Back To Me (Byun Baekhyun)
14

"Hana."

"Yes dad?"

"You and Baekhyun, something happened, right? You're moody not just because of skincare problems like your husband said, right?"

Hana lowered her head. Now he is dealing with his father-in-law. They broke away into the gazebo behind the house.

"Sorry father," In the end Hana can't hide anything from her father-in-law whom she already considers her own father.

"Baekhyun hurt you?"

Hana shook her head, "No. I'm the father, I hurt him."

"I lied to him, dad."

Baekhyun's father's eyebrows fused together, "You mean? Explain to me, Hana!"

Hana told him from the beginning, everything and nothing was covered at all.

"I'm sorry I let father's son down."

"But I didn't mean that. I was just overwhelmed by the beauty of youth that I had never felt. I should also be able to be honest with Baekhyun. I just. I don't have the heart to be honest with him. Baekhyun will always say yes even if in his heart it is not so, which is important for him I am happy. He always prioritizes what makes me happy."

"Now I feel so stupid. Having a husband who could love me was amazingly great, but I let him down. I misstep, dad. Now Baekhyun seems hard to trust me anymore. I scared him again of treason."

"Please, I'm sorry, Dad."

Baekhyun's father only sighed, his hands outstretched to rub Hana's back.

"It has. Dad understands. But please Hana, don't do it again. You know, it's not easy for Baekhyun to finally trust someone and love that person. For others it might be lied to like it's not too big of a problem, but it's different for Baekhyun. He's got a bad past that starts with a little lie."

Hana again sobbed, she knew, and became the reason Baekhyun remembered his trauma and was no longer trusted by her husband to make Hana's heart hurt, very sick, as if it was all punishment that Hana had to accept.

"I'm not going to do what her birth mother did. I love her so much, Dad. I've hung my life on her."

Hana's father-in-law nodded, "Dad still believes in you."

"Hana, if Baekhyun doesn't trust you anymore"

"You can build that trust from the beginning again, it's a little difficult. But if you could ever do it, now you can."

"Enough to never make this mistake again, no matter how small the lie."

Hana nodded confidently, "Thank you dad. I'm sorry I can't be a good daughter-in-law to you."

"You're not even my man anymore."

Hana looked up her head worriedly, "You're like my own daughter, Hana."

Hana smiled, thinking that Baekhyun's father was angry and would not consider him a ghost anymore.

"Whatever Baekhyun has on you, he never wants you to cry, judging by how he watches you worriedly here from a distance."

"Eh?"

"Don't look, he'll turn his face away."

Hana nodded.

"It has. Man is the place to do wrong. Baekhyun must have forgiven you, and come back to trust you just now, you didn't do it again."

"Yes, dad, thank you."

"Let's go back to the others."

***

After this afternoon they were fighting nothing in front of all their guests, and after their return, Hana chose to be alone, he had not even seen Hyuna in his room who had been sleeping since an hour ago.

Looking at the gloomy Hana and having such a blank look, Baekhyun felt guilty. Maybe his wife was like this because she was still thinking about what she said that she was afraid and worried. Well, that's true. But Baekhyun was also trying not to think that far. He tried to reassure himself that it was just his excessive worry.

Look, even up to when Baekhyun was sitting on the edge of the mattress. Hana's still not flinching. Until finally the man went up on the bed, sat down beside Hana and held Hana's hand.

Hana immediately gasped in surprise, "Baekhyun? Since when did you come in?"

"Think what?"

"No, I just---,"

"Don't be like this Hana. You've been crying 2 times today, and now you're daydreaming, your eyes are blank. If it's still about your guilt, I forgive you really."

Hana looked at Baekhyun's worried eyes, no more flat tone of her husband's voice, Baekhyun's soft voice returned.

"As for my fear, it's only me who thinks too much. I'm trying to get rid of that thought. So Hana, please help me."

Hana's hands now cupped her husband's face, looking into Baekhyun's eyes and unconsciously Hana was eroding the distance between their faces and ended with Hana's lips touching more of her husband's lips.

Baekhyun sank with what Hana did to him, his hand reaching for Hana's waist to make her get closer to him.

They both tilt their faces to find the most comfortable position on each other's lips.

Hana took it off first, but she was not willing to keep her face away from Baekhyun making now their foreheads fused together. Hana's hand was still on Baekhyun's cheek, rubbing gently on it with her thumb.

"I'll do anything to make you believe me."

"I'm not making promises to you, but to myself."

Baekhyun just smiled faintly, "I miss you."

Hana nodded, "I want you tonight, okay?"

Not usually Hana invites first, it must always be Baekhyun. Hana also did not know why she could say it. He just can't help himself anymore if he misses and wants the guy tonight.

Not getting an answer, Hana grimaced in embarrassment, "But if you don't want to, it's okay."

Hana distanced her body from Baekhyun but was immediately restrained by the man, "When did I say no?"

"You're just quiet."

"I'm just admiring you. This woman dared to take it first. I'm a little... proud?"

"Don't make me so embarrassed!" Now Hana sulked making Baekhyun chuckle.

"Please Hana," said Baekhyun, making Hana turn.

"Have me tonight if you really want to."

"Because I want you too."

Hana's cheeks meet red, but she moves on to reunite her aunt with her husband's.

Baekhyun quickly grabbed Hana's body for her to lay on the bed and she was on it with her hand.

"Don't think about anything Baekhyun. Forget everything for a moment. At least for tonight."

"Just think of me as yours. It's nobody. Only you. It's all yours."

Baekhyun smiled, "Yes, you are mine, Hana."

"And always be."