Bonds Without Love
ITC #47

Not flashback yes .. happy reading ❤

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Both Bhishma and Erina had tried to close their eyes, but they were still unable to sleep. The mattress where they lay the cause, just imagine that Bhishma and Erina had to lie on a bed that actually only fit one person, they had to hug each other so that one of them did not fall.

"Bisma, you can undress ..." Erina's words were held back because the woman felt ambiguous with her own words.

"There's no AC here, if you feel hot, you can take your shirt off." Larat Erina fast.

Erina thinks Bhishma can't sleep because of the temperature in the room so Erina proposes to Bhishma to undress her. That'sallthatis.

Bisma smiled knot. "Aren't you worried about me undressing?" Ask.

As an adult woman, Erina understood the 'worry' that Bhishma meant, but Erina tried to deny the Bhishma intent she had in mind.

"I'm more worried you're not sleeping tonight because of the sultry." Erina answered, she raised her face for a while to look at her husband's face.

"What about you? you also can't sleep because of the sultry right?" Bisma asked trying to tease Erina.

But, Bisma failed to tease his wife because after that they both fell silent, Erina decided not to answer Bhishma's question. While Bisma closed her eyes while feeling the warmth that flowed from his wife's body. Bhishma always felt comfortable in Erina's arms.

Bisma admitted that the place is currently hot, very different from the room in her mansion which has AC, but Bisma does not matter with it because the most important thing is the woman beside her. Bhishma will love any place as long as Erina is with him.

"Bisma?"

"Hm?" Bhishma answered without opening her eyes.

"Sorry ..." Erina Lirih. Bhishma spontaneously opened his eyes and tried to look at his wife's face.

"Why apologize hum?" Bisma asked gently, she smiled as she tidied up Erina's slightly messy hair.

"Maybe as long as we're married I can't be a good wife and trouble you a lot." Erina immediately turned her eyes away from Bhishma for not daring to look at her husband.

Erina felt a whisper continue to blame her, especially when Erina remembered how Soraya scolded Bisma, the woman felt to be the guilty party because Bisma continued to be blamed.

"There's no need to apologize because you've been a good wife to me all along." Bisma's voice was still with a smile engraved on her lips, then Bisma directed Erina to look at her face.

Erina looked at those eyes. "Bisma, I've been planning on leaving you ..."

Bhishma was stunned to hear the sentence from his wife's mouth, but he still tried to keep smiling as if everything would be fine.

"But I can't, I can't imagine every second I'll spend without you later ..."

Erina felt relieved after revealing her heart and mind. While Bisma was silent, she tried hard to digest Erina's sudden words like a riddle to her.

"Hisma, I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, I don't know what good thing I should be doing to keep from falling, I just hope that one day you pull my hand, even though it's possible that you'll push me from there, I always hope that you pull me and make me sure that everything will be fine, you won't let me get hurt let alone hurt me."

Erina paused for a moment her sentence. "I don't know myself, you've been very kind to me but I've always thought about the possibility that you're evil, even I can't get rid of this distrust of your goodness ..."

"That's enough, Erin!" Bisma interrupted Erina's words, rather than her heartache from not being trusted, Bhishma cared more about Erina.

Bhishma did not want or might not have the heart to see the sorrow on his wife's face, and she drowned Erina's face in the chest of her field just in case she might cry. Bhishma could not see Erina's tears.

Erina could smell the scent of Bhishma's body that was always soothing to her, Erina silently smiled as she recalled the first time they hugged. Erina was so nervous because Bhishma was also the first man to hug her.

"Erin, I don't care even if you can't trust me for the rest of your life ..." Bhishma felt that there was a hard object lining her up, she did not seriously say that or perhaps Bhishma still wished Erina could trust him.

But, if Erina did find it hard to believe it, Bisma would not force it, she did not want to make her wife feel difficult. For God's sake, Bhishma just wants Erina to continue with him.

"And I need your help." Erina continued her sentence. While Bisma looked at the woman not understanding, she did not even know what things could be done for Erina to believe in her.

"Please don't get involved in rumors with Gisella, again. And I hope you can be smarter if you want to be close to other women." Erina's voice was choked.

Erina did not know with her own mind, she only remembered Leo's words when saying that stupid thing, Bhishma showed an expression that was no less stupid because she heard the words of his wife.

"Bisma, did you hear what I said?" Erina asked ascertained because the gaze of Bhishma on her suddenly turned blank.

The bisma quickly nodded. "I heard, but why are you telling me to be smarter if you want to be close to another woman?" Bisma asked her thoughts.

Erina clucked slowly. "Yes, of course you have to be smart because I don't want to see my husband being friendly with other women." The answer.

Bhishma laughed, Erina said like a joke that tickled his stomach, Bhishma felt his wife was so adorable, is not the word more appropriate ... "Don't dare approach another woman because I don't like to see her."

"Yeah! Why are you laughing?!" Erina protest was upset. The woman felt that she was talking seriously.

Bhishma closed her lips together, she did not mean to laugh at Erina, but Erina's words did comfort the man.

"Gn ..." Erina pushed Bisma until their embrace came off, then she took a sitting position, lucky Bhishma could hold herself back so that the man did not have to fall to the floor.

"Bisma, you sleep first, I'll be gone for a while." Erina said, she rushed to leave but Bhishma was quicker to hold her hand.

"Where to?" Ask Bhishma with a heavy voice. Erina was throwing her breath rough.

"Kitchen." Erina answered briefly. The bisma quickly wakes up from the bed.

"Then I'll drive you ..."

"Bisma, I'm afraid your chocolate is cold." Erina said as she sighed at the end of her sentence.

Because Bisma continued to pay attention to Erina since they both sat in the dining room, Erina alone until feeling uncomfortable at the attention of such Bhishma. While Bhishma continued to pay attention to Erina because she remembered the woman's words. Can Bisma think Erina is jealous?

"Bisma?!" Tegur Erina could not stand it.

The bisma just blinked innocent eyes and successfully made Erina upset.

"I told you to go to bed first, didn't I?"

"I'm not satisfied with your face." Bisma's reply quickly made Erina shut up. And without the two of them noticing, there were two pairs of eyes watching them from a fairly close distance.

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