Back To Me (Byun Baekhyun)
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Now that Hana and Baekhyun had already returned home, only the two of them because Hyuna had not they picked up yet. Many people wanted Baekhyun to ask Hana, especially about Hera. How did Hana know Hera was Sin Ho's cousin? Did Hana meet Hera? Is Hera free? Or how? But Baekhyun doesn't think it's time yet, he wants Hananya to calm down first.

"What do I want to do? Hot tea? Or...."

"You!"

"Hm?"

"I want you!"

Baekhyun was confused, but then Hana made it clear, "Stay here Baekhyun," said Hana while pulling the tip of her husband's shirt just like a child when sulking.

A grin is engraved on Baekhyun's lips, he who was about to leave Hana to the kitchen, so sit back on the sofa, next to the wife.

"Never forget what I said, I'll stay here unless you want me to go."

Hana shook her head, "Are you really going to do it if I wanted to?"

Baekhyun swallowed his own saliva. He's scared now. She was afraid that Hana would really want her to leave. His words are only a tool to keep Hana here, actually he will not be able to actually leave Hana. Just crazy. Died Hana alone was already very messy, how to leave? It must have been a lot harder, Baekhyun couldn't be alone without Hana, and he couldn't let Hana just stand on her own without her.

"L-yes." let this be what Baekhyun answered. Although it must be broken. But Baekhyun hopes Hana also feels the same fear of parting with him.

"Are you going to be able to do it without me?"

Baekhyun shook his head, "It never will. But you have to if you want to. I'm broken without you, but I don't want you to be broken with me, either" this time it really came out of his heart without taking away that fear.

"Your present still makes me mess with Baekhyun."

Without Hana knowing that Baekhyun's hand was trembling, a cold lightness began to be felt in his body when Hana said the sentence as if it was an opening speech that Baekhyun really did not want to hear.

"But the mess can still be tidied up," until as Hana continued her words, Baekhyun looked at Hana.

"I'm just like you. Not with you I'm broken. And it's a lot worse than messy right? A messy house can be tidied up, but a ruined house, a collapsed one is difficult to repair."

Baekhyun was still silent, and remained silent even as Hana grabbed his already cold sweaty hand.

"Help my life Baekhyun. My life's been invaded by irresponsible people, you want to tidy it up?" Hana asked and was quickly taken in by Baekhyun.

"Maybe this sounds unfair. But can I ask for it?"

"What?" Baekhyun finally made a sound with his hoarse voice as it suppressed the rumbling in his chest that had already been jumbled.

"Don't be tired just yet. Don't give up on me. I want to be worthy of you Baekhyun, but it feels impossible after everything happens, so give me time to make peace with everything, accept the fact that I am indeed like this. I also want to love myself, so help me Baekhyun."

Baekhyun's hand touched Hana's cheek, "What's the definition worth to you?"

"When I can be the best for you, just like you are the best for me. But no, I'm not the best Baekhyun. You're too perfect for me."

"Why am I the best? Why do you think I'm perfect?"

"Consider Byun Baekhyun! You're handsome, smart, well-educated, have a lot of money, from a distinguished family, you're not a person who likes to touch women carelessly, you have an incredibly big heart, and I?"

"What's? And you're what?"

"I'm an orphan woman, her education is always interrupted, and being touched by another man is like having no self-respect."

"I'm confused to say that you're narrow-minded or exaggerated?"

"But for sure your statement to me that you think is perfect makes me a little disappointed."

"Why?"

"And hearing your statement about yourself also makes me even more disappointed, because again you did not include something big between us, you forgot about it? You don't sound as big as mine, do you? Do you really not have any?"

"What Baekhyun? You meanwhat?"

"Love."

"You forgot to include it."

"From all the things I have you mentioned, you forget that I also have a great love for you. You also don't include love in your statement about yourself, do you really not have that Hana?"

Hana shook her head, "I love you Baekhyun."

"me too. I love you too."

"And already. Thats enough. We deserve each other because we have the same love. No need to discuss anything else. Enough of that. Ilove you. I love you, and so do you?"

Hana nodded.

"That's the proper definition for me Hana."

Hana bit her own lips as she felt slapped by Baekhyun's words.

"Don't bite your own lips!" Baekhyun.

Hana immediately stopped biting her own lower lip and looked at Baekhyun. Just now she wanted to talk but her lips were first grabbed by her husband's lips. Hana's lower lip that had been bitten by herself was now flanked by Baekhyun's lips.

Baekhyun did it again. Kissing Hana gently, but still involves lust which makes their kiss more aggressive.

I don't know how long they were preoccupied by each other's lips, but Baekhyun finally let go and their breaths clashed.

Baekhyun wiped Hana's hair, staring at Hana deeply.

"You are worthy, baby."

"You are loved."

"I love you because you're Park Hana."

"Women are as perfect as any if she's not Park Hana I don't want to."

"Do you understand everything I mean?"

Hana nodded with a smile.

"Good girl's. It's okay, slow down. I will not be tired of reminding everyone. About you who should love yourself, about me who always loved you and about you who deserved it."

"Thank you so much Baekhyun."

"Don't just be grateful, but do it too!"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Now rest, I'm going to pick up Hyuna. If you're in a good mood, I want to talk."

"About what?"

"Kim Hera."