Blooming At It's Time
²⁰`² Voice Heart Of A Father

To the kids Great dad.

I'm sorry for leaving you irresponsibly. I realize what you did was wrong. I realized that I hurt your feelings. But I was too embarrassed to show up and apologize in person. I've ruined your lives, I can't come empty-handed. I'll have to compensate you for your mistakes.

I always pray that Alora and Sandra, my daughters, be kept away from men like me. Father also always prayed that Harsa, Father's son, would not end up like Father. Please forgive your incompetent father. Who likes to drink, gamble, and make your Mother suffer. You must be angry. You guys must hate Dad.

After your Mother left, Dad always took our wedding photos everywhere. I really feel guilty about your Mother. But what can Dad do? Your mother is gone. Maybe not bear with a father like this. You realize you're wrong, but you can't stop. I saw you guys get kicked out of the old house. At that time I hid and ran away. Yeah, Dad's a coward.

I'm running out of ways to return the favor to you. I'd love to take you to a nice restaurant. Buy you nice clothes, shoes, watches. Take you guys for a walk. I haven't even kept my promise to take Harsa to the zoo. Dad's really sorry...

Sorry that I'm always watching you. I know where you've moved. I know what you're doing. And I'm so proud, you're my favorite kids.

I am very proud, Sandra can get a scholarship while in college and can get a good job. I am very proud, Harsa can escape the PNS to be a prisoner guard. Even though you're ashamed, because you're a criminal. Dad is also very proud, Alora can take care of her sisters very well. Thank you so much Alora can replace the role of Father and Mother. Alora's a strong father's son. I love you all.

One day, Dad felt very frustrated because he had never won a gamble once. You have to win in order to appear before you with that money. Until I promised God I would repent if I could win. And it turns out that God gave it very well. Finally I can see you guys, after all this time. Although many are cut off because of debt, I hope the rest is enough for you three.

I'm starting to get back on the right track. I work odd jobs to eat everyday, hoping to see you soon. Father also diligently worship, pray for your Mother in heaven. Dad misses your Mother. I miss you guys too.

Apologies may not be enough for you. But please believe me just once. Dad has really changed. Dad's not the old one anymore. Dad really changed for the better. Please forgive your sinful father.

I love Daddy's kids.

Alora, Sandra, Harsa, please excuse me.

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Alora, Sandra and Harsa have agreed not to accept their father's money. The hundreds of millions of rupiah they donated to the orphanage foundation on behalf of the father. Want to be eaten alone will not be good, because the way to get it is not good. Let God judge money as good or not. Just use it for good to be useful for people in need.

"Your decisions are good."

Alora turned to Alden, and replied with a smile. Alden smiled, then started driving carefully. Alora felt her entire body light, along with the weight being lifted all at once. Alora decides to forgive her father, shed her past, and is determined to start her new life.

Alora is very grateful, has been reunited with Alden in his difficult times.

Being married to Alden is not crazy.

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