Between Sense and Wound

Between Sense and Wound
Improves


Naera pushes Vin's wheelchair, they head for the kai room, the poor boy is still lying limp on his bed, no one is allowed in to meet the kai including Vin and Naera. they can only see his son from the outside, the child they love so much, the child who always frowned naera in the course of his day, the child who so missed Vin


"my son mamah kangen nak, mamah want to kiss kai" really naera could not help so that his tears did not spill to see his only son lying weak.


Vin braced himself to stand up, hugging the so fragile woman.


"viin, when our son wakes up, I want a fairy talein kai Vin, I want to hug him"


"you who are patient, we pray the best for you"


days passed, the state of kai still has not improved and the child is still in a critical condition, every day naera prayed for the recovery of his son, every day naera hope he came his son has opened his eyes, he said, he wishes his son to call back his mamah, ask Naera to read him a fairy tale, ask Naera to hug him when frightened, but every day also naera must continue to see her son sleeping with her eyes closed, life aids are still attached to the child's body, which mother can see her baby must endure such pain.


Vin, who had just come to buy breakfast, wiped away the tears of his wife that he kept seeing flowing as long as their son was inside the hospital.


"Eat first Yo" naera nodded, taking over the Innate Vin.


they ate in the hospital garden, Naera lost a lot of weight during her hospital admission, too hard to swallow food when she saw her son lying weakly in a hospital bed.


"eating a lot of nae, you look really skinny" again Naera just nodded


"naera" both looked up at the familiar call in Naera's ears.


"Daffa"


"may I sit down"


"i__iya why not" Vin began to show his dislike of Daffa, he looked at Daffa with a cold gaze.


'sorry yes nae just had a look at Kai, some days I have to take care of work outside the city"


"iyaa daf, no papa__I understand ko"


"patient ya nae" unexpectedly either intentionally or unintentionally, Daffa grasped Naera's hand, Vin who saw it ignited his emotions, his hands clenched under the table.


naera glanced at her husband, the air was not good he could feel, naera pulled her hand from the grasp of the daffa, she became misbehaved.


"i__iya daf"


naera, who knew Vin did not like Daffa, clasped Vin's hand behind the table, naera gently rubbed her husband's hand with the occasional chiming in Daffa's words, Vin looked at Naera for a moment, he shifted his sitting position to be closer to the naera, Vin deliberately indulged in intimacy in front of the daffa, he embraced naera possessive waist, he was,Vin also rubbed the corner of naera's lips on the grounds there was food marks when there was nothing there, Vin who rubbed Naera's head, Until daffa was sick of seeing her, daffa said goodbye to them both.


Vin smiled at the smile of victory


"you're why Vin"


"why what nae?"


"behave a rich little boy"


"i don't like to see her looking at you, how dare she hold my wife's hand, don't see her husband sitting in front, not really, if he's not a business partner of the company, he said, I kicked his face "


naera smiled briefly at her husband's jealousy, Vin's heart warmed, finally Naera could smile a little in the bitter state of their family.


"you're jealous, Vin"


"yes I am jealous, jealous, satisfied you are "


naera again enjoyed her breakfast, the breakfast did not end quietly, they exchanged stories, a little put aside the feelings of worry in each other's hearts.


finished eating, they went back to waiting for kai, waiting for his son to open his eyes, whether when the day came, they spent time Just sitting in front of the kai room, kai, naera who started to sleep sleep leaned on Vin's arm.


....


right on the 10th day of treatment, they were a little able to breathe a sigh of relief, there was a change with the condition of kai, kai had been moved to the usual care room, he said, they can also see their children in the room.


naera sat to the left of her son, clasping the tiny palm, rubbing his favorite son's forehead.


"son, you are not tired of sleeping continuously, you do not miss mama, kai do not want to see mamah same papah well, ko really feel at home sleep si situ"


naera is not alone today cool and areksa also came to visit her grandson, cool moved to sit next to Naera, cool can feel what Naera is feeling now, she is also a mother, she is, in the same position as Naera, she had seen her son lying weakly helpless.


cool won't ask Naera to be patient, cool won't ask Naera to stop crying, cool embrace Naera put Naera's head to lean on her arms, naera sobbed in the middle of a cool embrace


"mamah sure kai strong child, kai certainly can be cured, mamah sure son"


...


"you've eaten nae "


"emm, already, you __already?"


"yeah"


Vin tidied his luggage in the closet kai. naera room that saw it helped Vin , after his they sat on the sofa, Vin patted his thighs, hinting naera sleep on his thighs.


the understanding Naera ended up sleeping on the sofa with Vin's thighs being her pillow. Vin rubbed Naera's long hair, they didn't chat a lot of things, the two just kept quiet.


naera changed her position, naera facing towards Vin's belly, her hands she looped to Vin's waist.


"nae"


"emm"


"you're sleeping"


"nothing" naera again changed her position to the supine, her hands outstretched rubbed Vin's face, Vin held Naera's hand, he kissed the cold palm.


"i love you so much, I love you so much"


"a__I was stupid to ever hurt your feelings, ever accuse you who are not cool, you lost our child also because of my egoiss attitude nae, I do not want to hear your explanation, I do not want to hear your explanation, I've been stirred up by my jealousy"


naera bit her lower lip, she changed her position back to be sitting next to Vin, naera hugged Vin.


"Don't talk about it again, please"


"hearing that alone is enough to make me sick, what else with his memory, I can not Vin" continued Naera


Vin also changed his position to sit cross-legged in front of Naera, Vin who this time hugged his wife's body, drowning his face in Naera's neck.


"I miss the rich moment of gini nae, I miss the story we share"


"this month we are living on one roof, we are also always spending time in bed, but everything feels different, as if what we do is just to channel lust"


Vin breathed in oxygen before continuing his story.