Between Sense and Wound
VENGEANCES

In the office __naera started his work by preparing a daily report that Daffa had to sign.

naera covered the bluish marks on her neck with a pondesyen, not funny until someone asked what the marks were, they knew during the naera work there, naera only lived alone with her son, Naera, never told her where her husband was.

Naera resuscitated her tired body on the back of the chair, today there is so much work that she has to finish, until the time when she came home from school, naera has not had any lunch, naera rushes to pick up her son.

Arriving at school kai turned out there was Vin who was there first, naera approached Vin who sat daydreaming waiting for his son

Vin looked intensely at Naera who was sitting next to him.

"From that ?" naera is stale

"emm" replied Vin briefly

"nae you work where"

"what's the deal with you"

"i'm just asking nae, I'm wrong"

"all you have to know Vin, our relationship is now different, you understand what I mean Vin" Vin nodded and returned to focus staring at the empty playground in front of him

"what about papah's mama news ?"

"they're healthy, the brand always asks you with kai, they want to apologize to you, when they can get the chance"

"I have forgiven them, long before this day, whenever your mother hurt me, on the same day I always stretched my chest for every treatment on me"

naera stared at Vin at a glance and it turned out that Vin was also looking at him, their gazes met, long enough that it happened, until naera first shifted her gaze, the atmosphere between them became awkward.

"sorry me well, sorry my family too, too many wounds we gave to you, but you still want to forgive us, actually your heart is made of what the hell nae"

"you don't deserve a jerk like me "Vin looks down

"i'm not a good woman, and you're not a perfect man, we can learn from our household experience Vin, so that in the future we can be better"

"and why hold a vengeance Vin!!, no use to me too, all the pain I received made me learn many things, about the sincerity of love, about being sincere, about being sincere, about sacrifice__ I learned a lot from everything that happened in my life, not everything we want we should have, I learned to be more mature in dealing with problems, and forgiving"

Naera brushed her hair back, now Vin can see clearly Naera's face from the side, yesa__ from earlier Vin did not take his eyes off Naera, Vin was filled with Naera's words, he said, Vin feels really stupid to hurt women as well as naera

"Nae I've never thanked you, because you've willingly donated your kidney to me, you're giving me a new life"

"you're the man of my life Vin, even though our marriage has only been going on for a few months, I'm so afraid of losing you, I'll do anything for you even if my life is at stake "

"You're sick and you never told me nae, why do you suffer yourself "Vin asks me softly

"a__I'm just afraid you're leaving, a__I'm afraid you're leaving me because I'm a sick woman, I'm afraid your mama told me to leave me, I'm afraid of losing you Vin, I'm afraid "

I don't know why he cried, it hurts too much to talk about the past again, it's too hard to forget everything, it's not easy to get rid of the excruciating trauma.

Vin shifted closer to naera, Vin wiped away Naera's tears, and hugged the woman, naera did not refuse, but her tears did not stop to let out her water

"sorry" Vin said again, then drowned his face into Naera's neck.

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The state of Vin's car was calm, there was no usual warm chat the little family did as before, the adult was just silent, he said, unless the kai who keeps raving__ tells how happy he is to be able to introduce Vin to his friends

"You can't be late eating nae, your stomach acid can go up" Vin looks so worried after tau at this time of day, but Naera hasn't eaten either

"there was a lot of work in the office I didn't have time to eat"

"we had lunch first I took you to the office" again Naera just nodded.

..

They ordered the same menu, they enjoyed their meal without any chatter there

"kai usually follows you to nae's office ?"

"yes I take her to the office if she is no longer chatty to be taken to the daycare house, or I do not take her to Hana's house, kai's a smart kid she's not like that either, so Hana can take care of her"

"today I'm taking Kai to the office"

"what's not ngerepotin you "

"i'm just glad that nae, I'm spending time with you"

"it's up to you, just go home and don't stop by again"

"yes" replied Vin

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"vin is here"

"loh ko gitu nae, let me drive you to your office "

"no need, afraid of other employees there look, what they say __ I Arrived among men, all this time they know I just live alone with kai, kai, I don't want to hear bad news about me"

"why ? you can tell them if I'm your husband nae, we're still legit Husband and wife, I'm wrong if I send you "

they tried to slow down the sound because she was asleep in the back seat

"what __is your heart that you keep" continued Vin, naera immediately looked at Vin's face, not liking Vin's words

"i'm not rich you Vin, can put two names in one heart, I'm not that cheap woman" lazy to argue naera immediately got off Vin's car and immediately got into the taxi he had ordered earlier. Vin continued to pay attention to Naera until the woman disappeared from his sight

Vin pulled his hair out of frustration.

"Instantly you admit that I'm still in your heart" Vin hit the steering wheel

"but why don't you give me a chance to fix everything, why nae, do I have to kneel before you to gain your trust again"

Vin looked at the face of his son who was asleep, Vin could not see the face of his son, vin did not want his son to lose the complete affection of his parents, Vin, vin's heart was so sick when he knew his son was often teased just because Vin never took kai at school.

"father promise son, papah will get your mother's trust again, thought will gather again, papah promise dear "

Vin returned to his car to get to the office.

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