Between Love and Destiny
The Part 230

Siska came out with the file in her bag,

thankfully, neither of her parents saw her,

"Faith"

he immediately ran into the car

"Something seems to pass besan?"

looking at the shadow of Siska passing by quickly

"But there's no besan people, maybe you've seen it wrong"

Then they laughed again, "It could be the angel who took our lives on patrol after us"

"Haha you could be besan, but it's true too, the angel of the lifethrower really likes to be close to people who are old like us"

chuckles

Chat old people who are ready to wait their turn, it is like that, very different from people who in life do not remember the world at all, busy chasing the world when the afterlife is the real life,

may we all be among those lucky ones

aaamin.

Siska who had gotten into the car, quickly wiped her tears, she did not want to rush to tell Arya about this matter, because it was not certain the truth,

when he arrived at Jogja later, he would tell everything, and ask carefully what exactly they keep secretly, behind him

This short life should be more beneficial for Siska, she wants to be happy and live by forgetting things that will only hurt her heart

"Come sir, we're going"

"Good Mistress"

He stroked his chest, while getting Arya who was still soundly asleep

"Thank God, Arya's brother is still sleeping, I can't imagine if he woke up and saw I was moping like this, later his negative thoughts could arise again"

Fifteen minutes later, they arrived at the airport.

"Thank God it's on time, so it'll be late afternoon"

"How much Sir?"

"This is the total Mistress"

"Oh yeah, just take the change"

"This lady is a lot"

the driver seemed to be bad at accepting it

"It's all right sir, just take that father's sustenance"

"Thank you Madam, I pray that the Madam and husband are always happy"

"Amiiinnnnn" said Siska

But Arya still did not open her eyes, she still seemed to fall asleep very soundly, very gently he woke Arya ( stroking Arya's head with love)

"My husband we're here, let's get up"

Arya opened her eyes immediately" Oh yes, I'm sorry baby, I fell asleep so soundly"

Rubbed his face

"Let's get down now"

Arya came out with Siska's hand .

On the way to Jogja, Arya turned out to continue her sleep, she looked so tired, maybe more precisely she was very relieved because she had given up her dual status, with the right person and she loved.

siska's eyes got wet because they couldn't stand the pain all this time,

The banner of the child mama, it turns out son, mama has not received your presence at all in the midst of our family, mama is very sad because all this time did not apply well to Panji, but she was very sad,.

while Arya was still sleeping, Siska saw her side

" Arya's sister was so exhausted like that, look she was really very sleepy, because all night couldn't sleep well thinking about her marriage, I think it's right"

When he cried, he also laughed at the behavior of Arya, which from the past until now always makes him laugh with all his silly behavior

"Thank you, sister Arya, you have come back to remove this soul-wrenching wound, even though Alena and Arjuna are our shared past, but love has proven that destiny will find its own way again".

....

"O Lord please save my Father, I do not want to regret having been with him, Papa is a man who loves us very much his children, I beg you not to let this, my regret, this, making me the kid that tormented my papa"

Arika was crying

Inside the plane there was also a woman who was the same age as him, he immediately gave a tissue to Arika

"It's take, I don't know you, but I'm sure what's inside your brain, everything's gonna be fine, believe me"

"Thank you" Arika said with a smile

"Include me, Zaskia"

"Arika"

reply by extending his hand

"Do you want to do it too?"

ask her Arika

"She, I want to see my Papa

"It just so happens that our goal is the same, I'll take you to your Papa, Arika"

"No need Zaskia, I've got someone to pick up later"

"That's fine, next time".

The short chat was able to make Arika's feelings calm again, at least she was not too focused on the guilt that was in her heart,

it turns out that when someone who is upset it needs friends to be invited to chat, at least it can reduce the burden for a moment.

When the plane landed Arika did not forget to say thank you to Zaskia, because she had been accompanied to tell a story, if not know how she felt

"Zaskia, I'm ahead, Papa's driver is waiting there"

"Yes Arika, be careful, see you next time"

waving hands.

"Arika's mother"

The driver hastily opened

car door

"Let's hurry sir" Arika was seen walking very hastily, her face really looked very panicked

"Good Ma'am"

hurry to get in the car

"Let's go fast sir'

"Yes Ma'am"

Arika could not hold back her tears when she asked the condition of her father with their driver

"Sir, how's Papa doing?"

He hesitated to answer her, considering Arika who had tears from crying since getting into the car

"Papa's situation is fine, all right,

Take patience Ma'am, we humans can only pray, the best is God who determines everything, Mbak don't worry, Mr. Arjuna must be fine"

"How can I calm down, sir, if my Papa has been keeping everything alone"

Yells

"Sir, calm down mbak yes, I'm afraid, later people misunderstand, because mbak Siska yells in the car"

what else is the street crowded

"Well sir" wiped her tears, Arika tried to calm herself, because what her family driver said was true, people stared suspiciously into her car

"A little while we get to Ma'am, that's the hospital already visible"

Arika's heart beat faster than usual, her mind began to fall apart again, not because of disbelief, but she was just an ordinary human who could also be upset when knowing the state of her parents

"Mr be careful, do I want to be with you?"

Ask the driver

"No sir, I can do it myself"

Arika walked down the hospital room

Whatever will happen later, I must be ready. Because there are Panji and mama Silvi who must be strengthened again, but I am also not that strong God.

The elevator door opened, he immediately walked into Arjuna's room, then ...

"Rapaaaa!" the cry broke again, as Arika's scream broke the silence in the room.

"Sir Arika ... "

Panji and Silvi are immediately startled, seeing the arrival of Arika

Arika hugged her sister very tightly

"My sister" crying, sobbing,

"Sister Arika, calm down brother, sister"

patting his brother's shoulder

"How can you calm down, if Papa's condition is like this, Panji"

crying incessantly

Silvi was already unable to say anything else he seemed to have sat back with resignation once, the sadness of Arika and Panji, not yet comparable to the sadness felt by Silvi, but, he had more wounds that could not be explained by words.

"No child, don't cry anymore.

There is nothing to regret, this is the destiny that has happened, we can only pray for the best for your Papa's healing.

we can only pray and surrender at this time, asking to be strengthened for the destiny that has been set, everything that happens on the face of this earth has become his will, do not grieve anymore my children, he said, Please strengthen each of your hearts"

tears flowed down his cheeks

Mama Silvi's? I know it must be the mama who is the most hurt over all this, I know if mama is the most tormented, because mama is only the victim, for this vile destiny

Arika immediately hugged Silvi by lying on her lap "Mama, Arika really does not know if the destiny outlined for you is very heavy Mama, Arika will not be able to be as tough as Mama"

crying is so .

Silvi stroked Arika's head

"God will never give a test beyond the limits of the ability of his people, son, the destiny we live will never happen if God does not allow everything"

Silvi has really resigned once, what else he is a doctor, of course he is very understanding of the actual condition of the patient, in fact Arjuna's condition is just a matter of time .

Panji immediately took Yasin's letter and began to recite prayers before his father, his voice was so melodious as to chant the holy verses of the Qur'an

Listening to the sweet sound of Panji

the atmosphere in the room was calm again, Arika and Silvi were still hugging each other, to strengthen each other.

Right after an hour of arika arrived, Siska soon also arrived in Jogja

" We have arrived "he said, while holding such a big wound on his chest.

setting foot in the city made his wound gape again, it was very painful.

he has not healed his wound and must accept also a new reality, which makes him hurt, a mother who has always hated the blood of her own flesh that is deposited through someone's womb, that is being regretted by Siska

As they walked out, Siska's mind was still filled with many question marks

"I don't think there's so much that Arjuna hides from me, that it's as hard to reveal everything, or why not be honest, if they .. ah, it doesn't matter at all!"

There was a lot of regret that he wanted to express from his heart but it was not as easy as turning his palm to reveal everything.

because the main perpetrator had been helpless against his illness

Arya knows that Siska is not okay

he immediately clasped Siska's hand, as if he knew how deep the wound incised by Arjuna had been.

"Content yourself there's me"

Siska immediately nodded, rightly what the saying said was that there was nothing as warm as a husband's embrace and that's how she felt at this time"Yes Kak "

"Remember, you have to be mature, think about Arika's feelings"

Siska nodded slowly, her tears could not bear to spill, but she was afraid that Arya would doubt her love.

"Now we're going to the hospital soon,ayo!"

Siska and Arya also went straight to the hospital mentioned by Panji by phone earlier. Even more traumatizing was that it was the same hospital he was in, coinciding with the marriage of Arjuna and Silvi at the time.

"We're going to the hospital, sister"

Siska actually feels bad for Arya, just getting married she must ask permission to go see the man who was once her rival

But once again Arya is a human who has a great sense of patience, he does not care about what has happened before, because for him with great heart to accept everything is a form of his love for Siska, Siska, he already knew the risks, and believing all God's scenarios about his life has made him more and more someone who values life more in this world.

"Take it easy, everything will be fine, no man lives without wounds in this world" tightly grasps Siska's day of fingers

Time goes on, and finally the cab takes them back into the shadow of Siska's painful past. Siska's face seemed heavy to step on, but this was a must otherwise she would not have found the answer to all the evidence she found on Arika's bed.

"Rose room number 8 where is Sus?"

ask Siska

"On the second floor, ma'am, just go straight"

"Thank you"

They sped up the pace, as the room on the second floor was a special room for people who were seriously ill

Ting

kegs...

The elevator door opened, right in front of the elevator door, Panji was standing with a face filled with tears, it turned out that the young man was also very fragile, even though he was a boy, he was a boy,the one who was required to mature prematurely, still the man who lay weak was his biological father

"The banner!"

Siska immediately hugged Panji, she realized that Panji was very similar to her

"Mama Siska ... "

Panji instantly wiped away her tears, for life, only this time did Siska see Panji cry, because since childhood Panji always laughed happily, with everything that Arjuna had given her special

"Yes my son"

"The pennant thought Mama wouldn't come"

Siska wiped her tears Panji "A mother will surely come, when her children need"

Arya was immediately shocked to see the figure of Panji in front of him, because he had a face that was really similar to Arika, like a betel in two.

"So this is Panji?"

Arya immediately asked