Between Love and Destiny
The Part 233

Siska immediately stood up and hugged Panji

"You can't talk like that, son, there's a mama who will always pray for you, don't talk like that, we'll all always love each other, don't worry about that"

"Yes, thank you, ma"

panji said with great emotion.

"There is no need to thank, because a mother will always love her children at any time"

Siska kissed Panji's forehead, really looking she was so warm

I am very happy with the treatment of Mama Siska, she really looks so sincere, hmm if only mama knows, if I am also the biological child of mama

Panji tried to hide his sadness

Silvi was still like a very depressed person once, from the look in her eyes, it really looked very clear if she was much more injured than the others.

"Mbak .. don't leave us both yes, don't consider us other people anymore, even though the reality is Mbak is married and has a new family"

silvi said with tears.

Siska immediately hugged Silvi

"Of course, I will not be that easy to break this good relationship, we will remain a family until anytime, patient Silvi, you must be strong to face all of this, she said, God knows we are all capable of carrying all this, remember there is a Panji that still desperately needs your love"

"Mbak Siska's ... "

The words that slid from Siska's mouth, instantly making Silvi melt, it had been a long time since she wanted a warm embrace from a sister.

Silvi and Siska hugged each other.

"Thank you Ma'am, I understand very well, with this situation".

after a long time finally Silvi managed to make Siska's heart soften as well

"Relax, we all belong to God and will return to him"

Siska knows her fragile self, certainly more fragile Silvi who became a widow and also just lost her mother, at the same time she had to experience two losses at once

"Think everything dear ... "

Arya tried to calm Siska who still regretted everything

A nun approached Arjuna's body

"Sorry Madam, we want to close the body,

Then the family can immediately bring the body home right now"

"Son, take care of everything quickly"

siska

"Yes Ma,"

Panji immediately stood up and told Arya to immediately bring Siska out first

"Pa, let's bring your mama home first, Panji won't listen to the wails of them more, because it will make everything become a burden Papa alone"

Arya could not do anything about it, because in Siska's current position, she must be eager to be next to Arjuna's body.

"No Panji, you will stay by your father until he is buried, because only in this world can you see his face, because Mama and papa are not husband and wife anymore, there will be no more meetings for us, other than today's meeting, because Mama and Papa are not husband and wife anymore"

Panji was immediately bowed down sad to hear the words of Siska, because what Siska said was true, it could not be that easy later in the final day, because Arya is the priest at this time

Everyone has their own way of expressing their love for others, as well as Arya, Arjuna and Silvi, because we cannot organize the contents of each person's heart and mind according to our wishes, everyone has their own perspective in each view of each other's problems.although finally Arjuna must go with a wound, well that's the real destiny of his life, because we are not God who can determine the way of life of others, no one wants a sad end of life, everyone wants a happy ending, he said, but in reality, life is not always according to our will

god knows the best scenario in our lives.

The sound of the ambulance sounded so powerful, breaking the silence of the afternoon,

"His body will be buried this afternoon"

"Have you called my daughter's daughter?"

"Yes Ma, already.aunte Kirana gave everything to us, he could not go home suddenly because he would spend all day also on the plane, pity Papa's body, would not it torture him, would not it torment him,if left for long"

"What Kirana said"

"Yes Ma'am, Kirana has also said sincerely, because the old corpse at home is also not good, precisely he will be more tormented"

"So, the whole family, agreed to be buried right now?"

"Of course, but back again, all decisions are in the hands of the Panji, may or may not, because we all choose to follow the words of the Panji only"

Panji immediately nodded, "Just buried, because it is not good to let Papa's body linger"

Panji immediately called his family, because Arjuna will soon be buried, at the family cemetery, which will obviously be placed with his extended family

"Preparation is done all, after Papa disholatkan will soon be buried"

"But your Papa hasn't been bathed, son,"

"Where alone Ma, everything has been prepared"

They all headed straight to the family's funeral

"Mas, good-bye yes"

Silvi cried continuously, constantly in the car

"It's been my pleasure, because we will all follow there as well, there is nothing to think about anymore, Arjuna is calm and happy

Siska, Panji and Arika ride in an ambulance, while Arya he returns home in another car, the other car,

a proof of love that has grown up, tau put his empathy at this time, that is Arya, a male figure filled with controversy of his attitude.

At the funeral, everything seems to be very washed away with sadness

Arjuna's funeral was finished, the relatives immediately say goodbye, Arjuna right buried right beside his mother and father, side by side as the next generation of the Suroso family, Suroso family, and then all power and responsibility fell into the hands of the Panji

"Let's go home, tonight we'll have a prayer reading together"

"Awhile, Arika wants to say goodbye to Papa first, come Panji"

Arya immediately invited Siska to wait in the car

"We'd better wait in the car"

"All right, come on Silvi"

Siska also embraced Silvi, who still looked so hurt once.

Panji and Arika were crying again

"Aslammmualaikum Papa, Arika went home first yes, Arika has sincerely released Papa, Arika And Panji will take care of each other Pa"

"Yes Pa, we'll take care of each other"

Crying by hugging each other

"Yes already brother, let's go home. not good long mourn the departure of Papa, come brother"

"All right"

Arika and Panji immediately stood up to go home to their house, leaving a quiet burial place that became the final resting place of humans, no one was taken. only a white cloth on the body was brought, he said, treasure, the throne and all the rest live only in the world, which can help only charity and worship each, happy Arjuna, and happy in nature there.

On the way home, no one spoke, they all chose to be quiet. They were all being swept away and immersed with their own thoughts.no one wanted to express his current feelings that existed

they must all be grieving with feelings.

Arriving at home.

"Everything's ready, let's go down first Ma"

The banner looks very strong.

he walks to help Silvi, and so does Arika

because Siska had already been helped by Arya to go down.

After all, they also pity to see Silvi who has no place to lean back in his heart.if not children then with whom he will pour out his heart.

"Would Mama and Arika, take a shower first and change clothes, the prayer recitation will start soon tonight"

.....

Axara prayer together is ready and

after the event was over they all gathered in the corner of the room to immediately communicate with each other.

"How's baby, are you okay?"

arya asked Siska

"So, you are better than ever"

They both strengthen each other

Arya holds Siska's hand.

"Excuse me, just a second"

he had looked stiff because he had taken a bath and also finished worshiping, his mind seemed calm not so worried as before, maybe also because a lot of support from others who continued to arrive.

"Thank you for coming back Ma'am"

silvi said as she held Siska's hand

"Jeez silvi, yes, no worries"

"Sir Arya too, thank you very much for everything"

"Yes together"

said Arya

Seeing Silvi's calmness, Siska did not want to waste her time.The curiosity she had stored in her heart from earlier made her stand up and invite Silvi to speak four eyes.

he really could not stand what they had been hiding all this time, he quickly called Arika and Panji.

"Arika, Panji. come here for a second"

Slowly whispering

"What's the matter Ma?"

Panji and Arika who happened to be standing together also immediately replied in unison.

"Mama wants to talk"

The two of them came straight to Siska

"Ma, what's wrong?"

"Attent"

Arya was still chatting warmly with some relatives who were still in that place, Siska did not forget to say goodbye for a while.

"So I'll leave you a minute, okay?"

"Yes go"

Arya really understands very well with these circumstances what else Arjuna no longer exists in this world.

Arika and Panji looked at each other they were curious what Siska wanted to say

"What would my mother say?"

"Sister doesn't know Panji either, but it looks like mom is very serious"

"Yes, let's just listen to what Mama wants to say, we just obey"

"Yes you're right, if not, how do we know what Mama wants to say"

"Yes, sister, but Panji is very happy, because mama Siska already wants to be nice with Panji"

"Certainly that?"

"Yes right, sister, just now mama hugged Panji just as she hugged sister"

Arika immediately smiled happily

"Good, it means your mom is starting to accept you"

Silvi who deliberately went hand in hand with Siska next to him.

But one thing only got stranger, for the first time Siska was embracing Silvi's shoulder as she walked.

"Let's see Mama Siska, embrace mama Silvi, this is not a very extraordinary surprise right sister?"

"Yes you are right, this is a sign that there is a blessing for the departure of Papa, the relationship between mama Siska and mama Silvi, has improved after all this time"

Arika and Panji immediately smiled happily at each other.

"What do we want to talk about?"

"Later on, we'll just sit there first, a little far away from those people"

"All right, Ma'am"

while walking, Siska repeatedly patted Silvi on the shoulder

"Great woman.I'm sure it won't be easy being a woman like you Silvi"

Siska Smiled as she shed her tears

"Mbak Siska what's wrong? why talk like that? that great woman"

Their footsteps stopped.

because it felt quite far from the people who came it .

Arika and Panji immediately approached Siska to ask

"What's the matter Ma?"

"Now you don't understand what Mama Siska's thinking, either,"

Siska immediately took out some documents from inside her bag and showed Silvi

"Say what is this??"

Siska immediately cried.

Panji and Arika looked at each other

Jeez Mama, do you know if Panji really is! that's the document in my room, gosh or maybe, mama got it from there, my God I forgot to turn off the laptop before leaving earlier.

"What is this boy?"

Silvi increasingly did not understand, because he also had never seen the document.

"Just open it, and see what it contains"

"Ma ... "

Arika tries to cut off her mother's talk, but ...

Silvi opened it immediately.

Silvi's face instantly changed instantly.

he immediately realized that Siska already knew everything

Panji and Arika held hands together, as if they were praying that there would be no commotion between Silvi and Siska tonight.

"Sir, how did I get this document?"

silvi's tears broke again

"No need how I know about this

now my question is

please, tell me the truth, whose son is Silvi? is he my son and Arjuna!"

the crying of both of them was completely unavoidable again

"So how's this sister, Mama Siska already knows it?"

"Sister also did not know that this would happen, brother was very confused, Mama if anger must be terrible"

"Sister, will you take the Panji from Mama Silvi"

"Don't know the deck, but chances are it could happen, because mama's more entitled to you"

Both are very worried

Panji and Arika were immediately silent can not do much, maybe this is the way must be revealed everything

"Silvi, please answer truthfully, because this I found on her bed Arika, so you all know this already ha? and hide everything from me!"

Geez Arika, you're going to be all out to be angry Mama, look at your eyes really scary when angry

The banner held Arika's hand even tighter

"Sister, Panji is really scared if mama gets angry, with us"

"Have been quiet, don't talk much."

Silvi immediately spoke with a deep breath.

"Mom, I'm sorry"

Silvi immediately prostrated at Siska's feet

"I didn't mean to take your son"