Bonds Without Love
ITC #32

Erina tried to close her eyes, she was not so ready to see Bhishma, her husband was bathing and Erina's mind was suddenly dirty, Erina kept remembering Soraya's words. She felt uneasy, when she took a bath she checked her monthly blood was gone and Soraya's words continued to disturb her mind, she also remembered after Soraya called the atmosphere between herself and Bhishma suddenly turned awkward.

Before long Erina heard the sound of the bathroom door and the sound of footsteps approaching her, Erina grew more agitated, but Erina behaved as usual as if she was already sleeping. He did not want to be in an awkward situation like what happened in the car, or maybe a situation worse than that, for example, Bhishma suddenly talked about Soraya's words.

"Max ..." Bhishma held her hand that was about to touch Erina, she intended to wake her wife up to eat first, but the sound of the ringing of the cell phone stopped her.

Erina felt Bisma step away from her and opened her eyes slightly, Erina could see Bisma standing near the closet wrapped only in a towel that was coiled around her waist.

Erina grimaced, she already gave an example of wearing clothes in the bathroom, why didn't Bhishma follow her? If it was like this, how could Erina deal with her uneasiness?

"Say me and Erin are in Seoul, we'll stay here for two weeks, if there's anything important and urgent you better call me right away."

Erina closed her eyes again when she realized that Bisma was about to turn around, something that made Bhishma unhappy, Bhishma's tone sounded so upset and it seemed that Bhishma was coming back to her.

Then, Erina felt Bisma grab her hand and suddenly kissed her, Erina was already unsettled, she was instead astonished by the Bhishma attitude towards her and wondered who had just called her husband.

Bisma himself just received a call from Leo, his best friend said Sekar's grandmother came to the office and said she wanted to meet him, he said there were important things they should talk about.

That makes Bisma unhappy, she remembers the last time she met Soraya's grandmother, her grandmother told her to divorce Erina and she believes the important thing that her grandmother meant was about the divorce.

"I won't let grandma rule my life anymore." Bhishma's murmur that made Erina confused.

However, Erina's confusion is over when Bisma suddenly kisses her forehead, Erina opens her eyes and reflexes push Bisma's body away from her. He was afraid that Bhishma was just looking for an opportunity.

"What are you doing?" Erina asked as a girl whose chastity was threatened, not realizing that Bhishma was about to fall.

When Erina realized what she had just done, Erina thought that her reckless attitude would make Bisma angry, but she smiled and ruffled Erina's hair very gently.

"Sorry, I've disturbed your sleep?" Ask Bisma. Though earlier he had intended to wake Erina because his wife had not eaten.

Erina looked at Bhishma with mixed feelings, between shame, confusion and guilt, should not she encourage Bhishma and make herself ashamed because maybe Bhishma knew that she was just pretending to sleep, she said, but even so Erina remained expressionless of any kind, flat.

"Who's calling?" Erina asked ignoring Bhishma's question. He took a position to sit.

Erina had no idea why she cared more about the person who had made her husband unhappy when he had just put himself to shame. I don't know! Erina was also confused by herself.

"Oh?" Bhishma was surprised that Erina knew someone had called her, but the next second she smiled again. "Leo, he called me."

"You don't think shit, I can't call another woman." Bisma looked at the ignorant Erina while recalling Erina's reaction after receiving Gisella's phone call.

Bhishma is a little comforted, at least Erina ever felt jealous even though at that time still pretending not to care, she is increasingly convinced that they can make their marriage last until death separates.

After all, Sekar's grandmother had no right to set it up, Bhishma was an adult and could make her own decisions for her life, there is no need to intervene Sekar's grandmother even though Bisma remembers her mother always asking her to obey her grandmother.

But Bisma is very confident that her mother will support her decision against her grandmother, because she once promised not to hurt women, and according to Bhishma divorce will make women hurt.

Although Bisma knew Erina did not or may not have loved her yet, she was sure that the divorce would still hurt the woman, many people who would look down on Erina and Bhishma would not let her.

"Hm, I see it seems like something is making you unhappy, is there a problem?" Erina asked who had not listened too much to her husband just now. He was grateful that he was still able to act a little calm in front of Bhishma.

Bisma realized one thing, Erina was just pretending to sleep, his wife might feel uncomfortable with him, Bisma remembered Erina kept quiet since Soraya talked about making children, and she said, and Bhishma did not want to make Erina more uncomfortable towards him, so chose to wear clothes in the bathroom.

"Erin, you don't like the food here?" Bhishma finally spoke after about fifteen minutes of silence while enjoying the dishes the hotel prepared for them, in fact only Bhishma enjoyed it, while Erina seemed to be thinking about something.

"Oh?" Erina's daydreams, she had thought about Bryan's schedule, according to the info that Erina got, her idol held a fanign at COEX artium and Erina wanted to attend it.

"I never choose food." Erina answered with a smile and began to enjoy the meal. Bisma fell silent and looked at his wife.

"Erin, it looks like there's something you're thinking about." Bhishma said and suddenly remembered when Erina asked about who called her.

"You're still thinking about who called me?" Guess the original bisma. Until now he is still always haunted by the misunderstanding of his wife. "I didn't lie, Leo called."

Erina almost chokes, she doesn't know where Bisma can think that, she asks who's calling just because her husband looks unhappy, Erina was afraid of trouble and as a wife she was only worried about her husband.

Erina did not expect Bhishma to even think of herself .. ah already.

"Yes know." Sahut Erina responds to Bhishma.

"Know what?" Bisma asked felt clueless as to what Erina actually knew. He was suddenly stupid when dealing with his wife.

"I know you're not lying." Erina replied quickly then sighed.

"Bisma, do you know where COEX artium is?" Tanya Erina tried to divert her husband and without realizing that she was turning the place to her husband. "Can you take me there?"

Erina has refrained from showing her fans' souls in front of Bisma, because she knows not many people will accept her, including Bisma, the reality of her being a k-pop fan.

Erina knows that k-pop fans have always been and will continue to be looked down upon by others, without them trying to understand that some of the k-pop fans depend on her idol.

Yes, Erina is among the fans who depend on her life on her idol, Bryan, if Erina had never seen and known the man, Erina would have committed suicide.

Erina knew that God should be the reason for Erina's survival, and Erina would be considered a non-believer, but then again, no one would understand Erina and her world.

When the father who was supposed to be the family protector, even hurt all members of his family. When his wishful thinking and ideals only become dreams without being able to achieve them.

Then Erina saw Bryan, the man who even offered an apology when others first made her piqued, the idol of light in the darkness of Erina's life.

Bhishma was silent for a while while looking at his wife's face. "I know, we can go after the meal."

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