Back To Me (Byun Baekhyun)
26

For this time Baekhyun will follow his ego, he does not go to the office, he waits for Hana until the woman comes out and intends to follow him. Not caring about her heart telling her to believe in Hana, because her logic was suspecting Hana not with unfounded reasons. For him this reason was quite strong. Hana who changed from the first moment of her consciousness, the redness in Hana's bend that Baekhyun clearly saw that it was exactly the reddish kiss-mark, it was, rumors circulated in the office that Hana was with another man at the nightclub, until a message from Sin Ho invited her to meet.

At exactly 9 o'clock, Hana got out of the house, the woman went by taxi to somewhere. As much as possible Baekhyun kept his distance from the taxi Hana was riding in so that Hana would not see her car following behind.

Hana's taxi stopped somewhere, it was a park near the Han river. Baekhyun's heart is getting more and more unbecoming, from somewhere it looks like they're going to be dating right?  And no he saw Hyo Ri there, only Sin Ho.

Baekhyun peeked behind a tree a bit away from the point where Hana and Sin Ho met, but the man could not hear what the two of them were talking about. All Baekhyun saw was how Sin Ho pulled Hana into his arms. And already, that was obvious enough for Baekhyun.

Not wanting to further torment his already extraordinarily painful heart, Baekhyun turned his body back to leave immediately.

Arriving in the car, Baekhyun clenched his hand. He should never have trusted women. She should never have hung her heart like this on Hana. He should never have fallen this deep on that woman.

"Are you really this bad Hana?"

"You're so sweet, and I should know something really sweet can kill you sometimes."

"And you did it."

Ja. As sweet foods that can cause deadly diseases, for Baekhyun be all that Hana had said to him.

Not going to go he said? 

Baekhyun laughed at himself.

Maybe it means not not yet but not yet.

Won't do what his mother did?

Maybe not, but not yet discovered.

Baekhyun could not describe how his heart was now. Very destroyed amazing. How not? It was like being betrayed by two people. Hana and herself. Himself who was once principled will not marry but in the end destroy the principle and then this is the result.

"God, what is my fault?"

No. gabe. Baekhyun did not want to cry. But those tears still wet his cheeks.

He laughed again when he realized that he could not hold back his tears.

"Fucking tears!"

"You're crying because you feel sorry for yourself Byun Baekhyun?"

"It did."

"You're so sorry."

***

Chanyeol finds Baekhyun smoking in his study. Not usually. The man rarely smoked. Chanyeol knew very well that the man smoked only when he had a problem.

"You why?" Ask Chanyeol.

Baekhyun glanced at Chanyeol, "It's okay."

"You smoke in your study. That wasn't you once."

"Indeed why? Go then! I'm just dizzy over work."

"You sure?"

Baekhyun muttered, "Hm..."

"May I get permission to go out for a minute?"

"Where?"

"A little while, there's business."

"There!"

Chanyeol smiled, "Okay boss, thank you very much."

Baekhyun stared at Chanyeol's departure. He does not know whether Chanyeol hides Hana's betrayal or not. But damn it, Baekhyun is hard to imagine Chanyeol as evil as that. They've been friends for years. Long before Baekhyun knew Hana. Could that man betray her?

It could be. But Baekhyun chose not to know. Because it just makes his heart hurt more, right? So he did not discuss Hana with Chanyeol.

Baekhyun ruffled his hair in frustration, he got up from his work chair and chose to go home. Perhaps meeting Hyuna would make her heart much calmer.

***

Here comes Baekhyun. At home with Hyuna. Aunt Miran has Baekhyun told you to go home because he will look after Hyuna today, and his wife? Don't know. Not returned and not informed.

Baekhyun caught Hyuna who had walked up to him after picking up her toy.

"Be careful, dear" said Baekhyun.

Hyuna simply nodded, "Yes father," her daughter was getting smarter and answered her words.

"Hyuna," call Baekhyun.

"Dad loves you" he said again.

"Dad loves your mother too."

"But dad's heart hurts, Hyuna."

"Dad is sad."

Hyuna looked at her father with her innocent gaze, the toddler immediately hugged her father.

"Dad don't be sad" said Hyuna who put her hand on her father's neck sitting on the floor.

"Hyuna loves you?" Ask Baekhyun.

"Yes," Hyuna replied funny.

Baekhyun immediately smiled, he carried his daughter to the end he kissed the cheek and forehead of the child.

"Hyuna's a good boy, baby?"

"If everything lies to you, I hope only Hyuna will never do it" Baekhyun said.

Hyuna just nodded because the little boy did not fully understand what the father said.

"Dad.." call Hyuna.

"Yes baby?"

"Soranghae."

Baekhyun smiled again, "Nado."

Along with that his phone on the table vibrated a sign there was an incoming message.

"Before a while, I'll grab the phone first" said Baekhyun, now lowering his daughter to pick up the phone at the table.

It turned out to be a message from an unknown number. When he was not the message, it turned out to be a photograph showing a pair of men and women making out, and although the photo was taken from the side, Baekhyun recognized them.

Ja.

Hana and Sin Ho.

Baekhyun squeezed his phone, "After this much less Hana?"

"You surprised me too much today."

***

Hana enters her house, but is quiet in the living room. Usually there will be aunt Miran who accompanies Hyuna to play if she leaves. Then he went upstairs to Hyuna's room.

It turns out that the toddler is asleep, but Hana does not find Aunt Miran. It was impossible for Aunt Miran to leave Hyuna alone at home.

Then she went to her own room to put the bag she was carrying, and she was surprised to find her husband there.

"Baek, you're not working?" Ask Hana.

"Go home" replied Baekhyun shortly. Hana can catch the difference in tone of speech and look in the eyes of her husband.

"W-why?"

"If you get tired of me or start to stop loving me, you can say it!"

Hana was confused, "Why talk like that?"

"You've found another one, haven't you?"

"You're accusing me of cheating?"

"Are you not?"

"Then what is this?" Baekhyun thrust his phone which showed a photo.

Hana looked at the photo, her eyes were round. That was a photo that night. Hana had no idea that Sin Ho was secretly photographing her and what was her intention? Give it to Baekhyun?

"Can you explain?" Baekhyun asked with raised eyebrows.

"Baekhyunis..."

"So you didn't meet Hyo Ri, you just met Sin Ho."

"Explain about that too."

"I want to hear it."

Hana's chest was rumbling violently. Is it time for him to be honest with Baekhyun about everything?

"How do you think?" Hannah asked her husband.

"You're really having an affair with that guy?"

Hana was silent for a moment, before looking back at her husband.

"Yes." Yeah."

"I cheated on him."

"Why?" Ask Baekhyun without intonation. Hana was silent with her head down.

"Don't love me?"

"Why not say? Why choose cheating?" Baekhyun barely screamed in front of Hana but was lucky he could still hold back a little.

"You can tell me Hana, and I'll willingly let you go in search of another man."

"I'm sorry, but I cheated first."

Baekhyun closed his eyes, enjoying this heartache that was tormenting him so much. His hana had already made his heart break without a remnant. The only woman he trusted betrayed him like this.

"You should be smarter about hiding it, so I don't know, so I don't feel this pain."

Baekhyun did not snap at all, the man just glanced with clenched hands.

"Cry at me Baekhyun!"

"I hurt you, didn't I?"

"My body has been touched by someone else, you should be angry with me!!!"

"Slow down your voice, you'll wake Hyuna up."

"And why am I angry?"

"That's your choice."

"Don't feel guilty, I don't want you to end up like mom."

"My fault Hana. It's my fault that can't make you enough just to have me."

After revealing it all, Baekhyun sighed heavily.

"So what after this? Divorce a?"

"I'll go" replied Hana.

"I'm gonna get out of here."

"Don't."

"Stay here with Hyuna."

"Let me go."

"From the beginning I never wanted a house."

"I don't deserve to have a place to go" Baekhyun said before leaving Hana, who was crying hysterically while hugging her own knee.

"I'm sorry Baekhyun."

"Sorry...."