Bonds Without Love
ITC #5

Erina covered her entire body with a white blanket, she deliberately did that to hide from Bhishma, the debate that happened was purely wrong Bhishma, of course Erina need not be ashamed of being unkind to her husband.

But, Erina was very embarrassed because at the end of their debate she asked instead. "If I say love to you, do you believe me?" Oh come on, is that a sign that Erina denies the Bhishma's statement about her.

Erina does not love Bhishma or maybe not, all this time Erina just trying to carry out her duties as a wife and trying to respect Bhishma as her husband, the reason why Erina does not refuse to touch Bhishma is also because of that.

Erina felt like she had no other reason. After all, does Erina believe in love? after what had happened in his life, was it possible that such a feeling would grow in his heart?

In addition to being poor, Erina was also born from a family that was far from harmonious, her father often played women, so Erina was used to pain, because it had become Erina's daily food from childhood.

"May?"

"Yes, sir?"

"My wife hasn't come home yet?"

"Already sir, Mrs Erin is in the room."

"But why didn't he welcome me?"

"Oh?"

"Thank you, I'll call you again if you need anything."

"Good sir."

Erina heard the voice of Bisma and Maya, it seemed like they were in front of the room, her voice was very clear from under the covers.

Before long, Erina heard the door of the room open, signaling that Bisma was about to enter the room, and Erina hurriedly closed her eyes.

Although her entire body was covered in blankets, but Erina felt that she had to keep pretending to sleep, she was still unable to deal with Bhishma.

"Eryn?" Call Bisma along with the sound of her steps.

"You're in the bathroom?" Bisma asked like less sure, probably because there was no sound of water from the bathroom.

"God! you sleeping?" Erina still ignored Bhishma, despite the guilt in her.

Erina felt that she should not avoid Bhishma, not even to the point of welcoming and not preparing for her husband's nightly needs. Although Bhishma was wrong, Erina had to be a good wife for God to be good to her.

But, Erina had already been defeated by her ego, she had talked too much and made everything messy, even though Erina had nothing to lose just by hearing the explanation of Bhishma. The situation between them has become complicated.

Erina did not know what good she could do when faced with Bhishma, after what happened, Erina felt unable to just talk to her husband, who was her husband, what if Bisma brought up about what Erina had asked the man?

"You intend to kill yourself this way?"

Erina flinched as Bhishma suddenly pulled the blanket that covered all parts of her body, even though Bhishma did it gently, Erina remained shocked because she was really not ready to show her face to Bhishma.

"Erin, you hear me? or really sleeping?" Bisma asked while tidying up Erina's blanket, she only covered part of Erina's body for fear that her wife had difficulty breathing.

Erina tried to relax with the treatment of Bhishma, however Erina should not be caught just pretending, or later Erina will take the risk, Bhishma could be an impromptu journalist.

"Sure you're asleep?" Bhishma kissed Erina long on the forehead, she felt tired from the office work, but the medicine was tired and she was already asleep and looked very slumbering.

Erina swallowed her saliva, this was not the first time that Bhishma had kissed Erina on the forehead, but somehow now Erina felt that her sudden heartbeat was abnormal with just such treatment.

"Erin, today you have made me angry, how can you not care about my relationship and that woman?" Ask Bisma.

Bhishma was eager to touch Erina's forehead, how could there be such a foolish woman in this world? Erina didn't even do the proper thing for the woman to do.

That is to say, shouldn't Erina slap Bisma or maybe grab the hair of a woman who has dared to approach Bhishma? and why could Erina still be so calm?

Bhishma knew, Erina might not love him, but the other woman would definitely still do the same, giving lessons to her traitor and her tempter.

Not that Bisma claimed to have been a traitor, she only gave a picture of what Erina should have done after seeing her husband close to another woman.

"In addition, you also said that I was afraid that you would complain to grandma, are you joking? Erin, can't you see that the only thing I'm afraid of is you?"

Bhishma laughed to herself, as if she had gone mad and had to talk to her sleeping wife, but she felt that there would be no other chance for her to express her heart and mind, it was possible that after this Erina would suddenly disappear.

Erina was eager to peek at what Bhishma was doing, the man stopped talking and made Erina curious, but Erina could not do it, she said, what if later Bhishma realized that she was just pretending to be asleep?

And can Erina consider Bhishma to be insane? why do bisma laugh when there is not the slightest funny thing? According to Erina, what Bisma said even sounded very pitiful, for some reason, but that was what Erina felt when she heard it.

"And Erina, if I ask the same thing, what is your answer?" Bisma sounded to take a long breath.

Erina thought hard, she felt she didn't ask Bhishma anything, didn't Bhishma see Erina was sleeping? Yes, even if it's just pretending. But why did Bisma say. "That's the same thing?" Her husband wasn't joking, was he?

"Why did you just leave without hearing my answer?" Ask Bhishma with a contemptuous tone.

"Erin, I believe you love me, you are indeed a kind and loving woman, I'm just not sure the affection you feel is different from your love for others." Lirih Bisma's.

Turns right. Bhishma brought up what Erina asked before the woman left the office, but wait! Bisma just said Erina was loving? and what exactly does Bhishma mean by the word 'different'?

Erina started not being strong enough to keep pretending to sleep. Erina hoped that Bisma could take a shower or do other things so that Erina could breathe well, and that hope was not realized.

Erina felt Bisma climb onto the bed, and what Erina felt next was that Bisma hugged Erina from behind, her embrace was very tight and made Erina even more difficult to breathe.

"Why did you even fall asleep? Bhishma, you have no intention of bathing and eating?" Erina did not say it directly, it was just a scolding of Erina's heart for Bhishma.

"But it doesn't really matter, I love you and I think it's enough for both of us."

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