Between Sense and Wound
Nosebleeds

Mom, hi___hi__nose bleeding mama"

Naera's hands quickly covered her face and nose, leaving the frightened kai to see the blood coming out of her mama's nose.

It's been 3 days naera felt unwell, her body limp, lying if she says healthy with Vin.

Maybe because of the kidney failure he suffered, his body can no longer be as healthy as it used to be, the more the weaker the day, what can naera do besides waiting for a suitable kidney donor for him.

Naera even had time to think if one day he went siyapa who would take care of his son, siyapa who would build Vin from his sleep.

Siyapa who will story for kai, Vin is not good at storytelling.

Siyapa who will find the tie that Vin placed carelessly.

Siyapa who will prepare breakfast for his son and husband, Vin will look for a substitute naera, naera is willing to see the people he loves living with others, he said, naera could have her position replaced.

What naera could see her son being carried by another woman, what naera could Vin act spoiled with another woman.

What naera could her son call mother other than for her

What naera could Vin give love to others

Naera's tears are now falling again, given how unlucky she is, given how miserable she is.

Naera stared at her face from the reflection of the bathroom mirror, her face was so pale if not using a lip-brushing already casti naera look terrible.

Every night Naera kept crying, crying over her destiny

For her pain now let naera hold back as much as she can, naera must remain strong for the sake of kai, if she is weak siyapa who will keep her son, naera also does not want to trouble her parents, neither does naera want to trouble her, if the kai is deposited there or they both stay at the house of his parents can be worried parents instead of playing see the state of naera.

Finished cleaning the blood from her face, naera also changed her clothes, now naera must prepare the answer she will give to kai. Obviously, his son asked a lot of questions.

Not yet stagger his feet stepped out, kai came with tears, his hands raised asking to be carried

"Mom, hiiks"

"Why cry dear mama"

Kai tightened his embrace, his cry grew louder, but his voice was slightly restrained as kai drowned his face in the caress of naera's neck

Naera Swiping her head to calm her son

"Why son of mama"

"Ma.. mamah is sick" kai said.

"People are healthy"

"But my nose is bleeding, it must be sick, my hands have also been berdah, the blood is a little but very sore, the nose mamah a lot of blood must be very sore, hwaaaaa"

"Dear, you're not sick, it's just rich in ant bites, same time his hands bleed, not too sick right"

Kai lifted his face looking at naera with tears streaming down

"It still hurts now"

Naera shook her head, tightly hugging kai's body.

"Kai, maungga promise mama"

"Yes, kai wants to "

"Don't say papah yaa, if your nose is bleeding, if you say to papah, your nose must be bleeding again, how, promise"

"Yes mah kai promise you don't know papah if your nose hurts"

"Smart mama's son, we go to Yoo mamah's room to read a fairy tale"

..........

Counted on the two months Vin had been out of town, when Vin returned no one knows, Vin last called a few days ago but Vin himself could not be sure when he would come home.

Naera is now in the supermarket for monthly shopping.

Many kitchen needs are starting to run out, all the way while waiting for school hours kai

Naera likes to shop like this, so a housewife.

From soy sauce, sambal, fast food seasoning seasoning, fruits, vegetables, fish, eggs, chicken, meat, all of them have filled the naera grocery trolley

Now naera heads to the toiletry rack, choosing a soap suitable for kai.

Samar naera heard someone calling her name.

"Naera"

Not patient anymore, naera clearly heard her name on the call, naera turned her head right beside her left. Naera's eyes were perfectly rounded, her smile expanding

"You're how nae, you can expect to meet here"

"Okay, Kaka himself how"

"I'm good too"

"You're in Jakarta, not Korea"

"Yes I am now in Jakarta, my mother asked to stay in Jakarta, forced I did not extend my contract there"

"Well, Auntie, how are you"

"Well, how are your parents"

"Well, ka, now Kaka's office where"

"Sick formula _______"

"Waww, that's the best hospital in Indonesia, Kaka's great"

"You used to be a habit of never changing like to praise excessively"

"Well, it's true"

"Sorry, when you get married, I can't come"

"Yes ka, I understand that ko Kaka is super busy"

Naera chuckled, she indeed liked to tease Kaka that level

Naera and Yuga used to be one school during High School, at that time Yuga became the chairman of OSIS at the school while naera also joined the organization.

From that moment on, the two became familiar. They even go to the same university just different faculties.

After graduation Yuga tried his luck in Korea and managed to work as a doctor there. But because her mother wanted her to return to Yuga's homeland did not extend her contract there

Yuga handsome man with a smile as sweet as sugar, Yuga when school students are smart, active in the organization even became the chairman of OSIS, he said, many disciples were infatuated in front of her even they were jealous of naera who could be close to Yuga

"You alone?" Yuga stares around naera, looking for someone who came with her

"I'm alone, out of here to pick up my son at school"

"What age are your children, nae, have gone to school"

"4 yu Yuga, he's in the playground"

"Ohhh" yuga ber oh ria she understands naera maxut

"Nae, I'm walking first, my mom is waiting at home, when will we meet again "

"Yes, heart of heart"

...........

Done shopping naera directly to the kai school, as usual kai was already waiting with one teacher in front of her school gate.

Naera goes down to pick up kai, themed in love with her faithful teacher accompanying her waiting for her to come

Not directly go home naera invites kai ketoko toys first, naera is not the type of parent who restricts his child to buy toys, however, while no one naera will give including buying new toys , Vin as his father also never forbid naera pampering his son by buying toys. But different stories about eating Vin will be very strict if you have discussed nutrition for his child.

"That can be"

Kai refers to one robot toy in the shape of a green color box. Robot with a mini size but looks funny if it is in the hands of a tiny kai

"Dear, there's still a feeling we're happy to go home"

"That's all this"

Kai took a robot one robot neatly arranged with other robots.

"Kai happy"

"Yes mah" kai nodded enthusiastically, opening the robot box he bought earlier"

Naera came home from the toy store.

Beside naera, kai is busy with her toys, naera smiles warmly at her only son.

There was sadness that suddenly appeared in naera's heart, a sad feeling if one day naera could no longer see the smile, he said, sad if one day naera can no longer take kai to the toy store, pick up kai from school

Naera died Matian held back that the tear drops that were already at the end did not fall.

Call it naera lebai, worrying about things that are not in line, but here naera who feels, temple strong to cover the pain.