Ayunda Shaharani
Man or Angel

Still standing beside the door, the hand of someone was still holding the handle of the door of the hospital room where Ayunda was treated. In one's heart, feeling grateful Ayunda was not seriously injured.

However, it is undeniable that in the depths of his heart he felt guilty for the woman who was injured by his body for trying to save him, he said, even Raffa did not think he would make a wound that hurt more than the body wound that Ayunda felt, namely the wound of the heart.

Not a single moment crossed in the heart and in the mind of Raffa to hurt women as good, as soft and as good as Ayunda because once was in fact, he had a taste in Ayunda but fate said another.

Ummi Hannah and Ayunda, who discover that Raffa is hearing their conversation, quickly invite Raffa to come in and divert the discussion.

This time Ummi Hannah approached Raffa and invited Raffa to see the state of Ayunda,

"Let's Raffa! Alhamdulillah said Ayunda's doctor did not suffer severe injuries, only needed a lot of rest for the recovery of his body that was stuck"

"And after being able to handle it well for the next few days after that Ayunda was able to return home"

Ummi Hannah was explaining the situation of Ayunda but the sight of Ayunda wiping her tears secretly so as not to be seen by Raffa was not spared from Raffa's vision. That is, even though covered like that, Raffa knows the sadness that Ayunda is experiencing at this time.

Quite deliberately, Raffa was now staring at Ayunda.

Raffa wants to test as hard as Ayunda will hide the sadness he experienced because of him (Raffa).

It turned out that a smile was engraved on the lips of the woman who was actually finding the double wound. A smile that made him okay and he was strong. That's what Raffa can catch on the look of Ayunda's face when giving her smile.

How can you cover your grief like this? Especially you Ayunda?

Do you think I don't know what you're going through right now?

Oh Allah how good they are.

Are they humans or angels disguised as humans?

Raffa is an inexhaustible mother and child who hides her grief in front of people who have actually made them sad.

"Please meet Ayunda Raffa!"

Ah, Ummi Hannah's voice resuscitated Raffa from what came to her heart.

Looking at the two women in front of him who looked at each other with a slow step Raffa approached where Ayunda was lying at that time,

Raffa walked up and stopped right beside Ayunda. Ayunda did not dare to look at Raffa,

Ayunda simply turned her face and stared in the opposite direction.

"Alhamdulillah, you are not seriously injured Ayunda, I am very happy to hear the news" said Raffa was quite unkind if you can be honest,

"i can only thank you for betting your life to save me"

"Sama-sama Raffa should be helping each other" said Ummi Hannah who could not bear to see her daughter who was tired enough to criticize and cover the state of her heart

"Thank you for sacrificing for me" Raffa said again

Ayunda also strengthened himself to answer that gratitude,

"Sama-sama Mr. Raffa is happy for me to do that" displaying the impression that he is fine even very well

Raffa is helpless, though,

he doesn't know what else to do?

What do you have to do to keep Ayunda from getting hurt like this?

Ayunda hid the wound in her heart.

"Yes Mr. Raffa" Ayunda replied sweetly and sincerely as usual

Raffa who could not stand Ayunda who was so good at covering his wound almost shed tears, immediately wiped his tears before dripping.

Ayunda who knows about it, does not want to assume the no-no. The hope that there is little hope for Ayunda occupies the heart of Raffa and Raffa will choose him or any other hope.

"Just say, What do you want to say Mr Raffa?" Ayunda reiterated

Raffa tried to calm his heart and mind at this time, because at this time Raffa himself really felt very guilty about Ayunda.

Ayunda is a good woman who does not deserve to be hurt.

Raffaa still remembers Ayunda's smile when giving her a sandwich as a thank you for the handkerchief she gave.

Raffa remembers too,

when I first met Ayunda in Mr. Fahri's room,

at that time Raffa became the angel of help that God sent to help Ayunda. Helping from the anger of Mr. Fahri the perfectionist.

And Raffa still remembers, very much,

Ayunda who was crying at that time, I don't know because of what? Raffa did not dare to ask Ayunda more deeply at that time. Although his heart was very curious and if it could also comfort and calm Ayunda, but what is the power of only a handkerchief that Raffa can give to Ayunda at that time, but who would have thought Ayunda was very helped even with just the handkerchief that Raffa gave.

"Your mother is mysterious in addition to that you are also very good" Raffa monologues with himself while still remembering when he met and with Ayunda. Raffa also remembered how fate brought them together continuously in that one day"Sweet but real!" think Raffa in the heart.

Raffa smiled wryly at himself when he saw the good woman who was waiting for what Raffa wanted to say.

"My mother knew I had made you hurt and suffer"

"I'm sorry Ayunda! Even though your heart can't fully forgive me"

"There was never the slightest intention in my heart and mind to give you a double wound in an instant like now"

"What do you mean Sir? Double wound? My body alone is Pak who is injured" Ayunda said by pointing his face at Raffa at a glance

Silence back...

Raffa understands Ayunda is not a woman. Ayunda is not like women in general. Raffa, who initially wants to say that he already knows about Ayunda's feelings for her, changes to cancel it. Let Ayunda fully recover and improve. It is better if now he does not appear before Ayunda so that Ayunda does not remember the double wound that must be obtained because of it.

Not wanting to add more sadness to the woman in front of him who looked sad and disappointed despite trying to be covered, Raffa left the room at that time.

"Ummi, my Ayunda goes first. Thanks for letting me in"

Raffa leaves Ayunda and Umm Hannah. Raffa looked at Ayunda, at first glance wanting to hold Ayunda and calm down at that moment, but it was impossible to happen and Raffa did. Raffa is not a mahrom to Ayunda. Besides, the,

Raffa also has to remember at his wedding which is only a week away.

𝓐𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓶𝓾'𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓴𝓾𝓶 𝓦𝓻 𝓦𝓫

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𝓦𝓪𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓶𝓾'𝓪𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓴𝓾𝓶 𝓦𝓻. 𝓦𝓫