Between Love and Destiny
The Part 232

"Pa, this is Panji, Arika's sister and Siska's mother"

approaching Arjuna.

Panji always remembered the advice given by Arjuna to him "Son, remember be a wise man, do not cry when others are hurt, you are a man. remember how the duty of men he must be stronger than others, Panji know, why God allows the Banner to be born in the world, Panji will replace Papa to lead our family, and the family, be a strong man, because Papa doesn't like to see tears fall on his cheeks Papa's son, has Panji ever seen Papa cry?" Panji.

The answer is he never saw tears spilled on his cheeks Arjuna, how much inner conflict that occurred in his life, Arjuna always showed a knight attitude, if he was always okay.

But only this time he saw his Papa shed tears.When talking to Siska, he also tried to release the oxygen lid attached to his mouth

It was obvious that if he really fell down when Siska left his side, it was a rich family tradition that took everything, it was a knight, it was a knight, Arjuna never showed how sick he really is to run it all, but for the sake of the pride of his extended family he had to give up the love story and his life

" Sikka ..."

"Arjuna yes, I'm here, say what do you want to say?"

Siska held Arjuna's hand very gently

her tears were ceaselessly falling

actually he wanted to ask about the file that he brought to Arjuna, but seeing the condition of Arjuna that is not possible to talk to, he just saved it first, because Silvi is still there to explain everything..

But still fortunately Silvi is still there, just imagine if Silvi, Arjuna and her grandmother Panji no longer exist in this world, and did not have time to tell Arika or Panji, either, so the pain of Siska and Arika will continue at any time.

but that's God's power, everything is opened in the last seconds of their lives.

"Ma.a.f.."

arjuna said slowly. Siska immediately nodded her head, with tears still the same.rushing once out

"Yes I forgive everyone, hold on for the sake of the children.Look there is Silvi who is always there for you in any condition, endure I beg you!"

Panji, Siska and Silvi instantly approached, truly a power of God at this time, beyond human reason.Arjuna could be aware and speak a word to them"Jaga mama Nak"

Arjuna spoke slowly with Panji hinting to keep Silvi as she seemed

Because he looked at Silvi, his wife and cousin's sister.

Panji tried hard but he was also an ordinary man, his tears finally flowed fast also in front of Arjuna, he was the saddest actually, born into the world with a long process

"Yes Pa,"

"Arika loves your sister Nak, and also loves Aunt Silvi "

Stammeredly

"I'm sorry to you Silvi, I'm allowing you to remarry, but I beg you never to forget Panji, and Siska is sorry for all these injuries, until the end of your life you have endured a lot of pain, I'm sorry I hurt you, but I'm so grateful to be your husband"

arjuna's last words to Silvi, which made his eyes teary, whether it was sincere from his heart or how but the sentence made Silvi even more sure if after Arjuna he would never marry again, he would devote his life to the less fortunate around him.

His eyes immediately closed he was immediately unconscious again.clearly visible lines on the monitor screen was straight, signs there was no more life in his body.

"Rapaaaa!"

arika shouted for a moment, after realizing that Arjuna was no more

"Papa, wake up once evil Papa goes this way, Arika still wants to be with Papa".

"Hurry and call the doctor, where the Doctor is, please , look at my Papa!"

Shouted Arika many times.

Arya who was sitting outside, went straight inside because there was a very noisy cry from inside

"Goddessa!"

what he feared was really happening, If Arjuna's consciousness was just a sign, it was just for Arjuna to say goodbye to Siska, and the others

"What's wrong?"

arya shouted in panic

"Rapa!"

Arika is no longer in control.

At the same time the team of doctors came in and examined Arjuna

"Doctor hurry please see my Papa's condition ?"

Arika was very hysterical, she could not accept the fact that Arjuna was gone.

"Okay, calm yourself down first, our lady will check on your Papa"

"Quick doctor, quickly do your best for my Papa"

"See, lady, you better calm down first"

The team of doctors immediately issued a heart shock device, but the results are nil, Arjuna is no longer in this world

Their faces looked very sad, seeing the situation, but they were just ordinary humans, when everything was gone and would not return, what else would be said, the fate of Arjuna's life had arrived here

"Pardon us, you have done everything possible but Mr. Arjuna is no more, we all mourn the death of Mr. Arjuna"

"Rapaaaaaaa!"

Arika fell unconscious, because she was very sorry to have thought badly about her Papa.

"Sir Arika!"

The banner instantly shifted Arika's body

"Sir .. wake up, brother must be strong brother, do not be like this Kak, Panji want a strong brother like Panji kak, do not make Panji sad brother"

Silvi just leaned back with a blank gaze staring at the body that no soul already existed.

"Just my mother left me, and now that you are also gone, Mas, what is this extent of my devotion to my husband, what is my destiny if I can no longer see your face Mas, just looking at your face, and not being able to have his soul, you were so calm and happy when you saw Sister Siska who had arrived beside you, Mas, do not you want to live with me longer"

Arya immediately hugged Siska,

"Sir Arya!"

Siska was crying in Arya's arms

not to deny, if he was also hurt by this situation, only he was now his wife Arya, there is no way he showed excessive attitude to lose Arjuna, Arjuna, because there are many hearts to take care of.

"It calms you down, Arjuna has calmed down now, he doesn't have to endure the pain anymore, already yes, he no longer suffers from the pain, which is calm huh"

rubbed Siska's head

"I don't know if he's sick like this brother"

sobbing

Panji immediately embraced Silvi who was also very fragile, just imagine the love that he did not get from Arjuna, but he grew up to be a very good wife and mother

"Mama the strong Ma. Panji will not let Mama alone in this world, Panji will always look after Mama until anytime, Mama will not be alone there is Panji Ma,"

"Mama's alone, face all this, son"

Actually Silvi keeps the burden of many secrets in their marriage, which only Arjuna and his mother know

that's what made him really feel lost.

"Arika, wake up son"

Silvi stroked Arika's head

Arika was still unconscious, the team of doctors and nurses immediately released the tools that were still attached to Arjuna's body.

"Excuse me ma'am, we'll release the tools installed in Mr. Arjuna's body first'

Siska looked directly at Arya, as if she was begging to release Arjuna one last time

"Relse .... "

"May I kiss and embrace Arjuna one last time, for in the hereafter I shall not seek him any more for he is not my priest anymore"

while crying bitterly

Arya immediately understood and smiled, "Do it no problem for me, you do it. He is the man who for a dozen years became your husband, and also the father of your biological children, he said, don't worry I'm okay"

"Thank you Brother"

Siska immediately hugged Arya and

kiss Arya's cheek first

Gently Siska immediately kissed Arjuna's cheek one last time, and whispered

"Arjuna you are so great that you have made me hurt all this time, apparently your love is greater than anything, I learned a lot from you, you love me in a unique way, I don't understand your heart and purpose, but thank you for making me the queen of your life

and I'm also happy that Panji is our son, right? actually I'm so mad at you, you can't tell me, why? but yes, I sincerely let go of everything, go quietly Arjuna, send greetings with Mama and Papa, because there are no former in-laws in our religious law"

Siska's cry broke again

"I'm sorry I left you, I'm sorry for my selfishness for making you, like this, but not entirely because of my fault"

Siska's mind recalls a few years ago

"Trust me I won't be able to betray our love"

arjuna said firmly

then he left Siska alone in his room,

"Not betray our love? but the truth is, Silvi was containing her flesh blood, what was it funny to her ha!

He's just like a master con man"

Crying in the room,

Cekrek.

a little girl came into the room

"Mamaaaa"

little Arika shouted happily

Siska immediately wiped away her tears,

"Mama, why is mom crying?"

he held her cheek Siska

"No son, it's okay, just that Mama's eyes hurt a little"

"Mama, don't cry anymore huh, because soon Arika will be a sister, Arika will have a sister Ma ..."

Siska's heart returned as if slashed by an indictment, he knew that Arika was still a child and would not understand this situation

"Mamaa .. must be happy right, because Arika will be a big sister?"

it's so very plain

If you had known son, if that child would have been a wound in Mama's heart, maybe you wouldn't have been this happy, which woman's heart could have been honeyed, in plain sight, if it were not for a tradition and thinking about your fate, perhaps you would not have been able to survive this strong, you could not erase your happiness, what else separated you and your father, he said, enough mama who lost the love and affection of a small Papa,

Siska lirih

One month passed, at first Arjuna's attitude was still normal, after a few months passed he showed a very considerate attitude to Silvi, whatever Silvi wanted he participated in even, and even, Arika is also forbidden to ask for a sling with Silvi

"Arika, can not ask for a sling with Aunt Silvi yes, look in her stomach there is her sister Arika's sister, yes Nak..."

Though Arjuna's words were very soft, but Siska became very hurt.

Not just born her child, she has made Arika like that, how later after her child is born, it could be that my daughter will be treated arbitrarily again

Since that time Siska tried to reduce her feelings for Arjuna, because if he kept his feelings constantly it would hurt even more, it would take time for him to reduce his cares for Arjuna, he said, until finally he managed to forget his feelings he behaved as usual,

and even more without feeling anymore, waiting for the time to be able to go from the side of Arjuna, until the time comes, the love that has changed into that pain. vanished without any taste at all, and the, years of pain accidentally created by Arjuna, making Siska forget how to show love, thankfully Arya came into his life at the right time, and then she forgot how she was supposed to show love, the pain that had been created began to thin and change with love, but again the test reappeared, and again, one of the facts hidden by Arjuna about Panji made Siska's heart again torn apart

"I'm not sincere yet, but why do you hide so much behind my back, am I not worthy enough to help ease your burden"

Siska was still lamenting Arjuna's departure,

"Ma, please be sincere this is the way"

panji

"Yes Siska, there is nothing you need to regret, this is the name of destiny, this is the time, if it is not because of pain how else God to take it, which is clearly his promise, the pain that he suffered for many years, was the evildoer of his sin, it is dear"

Siska hugged Arya while sitting on a chair

Arya, if you knew the documents in my bag, you wouldn't be able to either

able as I was, just imagine, the child I hated was my biological child, who was put in my womb, you just imagine, how sick it became me

"Sincere mother, we can all be sad, but don't mourn Ma'am"

Silvi was crying with blank eyes, like a person who did not know the direction anymore

"Ma ... Mama, must be strong, because Panji must need Mama, not let Mama get sick, then Panji must what if you are not there, Arika will leave soon, then Panji will how"

Panji's cry, again made Siska's heart torn apart.