Between Love and Destiny
Part 138's

The phone was closed feeling his mother became more calm and happy even his mother began to get excited again what else if someone had entered old age of course his feelings were more sensitive and his behavior began to be more annoying course ,so what is our attitude ?

Enjoy taking care of your parents while they are still around 'cause that's a sign that God is giving you a lot of blessings in life, then what if our feelings for parents are so upset ? say istighfar and ask Allah for forgiveness to be given an ocean of patience

Arya was doing this very fortunate thing, repenting by asking forgiveness to her Lord for all her filth, and attaining heaven by filial devotion to her mother

He immediately continued his work but he only remembered if his mother had said that Alena was not home and he said he would go to the campus

"So mom said that Alena would come ? mmm she didn't inform me or ask me for permission when she left the house, hmm did she forget yes or didn't want to bother me "Sit up for a moment

"Yes, maybe he doesn't want to make me ask a lot of questions like he doesn't know how Alena alone doesn't want to burden others at all"

Arya immediately took her phone she wanted to call Alena

"I'll just call him "

But he thought for what reason he called Alena

"No need in the shortest time he will arrive also the distance is also close to home , let me just drive him home later "

Arya mangosteen agreed to his thoughts

by ourselves

meanwhile in the taxi Alena began to feel a very deep pain in her lungs she felt really tight once but again she tried to hold it

"She can go to the hospital a little quickly"

"Propay ya neng street neng jammed "

Alena's face was very pale once she even had to lean her body into a chair

"O Lord, I beg you to strengthen me until this is all done, do not make me go without leaving something precious in me ,do not God I beg at least if I give birth to this child I want Sis Arya to remember me as the mother of her biological child "

The traffic jam made Alena bleed from her nose but once again she wiped it back

The taxi driver did not realize that he was busy watching the direction of the road which finally in five minutes they reached the hospital to be addressed by Alena

"This sir thank you for taking the change "

"Neng but this is mostly '"Sir the driver became unwell

"That's okay sir just take this alms from my husband to my father and family "

By putting tissue in his nose

"Aamin, thank you very much Neng "

"Yes sir - same "

Alena also walked straight to the obstetrician's room that yesterday examined her ,

but apparently in the hospital parking lot there was also Dimas who was standing from earlier pacing like a confused person

"Well how is this what I should do, should I seek treatment or should I let this all end ?"

Dimas seemed confused once he even sat standing, forward retreating pretty in front of the hospital IGD, to the extent that the igd guard officer felt dizzy to see Dimas who had just paced

"You see that handsome guy ?"pointing towards Dimas

"Which one ? "

"that's the one wearing the white stripes "

"Oh yeah why he is, do you like him "

"Damn it, you're just talking !"

"Haven't be shy Jono if you like it's a human right relax "

Plaque...

he hit the tenant

"That's not the case, you think I like swords I'm still normal !"

"Awww don't get mad dong mas jono I'm just kidding ,"

holding the chin of the man, the two male guard nurses seemed to keep joking from earlier relieving the fatigue that occurred in the guard room

"Have now gone straight to the core of the problem what's the matter ?"

this time his friend looked serious

"Well I'll explain to you, you know my head aches suddenly from seeing that man pacing around like he's waiting for his tuyulan to come out"

"Ah you're too much where there are people releasing tuyul in the hospital he tuyul want to help what medicine ,Jono ..Jono "

"I'm seriously trying to see I noticed there were about thirty minutes he was like that from earlier and to be honest my head was so dizzy "

"Yes I have an idea than your head constantly dizzy you better take your head off first and then you put it back on "

Plaque...

he hit his friend again

"Where if people give advice, that's a sign that he has tried it , try to model it first to me if you succeed then I will try it "

"Hahaha Moh me ..."

"It would be wise to give advice without giving an example only in vain "

"Have you come out and just ask what his needs if you just sit and watch his movements alone you can die curious later Jono , quickly ask lest he is in dire need of medical help it may be that his leg nerves are being released or broken so he does not stop pacing right,hayoo hurry you get out immediately "

he was silent as if his brain was beginning to think

"Well, I'll meet the man "

He immediately observed the movements of Dimas probably because of too much pacing

fat in the body Dimas also fall out too

Because it looks from the sweat pouring out of his forehead

"Excuse me, I'm sorry can I help you ?"

Dimas who had too many thoughts to realize the presence of the nurse named Jono

"Is he deaf ?"

He immediately patted Dimas on the shoulder and only then did Dimas wake up from his anxiety

that is how it is if someone who is thinking a lot then he will turn into a human being who does not have any thoughts because he focuses on what is in his mind

"Oh yeah, what's wrong?"

"I should have asked Mas himself why from earlier the pacing mas mandir, forward beautiful retreat in front of this IGD, so much so,I'm in charge of guarding today feeling dizzy Mas even my eyes become yellowish once, look at my eyes "

He showed both eyes to Dimas

"Sorry that his eyes there are shavings and there is also an upil from earlier in and out at the end of Mas's nose hair, sorry Mas if you do not believe please Mas glazed on my bike's Spy "

pointing the direction of the motor

"No need Mas this is art, mas I like to collect this "

He felt bad, ashamed that he let it go

"So what's it gonna do to stand here ?"

I asked Dimas

Dimas took his breath in deep .

"Do I tell him or how ya ,once I told him of course as a medic he would immediately give me first aid but if I didn't tell him he would constantly ask what I was doing here "

Take a deep breath

Why do I feel like I'm in the position of Arya, yaa simalakama, and this is really a choice that seems ridiculous , a very difficult decision between surrender and death or fighting against life with the score of Fifty-Fifty draw

"Mas so how does this Mas want to take medication or just want to go for a walk ?"

Dimas was still thinking to answer it, because the position of the hospital was quiet for patients who entered the IGD room, the male nurse also gave time to Dimas

"Well, since I'm not at work, I'll wait for the Mas to think about answering "

Meanwhile Alena had been sitting in the waiting room of the obstetrician .because he did not ask for a special schedule beforehand then he was forced to wait in line with other patients

Alena looks anxious when waiting in line many times she looks at her watch she is afraid if she is too long home then her mother-in-law will be anxious because she was out for too long

What if you feel dizzy and fall while at home there is no one, but I told you that you will be gone for a while 'How is this Oh my God

The rhyme was really made dizzy by this long queue, finally the turn came

but there is a mother who seems to be in an emergency who needs more help than she does.

"Suster please my wife, from last night the baby did not move because I was far from the village then I just arrived now can the sisters put us first "

But according to the procedure the patient who comes must queue after all the position of the patient looks fine

Alena could not bear to see the mother and she stood up and gave her number

"How about you guys just use my queue number, this is "

The couple had not had time to take the mothers who lined up to protest at Alena

"Can't be so dong mbak, the patient's position is fine, if it is said urgent we are all here also urgent and have their own interests "

"True mbak do not arbitrarily culture queue "

Because not to argue Alena also chose to give up

"Well it's okay then take this we'll swap positions I take your queue number only,"

The sisters feel bad but eventually Alena relents

"Yes Sister told them to go in first I'm okay last "

"Thank you very much "

Say both of them .

Alena immediately smiled without saying anything more just the faces were not happy to be shown by those who were waiting in line with Alena

Alena took a deep breath

he went back to thinking why people like them did not have empathy at all for each other just because they felt the woman was fine , whereas fellow women should have a sense of caring and protecting each other, what is the time does not care about each other what this is the time between one man and another no matter the fate of each other

Two sisters brought the patient's bed

Apparently, fortunately, it was quickly brought if not the child in the womb of the woman would not survive , her husband seemed so panicked that he even shed tears knowing his wife had to be operated on right now otherwise both would not have survived

"So have to stay in surgery huh Sus"

"Right sir according to instructions from the Doctor should be operated immediately , otherwise both are at risk of not being saved , please pay first diadmind in front later if the Doctor will immediately perform surgery action, accept , good next patient "

The man looked very shaky

Alena can only say "Prophe

may the mother and baby be safe "

"Thank you Ma'am"

He also left the room

now it's Alena's turn to imagine how the woman's position is ,but the woman was much luckier than him she saw how her husband's love for her was so different from her Arya only cared about her son but not about her

"Next Mrs Alena "

It was time for his turn to enter the room

The doctor greeted him

"Mrs Alena, nice to see you again , how are you doing ? "

Smiling with kindness

"Good Doctor "

"Please sit down Mrs Alena "

"Thank you Doctor "

Alena immediately sat down anxiously waiting for what else was lodged in her body

"How has Madam changed your mind ?"

The question that made Alena goosebumps right away

"How do you mean Doctor ?"

"Yes, what do you mean is you want to change your mind to defend your life and mengikhlaskan your fetus "

"No doctor I will not change my decision , I came back because I want the doctor to give me medicine to strengthen my fetus ,and also higher doses of the drug to reduce the pain in me, at least until my gestational age is enough so that this child can be born safely "

The doctor was very surprised by the seriousness of Alena he was amazed, there are many women who are more concerned about themselves than their children but Alena he sacrificed himself for his child

"I'm sorry, ma'am, I don't want to give a higher dose of the drug before, but here I emphasize more that each drug has its own effect "

Alena took a deep breath "Whatever that original doctor can strengthen my womb, I'm ready with all the risks that will happen to my body "

The doctor wearing the glasses immediately removed the glasses

he was eager to see Alena who seemed very enthusiastic about maintaining her pregnancy

"Mrs Alena I just met the first patient who is willing to do everything for the child she contains in the position of your own life as her guarantee, are you sure Mrs Alena ? , You think of what I'm saying this , if you're healthy you can still get pregnant again and you can live happily with your husband ,but if you have no husband you will remarry and live with another woman, do you not pity the fate of your son who will live with his stepmother ? sorry Madam is not me instigating you but I'm talking because we're both as a woman ".