
..."To forgive is easy, but to forget it is impossible, too deep a wound you cut, that I no longer know how to heal it but to disappear"...
"Sit nae"
"Something's wrong on my face"
"don't ko"
Naera was a little uncomfortable as Daffa kept looking at her, naera tried to turn Daffa's attention to kai but the man still looked at her,
"Nae"
"yes, why daf"
you're so pretty tonight"
Naera was increasingly uncomfortable getting praise from Daffa, since he came down earlier , Daffa continued to look at him__until now, even Daffa did not hesitate to praise naera in front of kai, fortunately his son was busy with his own world.
it feels like naera wants to carry kai away from the luxurious dining place right now, naera really feels uncomfortable with the attitude of her boss.
Naera laughed blandly in response to Daffa's words, trying to look at something else than having to see Daffa's face
Naera was surprised by what Daffa did, the man tucked his hair behind his ear, only to be silent as if his blood flow had stopped flowing,.
"Sorry Nae, I don't mean, I just wanted your hair reflexes"
"ah, ga pa__pa, naera sipped her drink to reduce the nervousness of Daffa
"Mamah__ hungry"
"yes for a moment!" Daffa calmed the boy who began to whine, Daffa also raised a small body of kai on his lap
"Daf I'm going back a minute
"iya nae, you can't go back by yourself if I want to go"
"a ga___aa do daf, I tipped kai for a moment ya"
"swear by god ga papa daf" inner Naera
that's just the reason naera just wanted to eliminate the awkwardness in front of Daffa.
while walking down the aisle Naera's hand was pulled violently by someone, taking her into the room and closing the door.
"let go of me, let go" naera rebelled with a frightened lowered face.
naera is silent as the man pulls her into his arms, naera recognizes whose warm embrace it is, naera still remembers exactly how warm it was, the hug she usually misses so much, but now the circumstances are different Naera wants to forget everything, including that warm embrace.
the smell of his body was still the same nothing changed, his embrace was still the same as the last time they did it, the roar of his breath was still the same , nothing changed, just the feeling of naera changed, naera changed, he no longer wants that.
"nae, I miss you nae" yes__ it's Vin.
the flashback
Vin came to his senses from his sleep to find food, and he was in the same place as Naera and Daffa, Vin who had come first there, Vin who was sitting not far from them saw his son for the first time after a year.
"kai, my son "Vin wants to move on but he said, his attention __ his focus is distracted with two adults throwing smiles at each other.
"naera" muttered Vin
Vin doesn't want to think that much, he doesn't want to make the same mistake a second time, but Vin's heart feels sliced when he sees the man holding his son, they were so close that I kissed the man's cheek as the boy used to do with Vin.
Vin clenched his hands holding tightness in his heart as the man's hands boldly touched naera's hair.
flashback off
"Naee I miss"
Vin tightened his embrace but Naera did not return Vin's embrace at all, naera jiga did not try to break away,
Naera did not know what to do, the most unexpected thing happened at the time of the unexpected.
"naee, where have you been"
"nae, don't just talk"
naera ventured to look Vin in the face, there was no feeling other than disgust with Vin, Vin's insults were back in his head, cool insults, painful accusations of her own husband back in there.
Naera wanted to go from there but obviously Vin wouldn't let that happen again, just enough Vin to hold back the yearning for this one year, it was enough Vin felt lost all this time, this time Vin won't let his Naera go again
"get rid of me Vin" naera tried to release Vin's hand on his wrist
"no nae we go home huhah, we start all over"
"you can Vin, I can't, you can't get rich first"
"WHY NAE, WHY "Inadvertently Vin snapped at him again, naera stared in Vin's bead that started to glaze over, feeling guilty about what he had just done.
"BECAUSE NOW EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED VIN, no more naive Naera, no Naera willing to sacrifice everything for a man like you Vin, no Naera was willing to endure despite her pride being lowered many times, no Naera always turned a blind eye to the truth about all the things you did with Clara behind me Vin, there's not"
"naee, please give me one more chance, we start all over, I beg you "
naera shook her head,
"nothing needs to be fixed again Vin, everything has gone as it should, everything is in accordance with what your mother wanted all this time Vin"
"go home, and start a new life"
"about us___ let everything be a memory"
Vin again clutched naera, spilling all his tears on naera's shoulders.
until Naera's cell phone ring makes Vin let go of his embrace.
"*daf"
"you where nae is, you ain't papa"
"iya daf is also willing to run, briefly yaaaa*"
"mamahh quickly " shouted from there
"real Iyaa son"
Naera let go, leaving Vin
"at least let me meet kai" cried Vin , but managed to stop naera's steps, naera was not as evil as it was to separate Vin with kai, it was enough for him to separate Vin for one year from his son, he said, naera turned her body back to face Vin
"this is my new number, come meet kai whenever you want, I have no right to forbid kai to meet his papah, kai also misses you very much"
"what about you, don't you miss me"
naera looked down and went back away
"i know nae you miss me too , just like me__you are so tormented by everything, and I still believe in destiny, if indeed you are destined for me, he said, no matter how you stay away I will always be able to find you naera, remember my promise nae, I will never want to part with you "
naera ignored Vin's shout, the corner of her eyes re-emitting tears.
naera met her son, Naera held her son, Naera's eyes glazed with glass, it was clearly visible to Daffa,
"nae you're not papa "naera shakes her head,
"daf, I'm going home"
there was no objection or question from Daffa, he took the suit he had taken off.
Daffa put his suit on naera's shoulder, the air was too cold in addition to Naera only wearing a short Langen outfit.
"campoo"
from afar Vin watched the three, Vin clenched his hands withholding emotion.