Between Sense and Wound
One year later

Naera and Kai really left Vin, it's been almost a year since they left, no matter where they went, Vin has always been looking for the whereabouts of his wife and son but nil until now Vin has not been able to find naera, as if they remove all traces so that no one can find him, Naera's parents still remain in Bandung, Bandung, but clearly they will never tell the whereabouts of his son and grandson, Vin often comes to visit his in-laws, in addition to visiting vin hoping to find a little news about his family.

Vin revoked his divorce suit, until now they are still legal to be husband and wife, Today is right their 6th wedding anniversary, Vin sitting on the beach looking at the waves, in the early days of marriage, naera always took Vin to the beach, he liked to hear the truth of the beach waves, naera also liked his face exposed to the wind of the beach, Vin remembered all their memories, he said, naera sleeps and makes Vin's thigh as a cushion.

Vin misses them so much, without realizing the corner of his eyes back wet, Office clothes still attached to Vin's body, he never went straight home after work, he did, Vin prefers to go to places that he remembers with Naera.

Vin looked at the faces of his wife and children on the screen of his cell phone, a smile was seen on his handsome face.

"where are you?"

"nae go home, I miss you guys, please come home"

the photo of naera and kai is replaced with an incoming call from the cool, Vin takes a rough breath before receiving a call from his mother

"*on mah beach"

"go home son, mamah already masakin food in your home, it will be cold and not good again to eat"

"yes, Vin is coming home now*"

since Vin left naera, Vin's life became hiling direction, Vin became uring uringer, eating was not taken care of, his upright body looks skinny, cool often come to meet his son, and his, cool did not have the heart to see the condition of his youngest son, the guilt increasingly haunting cool, he also often came to meet Naera's parents, begging his iron to be told where the whereabouts of his son-in-law, he also often came to meet Naera's parents, begging his iron to be told where the whereabouts of his daughter-in-law, but it's the same that Naera's parents chose silence.

On the way home Vin stopped by his subscription flower shop, Vin was never absent buying Daisy flowers every week, with that, a little can treat the longing Vin with Naera.

Not far from the flower shop there was a cotton candy seller, cotton candy was reminded Vin when he was angry with Naera for allowing kai to eat cotton candy, Vin was reluctant to hear naera's explanation, but he was angry, why naera bought kai cotton candy, Vin is selfish.

Vin bought the same cotton candy that belonged to Kai back then.

...

"Vin come down son after the bath, mamah prepare dinner for you" Vin just nodded his head walking towards his room

Vin replaced the flowers that began to dry with new flowers that he bought earlier, Vin loosened his tie that was so strangling the neck, Vin sat on the edge of the bed staring in a panda-shaped cotton candy.

Even though Vin had never eaten sweet food in his lifetime, his diet and nutrition were very sharp since childhood, and Vin also applied the same to his son, who was a child, and for the first time Vin wanted to try that sweet food

"Had I liked this candy so sweet" Vin ate while staring at the night sky filled with night stars, hoping Naera was also like herself sitting on the balcony of the room looking at the star-filled sky.

"what are you, what now are you also on the balcony staring at the night sky so beautiful, look nae, I ate this sweet candy"

Vin looked down after muttering to himself.

Vin could feel a cool hand on his shoulder,

"son"

"shower, mamah has cooked, it will be cold if left"

"naera usually prepares warm water for Vin mah,naera must have nagged because Vin let the water cool because he was busy continuing office work, naera usually also prepares clothes for Vin, Vin, Vin likes it when Naera stands in front of Vin with her hair dryer"

"You're patient, son, you're sure to meet again you'll regroup "

"it's been a year mah, Vin don't know how the son of Vin's wife, Vin spent a year without them it's heavy mah"

"iyaa Vin mamah tau , mamah understand how you feel son, life goes on you can not gini continue, mamah sure naera also will not like if you see the situation rich gini son, son, naera gives time for all of us to be able to improve each other, not even torture yourself like this Vin, mamah sure if indeed you are in the destiny to be together, naera will return, he said, you'll find it again Vin"

Vin stared at the sky sky, flipping his hair back, he also inhaled a rough breath of oxygen around him.

"patience son"

...

Vin leaned against the back of the bed, the blanket covered his body to the waist, this is how Vin treats a little bit of his longing by opening his little family photo album, from the beginning of his meeting with Naera, the proposal day, the wedding, the wedding, pregnant, the birth of their first child, everything is immortalized in the photo album, naera who usually likes to capture the moment, he said "every time that passes will be a memory in the old days"

In the last sheet Vin put the results of USG naera, the results of ultrasound fetus that he had never greeted in the stomach Naera, a 6-week-old fetus who chose to leave his parents, who chose to leave his parents, left a million wounds because they were left behind.

although he was only 6 weeks old, he lived in Naera's stomach.

Vin confirmed the position of his sleep, he faced where the side was empty, the side of the bed that is usually filled with empty naera for one year, Vin missed the moments where naera told Vin his day, vin faithfully listens to Naera's sigh, but all are just memories of no more fussy naeranya.

...

"prepare all the files that must be brought tomorrow"

"yes sir, here are some papers you should sign"

"what time is tomorrow"

"10 sir, we have to attend a meeting at 2pm"

"alright, get everything ready for tomorrow's needs"

secretary Vin nodded past leaving Vin in his room, tomorrow Vin will make a flight to Singapore, there is a meeting that he must lead in the branch company there.

Not a short trip maybe Vin will stay for a month there, Vin also never look for naera there, hope Hana know where naera but still the same result nil.

Vin is not tired of looking for naera, wherever he goes he will never forget to look for naera.