Between Sense and Wound
Pregnant

..."So deep is the wound you gave me, that I don't know anymore, in what way am I healing everything...

"

"son, if you're in there, hold on, son, hold on for mama's sake"

naera stroked her flat stomach, easing the pain by biting her lower lip

....

They returned home, the atmosphere of Vin's car was so gripping, the air was uncomfortable so it could be felt, the pale naera could not even make Vin aware if his wife was not okay

"they just drove kai to school, Vin who was still angry left naera just like that ,

forced to walk to get home, his bag is left in Vin's car, Vin just abandoning him.

wanting to stay in school is also impossible, Narea wants to go home to make sure the child in the womb is really there and in good shape

sweat fell from his temple, naera rubbed his face with the back of his hand, his breathing was irregular again, even naera almost fainted while on the road, fortunately there was a good woman who helped him, the woman also fed him, naera ate like a man who had never been fed, the poor woman was hungry, her pale face was so obvious, the woman could not bear to see it.

naera changed her clothes that were already uncomfortable to use, wet also sticky from sweat, Naera reflected on her face that was so pale, naera again let out her tears, remembering everything Vin did to her, she said,

naera does not believe Vin could hurt her so deeply, Vin even neglects when he really needs Vin by his side, fragile, that's the right picture for Naera.

today is also the schedule he did the examination in the hospital, washing blood as usual, before Naera came home he was given the fare of the woman who helped him, naera could not refuse, he said, the woman left in a hurry because her work was waiting

naera stopped by the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test kit, and this is where naera now sits on a toilet with her hands folded back, naera shut her eyes for a moment, before seeing the results

the result was positive, a smile appeared on his face, there was a reinforcer present when he was fragile,

I don't know how she told Vin that she was pregnant right now, considering their relationship was not good.

naera is getting ready to go to the hospital

..

first naera made an appointment to check the condition of the content, after a long wait for him arrived naera's turn.

thank goodness nothing bad happened to the fetus, only the naera content was weak, he said,

"try not to think a lot first Mom, eat regularly, do not stress the most important "

"tank you "naera continues to look at the results of USG with a smile, now he must check his condition as usual

"you're pregnant nae"

naera nodded, the handsome doctor took off his glasses, not believing what he heard

"nae, not that I want to deny but you yourself will know how rich your condition is now, your pregnancy can be fatal for your health nae"

naera looked down at her hand which was carrying her stomach

"yes I know Ken"

"yes because I have Ken's husband, there's no reason I'm not pregnant because of my husband" Naera joked a little in the midst of her murky circumstances, Ken , the doctor who was like his best friend could only resign with Naera's answer

"follow me to nae"

"where"

"follow me, ayoo"

Clara followed naera who she accidentally saw walking with the doctor who was in the photo with naera at that time, Clara did not waste the opportunity, naera photographed their togetherness, Clara even took a picture when Naera smiled hearing Ken's story

"Why should Ken be naera's doctor, why not others, Ken is married, whether Vin and Nene old know , naera is in a relationship with Ken , who is married

"why am I dizzy thinking about it, now that his ace is in my hand, Vin's been in my trap, a little more, a little more, I managed to snatch Vin from a woman who didn't know herself.

..

naera came home late, kai was also picked up Vin, naera stopped by for a while to buy mangoes that since yesterday he wanted to eat. afterwards naera returned, at home there was Vin waiting for him, Vin was waiting for him, naera passes Vin just like that, looking for kai in the room

"kaiii, son, Maman's coming home baby"

"kai"

naera searches for her son's whereabouts but, kai absent, naera returns to meet Vin, making sure Vin has picked up kai

"you've already picked up kai"

naera blocks Vin's hand from leaving, but Vin brusquely brushes him aside, until Naera's hand is released

"i'm disgusted by you nae, a cheap woman, you don't have your rich self-esteem, you never deserve to be in my family"

naera gulped her hard-earned salivary, Vin, how could she call her a cheap woman, what else now the problem is, not satisfied with Vin's accusations last night.

"i should be horrified said mamah, you do not deserve to be my wife nae, we are not comparable to anything" Vin sat in the guest chair, his back to naera, whose eyes were reddened, and his eyes were red, glassy, hearing all the insults from Vin's mouth

"sorry nae, I can't accept if you're rich gini, cheating is not something that can be forgiven nae, I think our relationship is enough to get here nae, kai I've picked up, I think, kai is now in the mama's house, you can still stay in this house, our divorce let me take care of it"

Vin sauntered away without saying a word, unwilling to look at Naera who was already laying on the floor

naera screamed loudly, the scream could still be heard by Vin, but Vin was defeated by his jealousy, Vin seemed never to hear the explanation naera , today he broke off his relationship with the woman he married 5 years ago, insulting also degrading his self-esteem.

inside the house, Naera cries hysterically, she is dumped for no apparent reason, only to realize her biggest mistake when she sets foot back into the house of in-laws, who never want her presence

naera's world is destroyed, her happiness is forcibly taken away, her husband divorces her just as he learns of her second pregnancy.

"aaa,aaaaa,aaa, viiiiiin, thou shalt be Vin, chastity"

lost all the momentary happiness she got after knowing she was pregnant, left now only pain.

again and again the cramping in his stomach he felt, naera tried to regulate his breathing, he did not want the incident last night repeated again.

"sa___sa__sadang, you can also be rasain, my son's pain, survive son, do not make mamah afraid ya"