"So what are you thinking about Raffa? What about Azzalia?"

"At first it was Ma. He's been busy very rarely contact Raffa but just now he's been telling Raffa"

Raffa started talking to Mama

"If you have to be patient with Azzalia because she has more tasks to complete. Mama think you know for yourself because the task is also not much different from you" Mama Raffa reminded Raffa that her lover was equally busy with Raffa. Namely Busy with his S 2 lectures and take care of his Oma business while looking for experience.

''Raffa knows it's Ma!" Raffa answered her mother on a phone call

"Keep, what are you thinking, baby?" ask the woman affectionately as a sign of being ready to hear the curses from her son

"On the trust that Om Fahri gave to Raffa, Ma" replied Raffa with enough anxiety, "Raffa felt bad for Ma because many people outside there expect the position of Raffa now. Many of them fought hard to be accepted but often fate said otherwise. Here Raffa easily got that position. Well even if it's only 1 semester"

"Rem ... Mama understands how you feel. That is the life of Raffa has become the will of God as such and for those who have tried but not succeeded there will surely be better successes that God has prepared for them. And for you, just live with full responsibility and lillahi ta'ala because of God alone!"

"All right! Thanks for the advice Ma! Raffa is always relieved after getting guidance and direction from Mama"

"Honey you are Mama's and Papa's only son. Mama and Papa waited long enough for you but we were always sure that God would present you in our lives. Especially after taking care of Om Fahri since he was a child from there we were like given new hope. That little Fahri always taught us things that never crossed our hearts"

"Ma? Mama never told Raffa about what Om Fahri told Mama when she was a kid?"

"Just have Mamah say live lillahi ta'ala. So, little Fahri told Mama who was still always doing business to be able to have children. I don't know if it's very unlikely when such a small child can know but the truth is there is an angel who incarnated into that little Fahri. So he knew when we had the effort but God did not give it at once Little Fahri, Om you who asked you to replace it said to Mama "Live all in this life lillahi ta'ala (for Allah alone) Ma!" mama Raffa replied with a slight mellow, "from there Mama and Papa really resigned to what God chose and it turns out the next month after Mama and Papa check, Mama declared pregnant you Raffa"

"Ma? Raffa knows from Mom's voice...Mama must be crying"

"Yes Mama cried because she was grateful to be given the opportunity to raise and educate you. So Raffa according to little Fahri's message to Mama and now Mamah tell you the same"

"So why did Mama just say this to Raffa Ma?" asked Raffa who was a little not accepted because the Mama hid such a thing on Raffa

"what's left? Mama thinks you're a rationalist dear" replied Mama Raffa casually

"But not all Raffa things think rationally. Ma" replied Raffa slightly refuted

"Alright Ma Raffa will do all this lillahi ta'ala" replied Raffa steadily, "yes Raffa closed his phone first. Mama and Papa take care of your health! " don't forget Raffa said a greeting before ending his call.

Call stops...!

Flashback off

Now Raffa reaffirms what he will tell his Mama and Papa,

"What does donk Raffa mean?" ask your mother to make sure

"About Ma's heart, Pa" Raffa is quite serious

"What is your heart? No way Azzalia hurt you because Mama knows well even though Azzalia is busy she will stay loyal to you" Mama Raffa asserted, "he also often calls Mama lately he said now you are difficult to contact yaa.semenjak be a lecturer, he said"

"How else is Ma? Many of Raffa must take care of starting from the thesis, students sometimes also have a bad heart"

"Already Raffa you should go straight to the point just the same Papa" said a handsome man similar to Raffa who has entered the age of Papa Raffa,"if the same Mama will certainly be longer later"

"Papa??? " said Mamahnya Raffa with a look of dislike

"Gee, Papa's just kidding!" papa Raffa tried to find a defense after getting a horrible look from his wife

"Ma, Pa allow Raffa to talk" Raffa who tries to talk between his parents who are fighting gazes

"Please Raffa! Please!" said the Papa

"Gini Ma, Pa is there.a girl who's been bothering Raffa lately. At first Raffa accidentally helped him and Raffa also did not intend to be a guest at his house but Raffa's intention was to help Ms. Yeni instead meet Raffa with the girl and be a guest at his house with Ms. Yeni"

"So you mean? You're starting to feel the same way that girl?"

"Raffa also confuses Ma, Pa with Raffa's own feelings. Raffa was just amazed by the girl" replied Raffa tried to convince himself, "which Raffa would immediately justify Azzalia because it was Raffa's initial intention even before becoming a Lecturer"

Hearing Raffa's explanation, Papa Raffa responded to Raffa's feelings by giving him a tip, "Raff, don't rush! Getting married once in a lifetime requires careful thought and a great commitment"

"Yes Raffa. Do you ask God which one is best for you, Azzalia or the girl?" said the Mamah to give enlightenment

"Yes Ma but if it wasn't Azzalia, Raffa would feel very guilty Ma..Pa has been with Raffa for a long time and he was also present in Raffa's life"

"Calm Raffa! God will surely choose the best for you through his guidance" said Mama Raffa

"OKay! Ma Raffa. But is Mama ready to accept whoever God chose for Raffa? Yes even though it was a girl that Mama and Papa had never met before"

"If you can accept it, Mama and Papa will definitely accept it. Plus, if indeed God has blessed you with the choice of him for you"

"Mama and Papa don't know what kind of girl she is?" Raffa confirmed

And from the direction of the front door came a voice that was quite jarring and familiar to Raffa,

"Just calm! Mama and your Papa already know Raffa" said the man with a woman behind him holding his son.

Fahri Abidzar is the younger brother of Mama Raffa. Since childhood was treated by Mama Raffa because the mother died after giving birth Fahri. A few months later the father was sick and had to follow the Wife for not being able to live without his beloved wife.

Mama Raffa and Fahri were born with a distance of age quite far adrift about 23 years. Therefore Mama and Papa Raffa are the ones who take care of the little Fahri. They took care of him affectionately because at that time they were also craving for a child. Mama Raffa loves her sister like her own child. At the age of 3, Mama Raffa was declared pregnant.

They (Pak Fahri with his wife) approach Mama and Papa Raffa. They kiss and kiss their hands. Raffa and Papa and his mother welcomed the arrival of the little family with great joy. They also spend time together in the family room.

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The night was getting colder indicating that the night was getting late Raffa had entered his room intending to rest. In the heart of Raffa actually did not think Om Fahri and Bu Yeni had told about Ayunda to his parents. With the intention of telling that so that they always lead Raffa to the right path. A path that will not hurt any party.

Raffa was laying down on his bed. The position of the legs still below was still thinking of something by staring at the ceiling of the room. Raffa who felt increasingly unfamiliar when thinking about this finally Raffa plans to go to bed early and wake up early, of course, because he has to solve the problem in his heart with Istikharah prayer.

𝓑𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓪𝓶𝓫𝓾𝓷𝓰....!

Make istikharah prayer? 😯😇

Yuk support Mr. Lecturer to get a hint immediately!