Ayunda Shaharani
Is it Pingin Yaa...?

On the sidelines of the session waiting for Lydia to open the conversation by asking a question to the five of them.

"Emm ... Do you really want to be a teacher?" Lydia asks questions while occasionally stirring the ice dalgona in her glass with a straw that should be used for drinking, "you always end up with the spirit of every ngerjain task"

"We're just ordinary people Lydia! We have also complained but again that by complaining will not ignore all our problems" Ayunda answered immediately (according to the feelings and instincts of Ayunda at that time), "we just have to go through and follow the flow like running water. As long as the water is always flowing it will not be cloudy and not be a problem"

"Well! Agree with me Ayunda. What if I was anyway? How ya? Difficult njelasin. To be sure this is the will of my parents and as a child who wants to be filial I follow it" Stevi tells the reason, "alhamdulillah now I am happy .. happy aja really! Even now I feel grateful for what? Because with me taking this teacher's education study I was met with you guys"

"Uuhh very sweet!'" sahut Lydia

"If I really like children. So because I like it I want to teach them about various kinds of science and knowledge. That's why I decided to become a teacher" Mala replied

Lydia who heard it was a beard and salut on the grounds of Mala, who,

"What a wonderful Mala! That's very nice and noble. What about the three of you?" Lydia continued to interrogate Ayunda, Raya and Hanum

"I ...? Actually I want to work just do not need to go to college but my brother makes me make college" said Raya with a pretty sad face, "while Papa also wants to see his girls become a carrier of benefits for many people, namely by becoming a Teacher"

"So it's almost the same as Stevi?"reply Lydia, "just Stevi more sincere with his life if you. He he"

Raya only replied with a cynical smile coupled with a sad look on her face at this time

"You have accepted your way of life! Like me" Stevi advised with a sincere smile, "if not then we won't know each other"

"It is the Kingdom! If you become an automated work you will not know me whose good cannot be counted. Ha ha" Hanum who was instantly looking at the cynical glances from the Kingdom. Hanum whose intention was just to melt the atmosphere immediately said that he was just joking.

"You're Hanum yourself, how is it?" Lydia cornered Hanum

"I am .. same as Mala who already has aspirations to become a Teacher" he replied proudly

And now Lydia's gaze stopped on a girl who had just been a listener and occasionally looked at her eyes glancing at the scenery around the campus as if in a state of doubt and anxiety resignedly.

"Well! Now you're Ayunda. What are you about? Your story will be longer than theirs"

Ayunda who heard the statement from Lydia could only laugh a little with the smile of her feet.

"Hey! How come you're even gnawing?" reply Lydia, ''ayo told Ayunda Syaharani!"

"Where are ya? Long story will not be enough later if I have to tell everything" Ayunda tried to avoid a little

"The important points are Ayunda. Okay well? Please! Come on Ayunda!" answer Lydia shriek

Seeing Lydia like that where Ayunda could refuse, Ayunda began to tell the story and the reason, "Actually my story is almost the same as Stevi and Raya. I took this educational study because my family wanted to. But just like Stevi now I feel grateful because otherwise I wouldn't be able to know and be familiar with you guys"

"Is that all? Nobody wants to add to the story? There's a lot of listeners here" Lydia still feels less of a reason for Ayunda

"Are you sure you want to run from start to finish?" Ayunda convinced them once again

"Confident! Buruan Ayunda!'' Lydia was impatient

"So gini.it was the time of graduation white gray I was met with someone. He was a good man, well mannered, and his knowledge was also very good. Every certain night he filled dawah in the mosque not far from my house from where I began to know him. I just listened to his talk and I did not have the courage to look at him until one day after the end of the sermon when the worshippers had already scattered from the mosque, only 3 people left are me, my Majlis friend named Yuna and him (Ustadz). Suddenly someone called my name. Yuna and I stopped and looked back. About who is calling? With doubt I thought what Ustadz was calling me by my full name? I was thinking where is it possible? But it turns out that it was Ustadz who called"

"What is Ayunda talking about?" mala asked, Raya and Stevi were curious except for Hanum who already knew how Ayunda lived

"Keep Ustadz--"

"Ayunda, let's go!" said Lydia cut the conversation because she was curious enough

"She expressed her feelings towards me" Ayunda said the words sounding quite sad but still showed that she was fine

"Means you guys have been in touch long enough donk? Then want to be married again?" Lydia spontaneously guessed

Hanum who knows how the incident experienced by Ayunda his close friend immediately divorced Lydia with enough emotion, he said,

Fortunately Lydia was indeed a girl who did not raise the problem too much so Lydia remained relaxed and continued to the next question,

"So how's Ayunda? Isn't that what I said?" the question is quite relaxed because he feels there is nothing wrong with his speech should instead it will make Ayunda happy

Ayunda stared at Lydia and smiled calmly telling her how the end of the relationship Lydia meant,

"Unfortunately what you said just now didn't happen Lydia! It's the opposite happening"

"Yund? What do you mean?"

"After the revelation of that feeling I admitted that I was very happy. Because honestly I also have the same feelings for him and plus he said that he would crush me and justify me as soon as possible"

Lydia and Mala who had wanted to interrupt Ayunda's story with various questions but were stopped by Hanum. So that they hear the story until it's over and don't have to ask questions that actually hurt Ayunda if they only knew.

"Continue Ayunda?" said Hanum

Ayunda smiled at Hanum and continued her story, "I felt like I was the happiest girl of the time. I get love from someone I love in my heart. My wish will come true. The desire to be able to live with the man I love in his Ridho. But the days went on and passed just like that I waited a week for his arrival to meet my parents with the intention of beating me and after that I could be his forever and vice versa. But back again we humans can only plan but God is the one who sets everything in His Best way"

Seeing their food order that was already cold Ayunda stopped his story for a moment. Invite them to eat first because it was from a few minutes ago their food has come

"The story I will continue later now we eat first!"

"But Ayunda?" Raya is already quite curious but again Hanum broke up and stopped. Hanum blinked his eyes and put an index finger in his mouth as a gesture of silence

They Ayunda, Hanum, Mala, Raya and Stevi and Lydia were still in that place until the food from them ran out one by one. They are quite comfortable to linger in the seat under the tree because the place is comfortable and cool, especially often the breeze hit their skin.

Seeing the look on Ayunda's face that is quite calm Lydia wants Ayunda to continue the story but see Hanum's attitude as if not forcing Ayunda to tell it let Ayunda tell her if she wants to. Surely it makes Lydia go awry and suddenly Raya reminds Ayunda.

"Emc ... What was Ayunda?" the word Raya accompanied with a meaningful smile

Ayunda continued, immediately,

he decided to continue his unresolved story.

"I waited for him and I was very sure that he would keep his word. Then came the night he filled the ceremony as usual and just as last night when he called me and expressed his feelings, that same night he said that-? Ahh no, not before saying that he apologized first to me. Yes he apologized to me when the night before he expressed his feelings now why did he suddenly apologize? I thought he was apologizing because he hadn't been able to see my parents for a week more than he should have. I also forgive even though my heart actually can't wait to collect the evidence from his words yesterday. Not long ago in a pretty purau voice he apologized again to me and I wonder in my heart what this second apology is for? I reiterate again that I do not mind if in one week he has not been able to come because there are days later he explained again and it turns out that the apology for the second time is not because it was however because he could not keep his word that he would crush me and justify me"

Ayunda revealed it all quite calmly without any more tears escaping on her cheeks. She promised herself to be strong, strong and strong. He had to be sincere and start opening his heart again. This has become the destiny of the Almighty so Ayunda must be able to accept it with sincerity. As Abah said do not be fixated with your past now Ayunda is steady to look at his future and maybe now also has appeared there is a sense in someone who is none other than and not is Raffa.

Mala, Raya, Stevi and Lydia who heard that were completely in disbelief. Why is the man called Ustadz by Ayunda so much to a girl as good as Ayunda?

Now they feel guilty for forcing Ayunda to tell it all they immediately stand up and throw themselves into Ayunda's arms.

"Stay calm guys! I'm great!" Ayunda convinces Mala, Raya, Stevi and Lydia.

Lydia this time really felt bad, she had started it all. If he did not ask a lot of questions Ayunda certainly never remembered his sad time yesterday.

"i'm sorry Ayunda!" Lydia apologized by putting her hands together and sitting in front of Ayunda. Lydia held the hand of Ayunda still placed in her own lap

"It's okay Lydia! No problem!" Ayunda said with a very calm face and looks like nothing happened

Lydia immediately hugged Ayunda back and teased Ayunda to comfort her, "My mother I will find a better prince for you so you just calm down. Okay?"

Ayunda could not help but laugh when she heard Lydia's words just now.

"Eh, really Ayunda! Tell me what type of you are? Ntar I help nyari" Lydia replied, "that surely you don't have to be sad because of her anymore. You should know that there are still a lot of guys better"

"Yes, said Lydia and you need to know that We are always with you Ayunda Syaharani" said Mala

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