Between Love and Destiny
The Part 234

"I'm wrong Ma'am, I'm sorry, actually it's only me, my mother and also mas Arjuna, but why can't it be in his hands mbak Siska, I don't mean to hide this from Mbak"

Deg ..

deg ...

Everything was immediately deg-degan including Arika and Panji who were hugging each other at this time

"Relse ... "

"Already Panji, don't talk much just look later"

Arika seemed really very anxious, if only she could hear how her heart sounds at this time, it would make a rowdy people around her.

Siska cried and immediately shifted her legs

"Don't you touch anything from me, Silvi, you can't do this stupid thing, it's enough, it's enough! let's get up quickly"

Siska immediately pulled Silvi's body, then hugged her

"Sir, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you" Ma'am"

Silvi just keep her head down

"I think I'm a stupid woman, but there's something more stupid than me, why, you do it Silvi ha? why did you sacrifice your life just for this, why? raise your face look at me! is this just your courage?"

Siska sobbed, she was really sorry to see Silvi who turned out to be a victim on behalf of the big family of Suroso only.

"Mbak, I t-tak ... "

"Not what? it's not wrong, if you're really stupid like this huh?"

Silvi did not dare to say anything, because she had promised everything for everything that happened in their lives"

"Now quickly tell me everything Silvi"

Siska released Silvi from the clutches of her hands, and dropped her body on the floor

"Quick tell me everything, how could this happen without my knowledge, why should there be such a process, why?"

Silvi can't hold him back anymore, maybe it's time Siska found out

"Because Arjuna loves Ma'am so much, even I am a mother who is still a Virgin"

Panji and Arika immediately embraced because they were sad.

"Mas Arjuna, never touched me at all Ma'am, everything .. Everything that happened so far was just sweet in front of others, I envy Ma'am, very envious of your life, very envious of yours, you've always been judged by many men, even mas Arjuna always tell you when I'm with me, he can never get me, even to tease him I can't, I can't, he still always mentions the name Ma'am, I want once he can look at me but not that easy, Mas Arjuna until whenever always remember Mbak Siska only"

silvi's cry was truly heartbreaking, until Arika and Panji joined in tears

"Silvi, stop. enough!"

Siska cried with a rub of her face

"Come here"

Silvi sat down beside Siska

"I'm sorry, for misjudging you, which I know one thing, you're a good woman, I was wrong. It turns out you're really very different, you're a very special woman, I'm sorry Silvi.

you may not have her love in this world, but later on in true eternity, you're the only one who will be her companion in heaven, you'll be queen to her father's children"

Silvi hugged Siska

"Aamiin mbak, aaminnn, thank you I hope that will be the comfort of my heart later"

Siska and Silvi strengthened their hearts,

"Why do you have to do that to me, Silvi, I don't think that you have such a big secret behind me, O Lord"

Silvi was still down and she looked at Panji and Siska silently

then speak with a soft "Excuse Mama Nak ..."

Panji immediately knelt before Silvi and kissed her feet

"It's lucky that I was born in this world to have two real mothers God is all good never let his creatures alone, Panji lucky, God's mother, once you have two incredible biological mothers there is no human feeling in this world that is as lucky as Panji, just imagine having two incredible heavens once in Panji's life"

while crying bitterly

Siska immediately approached and hugged Panji

" you are really kind-hearted my son, just like the woman who has been pregnant with you all this time, and also as good as your father, look at you never blame fate for everything that has happened to you, Forgive Mama for treating you so badly, because Mama is an ordinary man who is also imperfect"

Siska wiped her tears

"Ma, Panji is also happy to have a mother who has a heart as wide as the ocean, like Mama Siska, it is not easy for a woman to be able to accept this reality, but mama can survive this strong"

Siska's eyes glazed over she no longer wanted to dig deeper into what happened about the life story of how Panji, Silvi and Arjuna.for him this was enough to be the past, only, because it would only hurt Silvi and the others, the most important thing he knew if he had two children, namely Panji and Siska, after all he was also married to Arya, if she regrets what happened too much as it means she hurt Arya who has status to be her husband at this time, it is only natural that her job is to keep Arya's feelings.

Arjuna is also no longer there, although he had lived and felt happiness with him. Still Arjuna is part of the story of his past that need not be remembered, he is just an ex-wife of Arjuna.

Yes, there is an ex-wife or ex-husband but there is no such thing as an ex-child.Siska forgives everything by being sincere about everything that happens, he thinks if this has become a suratan of his life, want to be applied again.

Siska continued to embrace Panji, Arika no longer showed her jealousy to Panji, she actually felt very sorry for her sister

"I'm sorry Arika ya Panji, used to be disliked with you, but from here Arika's sister is increasingly aware if hating without reason is very bad for life, Arika believed, brother, Panji will be happy and become a man greater than our Papa later"

said Arika from her heart, she also pity to see Panji.

"Son, you're going to stay with Mama Silvi here huh'

stroking his face Panji , with teary eyes

"Blessed is he, and if you can't have any more tears in the family, enough of our story to be the last time, mama asked you to be wiser, son, tradition is not an absolute must. Panji is very smart and smart, mama sure Panji must have thought everything very carefully once everything, Mama hope the story of Papa, Mama and Mama Silvi, will be the last time. men are leaders, but boys and girls are the same"

Panji nodded in understanding, because their family traditions have taken a lot of casualties, one of which is the fate of this story.

Truly without Siska asking for it, Panji did not want to use the ridiculous tradition anymore, he did not want to make a prominent wound again for his successor, really boys and girls are the same, just the same, they both have their specialties, he thought.

"Thank God if Panji can accept all this, but Mama was surprised, how the document could be in the hands of Mama Siska huh Nak?"

Silvi was astonished

"That keeps it all your Grandma and Papa, Mama just doesn't know where it is"

Arika and Panji looked at each other

"Relse ... "

Panji asks for approval from Arika to tell her story

The pennant breathed a long sigh

"So here's Ma, actually before grandma died, grandma told her everything to Arika's sister"

Silvi wondered "How is it possible?"

"Yes, Ma. when Arika came home, Grandma invited Arika to see something important, Grandma's goal was good, so that Arika did not hate Papa, but unfortunately when grandmother told her, she said, grandma did not know Panji followed us secretly, and everything happened, but at that time Arika and Panji kept each other a secret, until ..."

Arika stopped her speech, she was worried if until keceplosan said Panji kejakarta and disguised as a woman at the wedding of Mama yesterday.

"Yes and Mama, found everything in Arika's room"

answer siska.

"Well that's exactly right"

Arika immediately laughed a little, covering her nervousness. Apparently Panji was the same she immediately let out a long sigh

"Almost just"

stroked his chest

"What's almost Nak?"

silvi asked softly.

"Oh .. No Ma, don't worry".

Silvi's face looks very strange, he was afraid that Panji would prefer Siska over him.what else because he knows if now Siska is the real mother.

Silvi's movements that are worried to be understood by Siska, he knows Silvi's worries are very reasonable.

So is Siska who is known to love his son, not denied since he knew the secret Silvi was very worried if Siska would bring Panji to live with him, and will leave him alone in that house, although many families, but still the presence of children is the most important thing for parents, especially himself.

"Mbak .. will M-mbak take Panji along with Mbak away from here?"

Siska understood immediately

"Don't worry, I won't take Panji with me he will stay with you, take care of you and accompany you whenever, because he is your son you gave birth to him, you are his birth mother too"

Siska shed her tears again

he was very sad to think about the feelings of Silvi who was very hurt, more than he turned out to be felt by Silvi.

"So mama doesn't want Panji to be Mama's son"

panji's words instantly melted his heart back

"Not so son, Mama is very happy because mama finally got a son, Mama will not be able to refuse this most beautiful gift"

While looking at his eyes Panji

"But why don't you take Panji with you"

Silvi is immediately shocked to hear Panji's words, he thinks it is right that Panji would prefer his birth mother over him

his eyes immediately glazed back

"But if Panji wants to go with Mama Siska, it's okay Mama can't possibly ban it"

He lowered his face, he was really very sad, lost his Husband, mother and now the child who will also wait for him, that is what he had in mind at this time

"Mama, Panji will never leave Mama, don't worry about it. Panji is the replacement for Papa who will take care of everything, Panji really loves Mama Silvi and also Mama Siska, which is the problem is why Mama Siska has no effort to defend Panji, mama Siska doesn't really love Panji"

Occasionally Panji childish attitude appears, Because a child who is often tough eventually protests also like a child his age in general.

"Panji, don't think so son, no mother does not love her child, even a mother is willing to do anything for her children, but mama wants Panji to focus on Mama Silvi, he has done a lot for this family, just imagine as strong as Mama, will not be as good as Mama Silvinya Panji"

"Mrs ...!"

hugging Siska and crying like a child not given candy

"Dear, smart kids don't cry anymore, mama believes if Panji will be a tough and strong man, Panji lost Papa Arjuna, but Panji also has a papa again, he said, namely Papa Arya, and Brother Alea, another brother of Panji, we are transformed into a big family Nak ..."

"Yes, Ma"

it did not stop releasing his embrace from Siska

"Mama do not forget to love Panji too, because Panji is the youngest child of Mama"

Arika immediately came and picked up the Panji

"Youngest child, how old is that"

Everyone laughed immediately

"Jeez Arika"

shaking his head many times, laughing

"Sister Arika don't be jealous, Panji is Mama's youngest child"

"Yes .. yes .. more precisely a rotten child"

The banner laughed lightly while glancing at arika

"We will always be together Ma'am, Panji will often visit Mbak, and also Arika must visit Mama here too, there will be no more feelings that are not between one and the other, and also Arika must visit Mama here, we are a family, rightly said by Ms Siska, we are a big family from now on"

they all hugged each other

"Thank you for giving birth to this handsome son Silvi, I am so grateful to you".

"Yes Ma'am together, thank you also because I have kept your child to be deposited in my womb, otherwise I never became a mother"

"Silvy"

Hugging silvi

Silvi sobbed, and so did the others.

"Now everything is clear, hopefully Papa, Grandma and other families can come to calm from nature there, aamiin".

eventually they all make peace with the circumstances and the reality that exists.

since Arjuna who has not had to be quiet in nature without the burden that exists in the world, everything is enough to let it be a secret between him and his Lord. Most importantly, between Siska, Silvi, Panji and Arya everything is fine.

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Yoooo yoooo strong love vote her dong, between love and destiny story Arya, Siska, Arjuna finished, now continue again ,Bian, Arika, Alea, and Raja yuhuuu how fun this love story.... just go ahead ... continue....💪