Between Love and Destiny
The Part 205

Silvi sobbed, they both spoke in a hallway of the house thankfully there were no relatives there just the two of them

"Mama is confused what else you have to do so that Sister Siska can come back with you again here , I should be happy because I am the only wife of your father , but the feeling of not being lied to I will never be able to replace the position of mbak siska in the heart of your father son, destiny . This romance is indeed very cruel how to restore everything again , it's impossible, Mama knows for sure Siska's heart is very sick, mama also does not want this to happen Nak "

Arika also followed crying sobbing Seems at this house there are only tears that felt

Stop blaming yourself, Mama

Arika knows everything, Arika understands how to be a mama, and also Papa, if only later Panji can change our family traditions, so that there is no longer a difference between boys and girls , everything is in the hands of the Panji

Slowly but surely everything must be said as well , Arika must go home immediately to attend Siska's wedding, if not present then surely her mother will be suspicious of what will happen later

but he was afraid that Silvi would feel offended

How can I say this to Mama, but later if not I tell mama ,haduh ..ribet but well I will say this to mama , right now

Slowly Arika began to speak softly to Silvi

"Ma, Arika has to go home tomorrow morning, Arika is afraid if mama Siska until thinking no-no later, after that Arika will come back here again "

"Arika didn't tell you what's going on here, about Papa and grandma ?"

He shook his head and lowered his face

"It seems like there is nothing to tell Ma, it can ruin your happiness "

Silvi was immediately shocked that she felt suspicious

"What is Nak , why is it , is Siska and Arya going to get married "

Arika was silent she could not tell everything , that's because she asked them to get married

Mama Silvi, my mom and Arya are getting married soon, they just wait for me to come home, I can't tell you about this ,yes mama Siska is getting married to om Arya soon, I have to go home tomorrow morning

Because papa Arjuna has a mama by his side, while mama Siska and om Arya have never felt happiness in Ma, forgive Arika about this

"Ma, I'm sorry Arika has to come back tomorrow, after that Arika will come back here , Arika promised, yes Ma "

Silvi seems worried that she is afraid that Arika will not come back again "Kid but you will come back here again, Nak , Arika will not leave mama and Panji alone, right in looking after papa Arjuna Nak ?"

Silvi asked worriedly his hands felt cold, Arika very well understood what Silvi was feeling, abandoned by her mother, her husband was sick and love that he never got

Arika tries to cheer Silvi up at least with her presence and Panji will make everything happy again

"Yes Ma, don't worry about it, Arika just went away for a while after that will come back here again to accompany mom and dad don't worry Ma"

Silvi returned to love, not selfish but he did not know who he would tell stories and depend on life

"You're not lying, son "

Silvi is very afraid that Arika will not keep her promise because seeing from her movements before Siska and Arika go, she is afraid that she will be exalted alone , while Kirana Arjuna's sister she has since married co-living with her husband abroad , as today only , he could only attend the funeral shortly after that he immediately left their house, after saying goodbye to Arjuna who was lying helplessly

"Im sorry Kirana had to go quickly Mas, it is the duty of a wife to obey her husband, although mas Arjuna is currently lying weak as experienced by Mama at that time , but Kirana knew what was happening in this world was all by the permission of Almighty God"

Kirana wiped her tears

Kirana's face had been flushed from crying from earlier but there was no reason for her to stay there any longer , she was a wife who had a husband, children and business to do

"Auntie papa will be fine "

"Are Siska and Arika here too ?"

Panji tries to answer questions that won't invite bad questions from Kirana

"Sak Arika is currently outside with Mama, if Mama Siska we deliberately did not tell if Grandma died of pity also later if mama had to go back and forth "

Kirana came back crying and sat down next to Arjuna

and hold Arjuna's head

"Aunte banner understands very well how your father loves Mama Siska , he did everything to get the heart of mbak Siska , but yes it is what else to say , because this has all become destiny "

The banner says "A destiny made by tradition ,"

Kirana nodded "You will bear it all after your father, you will think of the destiny and fate of our family "

Smiling banner wise

"Panji know what Auntie Panji should do don't worry "

Kirana stood up and wiped her tears

"I can't stay here for long I'll remember Mama and won't be able to leave Arjuna's mas "

"Tante don't cry anymore, eliminate all this sadness "

The banner approached Kirana

"Panji take good care of your mother Son, now you are the only place where she shares, look at the state of your father will not be possible ..."

Kirana could no longer say anything

Until he finally decided to leave

"Mas .... Kirana pamit first yes, strong gold yes survive, must be strong want to see grandchildren right, Arika is not married must be strong yes.see Arika married first , do not give up Mas "

Kirana could not help but cry, no response from Arjunq

"Well, son, Auntie said yes first, do not let because of this you are also weak, remember never show your tears before our big family ,the task of the boy was very heavy "

Panji nodded in understanding after Kirana gave him a message, he immediately kissed Kirana's hand

"Auntie be careful, thank you for all the reviews "

"Yes, take good care of your papa "

Kirana immediately put her glasses back on and after that she went straight out of Arjuna's room

While outside the room Arika more confused how to convince Silvi who really looks worried if he does not come back again

when he was upset Kirana appeared from inside Arjuna's room with sunglasses that he had not released since

"Aunt Kirana ?"

Arika hurriedly stood up and immediately dodged she did not want if Kirana would ask at length with him what else during this time Kirana had never interfered with life in her brother's household that she after he got married, he did his job as a good wife

Luckily, Kirana went down a different path

Aunt Kirana ? fortunately, he did not pass through the same road ,

But when arika was hiding, Kirana stopped walking and immediately walked a few steps closer to the direction she was hiding

"Never run away or hide from trouble, for indeed a man who runs or hides is a very weak man who cannot survive in the crowd "

Kirana's words made Arika speech silent, because what her Tantenya said was indeed true ,

"Aunty..."

"Well, what are you doing is, never hide from any Nduk, Auntie is dying to see Arika grow up to be a strong girl , because in our family lineage there is never a weak woman at all, see her mother Panji , Aunt and eyes Your daughter , they choose to face the reality of life not run away from problems "

Arika just nodded, not wanting to argue what was said by Kirana

"Yes Aunt wants to go home first, take care of your mama well yes Nduk "

hugging Arika

"Good Auntie "

Staring at Kirana's departure until she disappears from her shadow ,

he immediately walked towards Silvi who was still sitting on the chair while crying with a blank look

Arika re-thought of Silvi's feelings from earlier continuously thinking to find the right words to calm Silvi's mind

"How is this, I cannot leave Mama Silvi alone in this sad state 'but if you do not go home she will be more suspicious because I only promised one day "

Then a slightly crazy idea popped up in his brain

"Well right, I have an idea how if the King only I leave, later I will tell Panji to drive him around the city what else the King will like to walk , after all, the college holidays can be arranged also the same mama .kan Aunt Ana who has the campus building later can be easy "

Arika also smiled happily because she got the bright idea that made the King as her guarantee again

although impressed brazen but that's the only way to make Silvi become calm again

Arika took a deep breath

"Mama don't worry, later Raja his son om Dimas will stay here, until Arika returns, yes Ma .

don't worry, this Arika is just like mama

will always keep the promise "

Silvi nodded slowly as her face seemed to turn out to be very relieved because listening to the King would stay there as his guarantee

"Well mama believe, son, what else do you leave Masmu it, later let mama tell Panji to tell people to take him around this place , because mama knows from the shape alone he seems to feel at home here , this city is very beautiful mama will make him feel at home here "

Hmm mama why lie, from the shape ? hadeh . Mas Raja is a form of bandit, although he is not a bandit berdasi

but as long as you know his heart is very good, hopefully he is at home, because he will never be angry with me, even though he is not my biological cousin

"Come Nak before you leave tomorrow morning, Arika should sleep in the papa room, there is also a mattress there"

"Yes Ma , but instead of tonight will be held a prayer and alms reading for Grandma , arika must immediately leave this afternoon Ma "

"Yes Nak, but don't worry, prayer events. Grandma will be done in front of "

Arika hugged Silvi

"Thank you Ma, for everyone, Arika loves Mama and Panji very much, thank you for everything Ma "

"Thank you for what Nak , mama is the one who has made you all have to separate like this Nak "

"Ma stop talking about destiny because it is God's will if he doesn't allow it to never happen"

Silvi who does not know if before the departure of her mother, Arika already know what they really keep and close all this time about their secrets

Arika immediately kissed Silvi's hand many times however she was Panji's biological mother who had given birth to her younger brother, and also her papa's wife

"Son before you go, Mama wants to ask you a question "

"Yes Ma ask what do you want to ask ?"

Silvi looked at Arika's face "Why did you turn out so well with Mama son?"

Degs..

The question from Silvi instantly made Arika very upset

"Why did my mom even ask me this way if she didn't see a sincerity in my eyes or she started to suspect a secret about my grandmother "

Silvi's memory was recalled several dozen years ago about the secret

what else is the sudden departure of his mother

Promise me you won't tell anyone this big secret

Her mother's hands went up

"Mother swore she would not tell anyone this secret ' 'if this happens, she will die that day when she opens this secret "

Deg ...

Silvi is silent, although there is no connection at all between death and the secret, but still Silvi is suspicious

Arika immediately smiled sweetly

"Mama don't worry isn't it too late to be filial to parents "

Hearing the words that came out of Arika Silvi's mouth immediately hugged Arika tightly

"Thank you son, I'm so happy to hear it, you also want to be devoted to me it turns out, mama is very happy son "

peeling Arika's forehead many times

Meanwhile, in Arjuna's room

Arjuna who was lying weakly said, calling out the names of Siska and Arjuna stammeredly and slowly

"Arika... Arika..,Siska ..."

Arjuna's voice sounded very clear as a miracle heard by Panji very clearly "Papa.papaa..."

Arjuna's hand went up as if asking to be seated"

"Paapaa, why Pa ?"

Panji immediately approached him and was very amazed by what he saw

Panji's face immediately panicked but was also happy because his papa showed a very extraordinary ability once with a very weak condition he was still eager to

Arjuna slowly released his oxygen cap

"Pa, not Pa "

Arjuna spoke slowly

"Where's Arika ?"