Bonds Without Love

Bonds Without Love
ITC #35


Bhishma sat on the bed staring at the balcony door. It had been about fifteen minutes Erina left the room and until now the woman had not returned. Bisma was eager to shout for Erina to enter the room immediately, but Bisma had already asked Erina not to bother. And it would be very unlikely that Bhishma would suddenly disturb Erina.


"Erin, if in the count of three you haven't returned, I'll keep you from being able to leave the room for a few days." Bisma shuddered with her own words. He did not know what demon had just entered his body until it said like that.


Five minutes later, Bisma was still waiting for Erina while staring at the balcony door. While Erina still seems to have not finished chatting with her best friend. I don't know what the two women were talking about, Bhishma only knew Erina had to enter the room immediately because the weather was cold. And Erina was only wearing a thin nightgown.


"I'm serious, Erin! if on the count of three ..."


"Bisma, you haven't slept?" Erina's question suddenly emerged from the balcony door and cut the obscure muttering Bhishma, Bhishma was grateful that he was leaning on the bed so that he did not fall down with the elite not being surprised to see his wife come.


Bhishma cleared her throat and noticed Erina was closing the balcony door.


"Erin, what are you doing in the balcony?" Bisma asked just to divert Erina's question, she couldn't possibly say that from the beginning she did not intend to sleep.


Erina turned to look at Bhishma and slowly walked over to the bed. He did not immediately answer Bhishma's question because they felt their distance was less comfortable to talk to each other.


"Soraya called, I picked her up there." Erina replied as she sat beside Bhishma. She wondered why her husband had not slept. The reason was that Bisma said she was sleepy and asked her not to interfere.


"Why haven't you slept?" Erina repeated the question that Bhishma had not answered and leaned on her husband's shoulder. He was worried after Soraya called.


"Gisella is the boss of her agency. But I don't think that's the reason Gisella and Bhishma don't have a relationship. Gisella's a seductress, can Bhishma be tempted by her?"


"Gisella can know Bhishma's number, you're not suspicious? Okay, maybe about Gisella's birthday can get it off the internet. But I don't think Bhishma could have put a phone number in there."


"Continue meeting between them? Erin, you ever tell me that when Bisma and Gisella met, Bisma megang hp lo, did you not feel anything strange? Maybe the bisma was on purpose, Erin!"


"If Iyah Bisma met Gisella just to find out who called her at that time ... continue why should Bisma take your phone?"


"Erin, I don't want you to regret, there's nothing wrong you hold on. Divorce is not good, right? But you better make sure the feelings between you first! Don't let your child be born without love."


Erina closed her eyes remembering Soraya's words and suddenly hesitated at her decision. Although there is a part of him that says Soraya is only too worried about him, there is another self that justifies Soraya's words. And that justifies the words of Soraya more powerful than any other.


Bisma felt Erina's anxiety and it left her astonished. Before Erina went to the balcony, Bisma still heard Erina was happy to talk about her idols who she said were handsome, but for some reason now Erina suddenly looked gloomy.


"I suddenly couldn't sleep. You why?" Bhishma's hand moved to touch Erina's shoulder. She had no idea what Erina and her best friend were talking about. But it seemed like Erina was thinking about something.


Erina did not answer. He remembered the promise of Bhishma before they left for Seoul, and promised to give proof that he was indeed the best man for Erina. And Erina's heart was again showered with anxiety.


"Bryan's a real good-looking guy, Erin?!" Ask Bisma. He was confused looking for the talk so as to offend it. Erina again ignored Bhishma's question.


"It's night, you better get some sleep." Erina distanced herself from Bhishma and made the hand of Bhishma on her shoulder fall on the bed. Then he looked at the gentle bisma.


Bhishma felt something from his wife's gaze, Erina seemed to be thinking about something and Bhishma did not know what it was. He just hopes it's not something bad.


"My dad's sleeping, you too?"


"Hm."


Bhishma could see Erina sleeping by turning her back, just as she had done to Erina. And that made Bisma blame herself.


If it had been .. ah already, maybe Erina was in need of time and wanted to rest, after all it was past midnight.


Bisma laid her body beside Erina and hugged the woman's body from behind, she did not care even though Erina would curse her who had refused to be hugged.


"Good night, my wife." The whisper of Bisma in Erina's ear.


Erina commented a smile. She still did not close her eyes and deliberately turned her back to Bhishma so that her husband did not know that she was not yet sleepy. Then Erina's hand touched Bhishma's arm which was currently on her waist.


"Sorry .. I just need time to make myself confident to believe you" Erina said in her heart.



Erina awoke when she realized that no man had hugged her last night. Then Erina's eyes traced every corner of the room, the man she couldn't find. Looks like Bisma is going out.


"Erin, are you awake?" Ask Bisma. The man just came out of the bathroom and showed his smile to Erina.


Erina smiled faintly and only muttered in response to her husband. Bisma further developed her smile, Bisma was happy to see Erina smiling at him even though his wife did not give a satisfactory answer.


"I help you." Bhishma said when Erina would tie her hair. She painstakingly helped Erina tie her hair. Erina was silent.


"Erin, I've ordered breakfast." Bisma said trying to find a topic of conversation. She then hugged Erina from behind. I don't know why since last night Bhishma was worried that Erina would leave her.


"Hm, sorry I'm late to wake up." Erina said and let Bhishma embrace her. After all Erina had always been comfortable in the arms of Bhishma even though there was now still a hint of doubt in her heart.


"It's okay. Oh yeah, where do you want to go?" Ask Bisma enthusiastically. And somehow Bisma's tone made Erina feel guilty.


"I don't know a good place here, how about you pick the place?" Erina asked back. He used to act like he had no problems before marriage. And there was no harm in him now applying his habits.


Bisma believes Erina does not know a good place in the country, but she chooses not to argue with her wife. Bisma also has a list of places they will visit. The bisma asked just to make sure there was no place they would miss.


"How, Bisma?! Don't tell me you don't know it either!" Erina said and made Bisma's daydreams crumble. Then the woman turned around while holding the hand of Bhishma so that the hand of Bhishma was still coiled on her waist.


"I know, we'll go after breakfast."



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