Between Sense and Wound
Ending

Naera stands in front of her makeup mirror, her clothes are a bit different, naera who usually likes to wear a dress or loose pants with a calm-colored top, now she is trying to learn to use hijab, not also hijab that is trending now, naera wants Istiqomah like the mother who uses the shar'i clothes according to religious sharia, with the hijab instant close the chest. this was the first day naera wore it so it was no wonder Vin who was standing in the doorway was a little shocked by the figure of the woman in front of him.

"na-naera" Vin slightly stammered, naera turned her head with a slightly stiff smile.

"Vin" Vin walked over, honestly he was so fascinated by his wife's new appearance.

"you're so pretty, nae"

"for a long time actually I wanted to wear clothes like this Vin, but why I was always defeated with a sense of inappropriate, even though closing the aurat is an obligation for every Muslim, he said, it is mandatory for Muslim women to use a head covering so as not to look someone who is not halal as well as mahram for her" Naera's eyes began to glaze over, he was aware of his mistakes all this time, he was aware of his mistakes, Farah always asked her son to cover the law properly, but Naera always refused on the grounds that he was not worthy, he was not as good as people who understand sharia, but Naera always refused on the grounds that he did not deserve, though closing the aurat is the duty of all Muslims and Muslims, do not have to wait for it first, or often in the words of some people who think it is better to give the hijab first for the heart, just put the hijab on the head, the logic... If a person gives the hijab of his heart, then in what way the guidance will come in, do not wait for a new good hijab, after the hijab inshaallah the heart will lead us, logically the heart and reason think each other, he said, what is appropriate to do if what ai does is not right and does not fit the shari'at.

Never mind the words of people who sneer after seeing the drastic changes in our different appearances, just let them babble unclear which we definitely intend to change for the better.

"viin, all this time I realized what befell us reproof from Allah, we are negligent as servants of viain, even prayers can be counted fingers, let alone read the Koran, We neglect to be good parents to kai, Vin, we have never taught about the afterlife to Vin, Bahakan until now we have not taught teaching to teach our children Vin" vibrating heart Vin heard the words of the wife, true what the wife said, they were very far from God, God gave abundant wealth to her but , but he did not do his duty as a devout Muslim.the two looked at each other, tears of remorse filled with sin they could no longer hide, let alone Vin, Vin, Vin who as the head of the family is fully responsible for the future of his son and wife both in the World and in the Hereafter.but what he did, Vin never even believed in his son and wife.

"You turn good together, nae" naera nodded, she fluttered into her husband's arms.

"we take the guidance together, we reach God together, we go to heaven and meet him together"

naera nodded, her tongue twisted.

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They really did their intention, Vin and Naera joined as disciples in one of the Quranic study places, with separate men and women, they could read the Qur'an, it's just that they just read, they want to deepen everything, they also agree that they will enter kai into pesantren in order to get the best religious education.

the day they went on by continuing to improve themselves, adding to the faith, even they had planned to go to the holy land after Naera gave birth to their second child .

for now they are undergoing a long-distance relationship, Vin is in Singapore taking care of his company there, maybe he will return one more month when the age of 9 months.

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"Viin" with a consciousness that had not been fully realized, naera muttered After feeling her hand on someone's tight grip, and it turned out that it was her husband

Vin raised his head, naera's pale face managed to make Vin feel even more guilty.

"sorry" said Vin and hugged his wife.

"why should I apologize Vin, you're not wrong, I'm the one who ngeyel" Vin shook his head, I'm wrong I shouldn't have to go to Singapore so I can always take care of you and our children

"already ah, don't blame yourself Vin, I don't like it, maybe it's time for our child to be born"

after returning home from Jakarta to study, Naera felt excruciating pain in her stomach, she all thought it was a false contraction, as she was still two weeks away, but the pain did not also subside and there began to be blood spots as well, eventually Naera's parents took her to the hospital, and it turns out that by then Naera had opened 4, and Naera had opened 4, the time of his birth was faster than initially thought, hearing the news of the wife entering the hospital, that second Vin also took a flight, canceled all schedules that had been arranged, Vin did not care at all, Vin did not care, there's only his son and his wife, Vin doesn't want the past to happen again. Not only Vin, but his parents also went straight to the hospital where Naera was rushed.

the relationship between Naera and Vin's parents improves, Farah and Ali begin to open their hearts again, continuing the friendship that had been cut off .

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right at the age of 5 months, Vin took his family to the holy land to perform Umrah worship together, there is nothing happiest after successfully getting there.

the cry of every servant broke not when the feet were sinful, the eyes were always looking at the net, the hands were hard to hold out to give help, the heart was never satisfied, managed to step there.

so contemptible is this self before the creator, so self-important is this heedless to carry out his duty as a servant

It is fitting that men like us who do not escape sin ask that in heaven will be able to see the most beautiful scenery, a scene that will not be described orally, he said, one day all eyes will be amazed at his figure, what deserves we can be one of them, being a servant who stands in the hijab between the creator and the servant in the open.

Trying to solidify, improve themselves, take direction so that they can meet together with him in heaven later, Aamiin.

Naera and Vin worshiped solemnly, though she invited her two young children with her.

Crowded conditions do not make kai and qia fussy, he actually joined happy, even though the child did not understand what they were doing.

"Mommy, kai wants to be a recorder of the Quran, like that" kai pointed to a boy as sorry as he was trying to remember every verse he had memorized

"insyaallah yes, son. although mamah same papah can not give it directly to kai, but mamah same papah will try so that later kai can be a memorizer of the Koran, not just memorize the writing but also understand and practice every content"

"kai mamah dear papah, dear Dede qia because of Allah" kai draped his two small arms around the neck of his parents.

"the father of mamah also loves kai and Dede qia because of Allah" Naera and Vin said simultaneously.

"Be coolers, in the heart of mamah and papah, the son of papah pride"

"so was the son of Sholeh and Sholeh, and became the jewel and light for the mama papah "

If what befalls us as a servant could be a rebuke, a test or even a punishment for our negligence as a servant. With it all is expected that we as human beings, as human beings, as servants can realize what exactly our purpose is born, what exactly is our purpose created, what is our purpose, to worship God and return to him someday.

basically we in this world are only nomads who will return home.heaven his name, the paradise that Allah has promised to every servant that He has given His mercy , in return for all the results of servitude he has done, all forms of good deeds will get a good reward as well, and vice versa, every bad action will get the right revenge as well.

hopefully a little of this writing can be a lesson for all of us, especially the readers of my story that is diverse Muslims, my sisters.

thank you also all who have read this makeshift story, obviously there are still many shortcomings and I myself also still need a lot of learning in writing, maybe there is the same name of the character, place, place, it may just be a coincidence, everything in this article is purely the fruit of my own mind.

thank you, may we always be healthy and continue in the protection of God, 'Amiin.

DONE THAT......