Between Sense and Wound

Between Sense and Wound
Crushed


his presence was really not considered at the big event, naera sat back after Jehan was also asked to join his father, stay alone, sit in a chair and back away from the VIP table, he said, naera biting her lower lip felt a tightness in the chest that was getting deeper


Vin and his family laughed cheerfully on stage, ignoring his presence, as if he had forgotten his presence at the same event.


her son had changed hands in Clara's arms, it hurt naera to see that, Clara Vin and Kai already looked like a happy little family, she said, he was just a guest who never even expected to be in his presence


naera repeatedly tries to contact Vin's phone, but the man never answers even his calls


The pain that he had been feeling increasingly, naera is not strong anymore, holding the pain in the heart in addition to the pain in the physical, naera runs lunglai looking for the bathroom to channel the pain, naera,


Inside the naera firmly grabbed her hair, in the pull as tight as possible, no matter if now her hair will fall apart, no matter her makeup is damaged by tears that continue to pool


naera forgot to bring her painkillers, now she can only endure until the pain is lessened, naera leaned against the back of the sink, slowly sitting on the cold floor.


he took a breath trying to control the air that entered his lungs, feel better naera back standing staring at his face, he tidied the hair that he had made a mess, a little powder and lip-brush to cover her pale face


"viiin honestly you still love me"


the voice was faint Samar heard in Naera's ear, naera never intended to eavesdrop anything just hearing Clara's voice mention her husband's name, making her legs reluctant to move


"viin, honestly, I beg you"


"yes I can't escape you, I'm almost crazy when you choose to leave my life, a__I lose my sanity, I live aimlessly after you've left so alone"


naera covered her mouth, her legs were squeezed, her leg bones seemed to be missing, naera sat behind the bathroom door


"yes, you're right, I can't forget you Ra, the 7 years we were together and you went that way, without saying another word"


indeed, Naera could lose oxygen if she continued to be there, she could no longer hear her husband's painful confession, naera chose to leave with a wide gaping wound


naera approached her son who was standing with areksa, naera Tidied up a slightly messy kai shirt, eyes moist naera he covered with a smile on his face


"my son is happy to be at the party "


kai nodded


"kai has eaten "


"had eaten with doctor Clara, ma'am where aja ko kai gaiin ga there"


"there's ko , mamah sitting behind "


"naera "


naera closed her eyes to hear the call from a familiar figure, still trying to look good, even though it was not only a scratch that Vin gave in his heart but a very painful blow


"why Vin "


"i'm looking for you nae, where are you from"


"there I sat there "


naera showed me the chair she was sitting in


"you have eaten "


naera nodded, cradling the kai after he stood beside Vin


lying if he has eaten, naera is too fragile if you have to ask to swallow food in his throat is choked


Vin takes a kai from Naera's arms, invites Naera along with him, but a cool hand check stops him, Vin has gone too far without him realizing naera is not behind him


"mom why"


"follow me" coolly pulls Naera out of the crowd, down the hotel hallway that is filled with closed door


cool opened one room door and pushed naera inside


there were no tears despite the pain she felt, naera stared at the cool back that walked out leaving her


naera sat on the edge of the bed, her hands covered to cover her face.


his head turned like a top, slowly his vision blackened, gone was naera consciousness.


downstairs, Vin is kept busy looking for his wife, he has been whining to go home, he wants to bring his wife and child home, but naera's nose trunk he did not find his whereabouts, where naera went


"look at naera no"


cool to raise his shoulders indifferently


"home time Vin"


"ayoo Vin we go home, kai kai kai"


Clara acted like the mother of Kai


"now Vin, your wife is not a child she can go home alone"


"several mah Vin search for naera first"


"Vin don't, at most have come home, have mamah said the woman, not the child she knows the way home "


"you ain't seen your son"


Vin is still looking for naera, the place is empty only left Vin and his family


because Kesian saw his half-conscious son, Vin finally went home, hoping Naera would be home first.


...


No matter how long Naera fainted, the cold floor resuscitated Naera, her head was still in pain, her consciousness had yet to fully return, looking at the wall clock, making Naera rush up, making Naera rush up,


how surprised naera saw the ground floor was clean, everything went home, he was just staying, Vin left him


naera takes her phone to contact Vin, but the phone is not in contact.


"viin, pick up, I'm still here I beg Vin"


but nil, has Vin been sleeping?, thought naera,


inevitably naera had to go home alone to his father-in-law, it was very late, it was almost 11 pm, honestly naera was afraid if he had to be told to go home alone, this late, this late, the pain in my head also did not go away, could it be that the factor had not eaten yet


the weather is also cold Semaki, the dress as an eye can not help reduce the cold, naera still trying to call Vin, but there is no answer, even the last call was decided unilaterally by Vin


"why doesn't there be a taxi anyway, I have to do it, Vin didn't pick up the phone"


naera is still trying to order the shuttles online, fortunately she can,


"thank you, my mom"


"iya neng"


naera could no longer stand the air outside, her bones were like in a skewer, the fence was locked, but luckily the guard of Vin's parents' house, aware of her arrival


"thank you sir, my husband is in the pack"


"yes ma'am, where else to go, out of the hotel"


"yes, I went in sir"


"where have you been" a cold voice greeted Naera's hearing after closing the door