Bonds Without Love
ITC #53

Erina stopped laughing when she realized that Bisma was silent while looking at her, Bisma was still bare-chested with her hands holding a towel, they stared at each other without saying anything for a long time until Erina finally spoke.

"Bisma, you scare me." Lirih Erina stopped the silence between them.

"Why afraid, hm?" Bisma asked the next second with a smile, then put on a monochrome polo in front of Erina.

"Before going to the bathroom, you were still fine, why now-" Erina stopped her words, she lowered her head with her right hand touching the corner of her watery eyes from laughing.

Erina tried to comfort Bhishma to the exclusion of her high self-esteem, but what did Bhishma do? Bisma instead made Erina look ridiculous when Erina laughed just now!

Bisma was stunned to see Erina wipe away her tears, then rushed up to Erina and carried the woman into her arms.

"Why crying?" Bisma asked gently while kissing Erina's head crest many times.

"I just miss my mom. Erin, you shouldn't have too many thoughts, I don't want your head to hurt anymore." Bisma continued slowly.

Well, actually the dream of meeting mother had disturbed Bhishma's mind since this morning, but Bhishma did not show what disturbed her mind because she did not want it to also burden Erina's mind.

"Sorry ..." Bisma continued when Erina simply fell silent without returning a hug from him.

"No, you don't have to apologize, I can understand that you miss your mother, but don't act weird like that." Erina said quickly, afraid that Bisma misunderstood.

Bisma laughed softly to melt the atmosphere, then tightened her embrace and kissed Erina on the top of her head again.

"Did I just act weird?" Bhishma still chuckled as she asked, Erina answered him with a nod.

"You can tell me that if you want to go to your mother's grave, we can go together, as long as you don't act weird, I don't like it." Erina said again.

Bisma sighed and let go of their embrace.

"Is your head still hurting?" Bisma asked diverted with her hand holding both of Erina's shoulders.

"I'm not talking about that, Bisma." Erina said without replying to Bhishma, she confessed that her head hurt again, but for now it is not so important.

"Max ..."

"We don't have to go to the hospital, I'll take you to see your mother."

"No need! I'll take you to the hospital!"

"The room!"

"Please don't argue! I don't want to argue!"

"Alright, whatever!"

Erina ended their debate, then took the items that had been packed in a bag and came out of the room just leaving Bhishma.

Bhishma closed her eyes and took her breath, she did not mean to upset Erina or perhaps get angry. Bhishma just wanted to make sure Erina was okay.

"Sorry ..." Lirih Bisma's.

Meanwhile, Erina arrived at the living room with a grim face and made the people in the room look in wonder at her, especially when they had heard the difference that occurred.

"Erin, are you the same bisma fighting?" Soraya asked who was approaching Erina. Leo and Farhan were watching.

Erina did not reply, she just stared at Soraya with a blank look.

"Gue's coming home, Raya?" Erina said still with her blank look.

Soraya is about to arrest Erina, but the arrival of Bhishma among them stops the woman, Soraya finally lets Erina out of her house.

"We're not fighting." Bhishma said to Soraya as if representing Erina's answer.

Bisma smiled thinly. "Then I say goodbye, sorry to bother you."

"Ha, you guys aren't troublesome at all, I should apologize for interrupting your honeymoon." Soraya without looking at Bhishma.

Farhan smiled seeing her. "Good, your relationship seems to have improved." He murmured in his heart.

Bhishma did not respond too much to Soraya's words. Since there was something more important, he had to catch up to Erina immediately.

"I mourn the passing of your child, may God quickly give you another child. Sorry, I have to leave immediately. Excuse me."

Bisma then turned to Leo. "Let's go!"

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The atmosphere in the car was not so good, Erina chose to sit next to Leo and let Bhishma sit alone in the back. Leo was convinced that there was already a quarrel between Bisma and Erina.

"Bisma, how about you drive?" Ask Leo to Bisma. He felt their current sitting position was not right and made him less comfortable.

"No, you're just. Please take us to the hospital after that to my mother's grave." Bisma replied as she looked at Erina who was looking out the car window.

"Oh?" Leo looked back, then looked at Bisma and Erina in turn, Leo felt that something was wrong. "Why did you suddenly want to visit your mother's grave?"

Bhishma looked at Leo who was also staring at him, she gave a look as if to say. "Don't say much! Now just run the car!"

Leo who understood the meaning of Bhishma's gaze finally began to drive forward his car by occasionally turning towards Erina who was sitting next to him, then sighed softly.

"They're so happy to make me hard." Leo murmured in his heart.

For God's sake, if you can choose, Leo better see Bisma and Erina making out. Because at least Leo does not need to feel anxious like now, afraid suddenly the couple damaged his car.

Leo thought about how the atmosphere in the car changed, he felt uncomfortable if he continued to be in silence. Leo caught a glimpse of the music button in his car and immediately came up with an idea.

"May I play music?" Asked Leo for permission to Bisma and Erina, he spoke carefully for fear of making the two people in his car angry.

"May or not?" Leo repeated his question when Bisma and Erina seemed reluctant to answer.

"Whatever!" Reply Bisma and Erina together. Leo smiled hearing the married couple was compact.

"Well, I'm going to tune the music, but do you guys have any suggestions, what song should we listen to?" Asked Leo while glancing at Erina.

"Whatever it takes, just as long as you stop glancing at my wife." Bhishma replied flatly while pretending to play her phone.

Leo sighed softly, Erina cleared her throat quite hard and interrupted the new Leo who would open her mouth.

"Muil ..." No, Erina did not mean to rebuke Bisma who had just committed a hard insinuation against Leo, the woman just felt the need to tell her husband some things.

"Hm?" Sahut Bisma without taking his eyes off his phone.

"I'm sorry ..." Lirih Erina, then took a breath for a moment.

"But don't you miss your mother? besides, I remember we haven't had time to ask her for her blessing, how about we go to your mother's grave?" Erina continued her sentence carefully.

From the beginning, Erina was not angry, Erina just felt bad because Bisma kept putting herself first and Erina also felt a little upset because Bisma did not try to think about herself.

"You're right, my head hurts from too many thoughts, but I'm wrong myself, because I think too much about things and you're not the cause."

Leo cleared his throat slowly and undoed his intention to play music when he heard Erina's words, he glanced at the rearview coinciding with Bisma staring at Erina.

Did Leo say it was better to see Bisma and Erina making out? nay! leo changed his mind! Leo began to feel unsettled to drive.