Bonds Without Love
ITC #38

Erina grimaced as she set foot on Hello Kitty Island. She did not expect Bhishma to seriously take her to that place. Erina could see so many pictorial and hello kitty-shaped items there.

"Bisma, are you sure you want to come here?" Ask Erina. She doesn't like hello kitty so the place isn't that appealing to her.

"Wait a minute ..." Erina said as her phone rang along with Bhishma who was about to answer.

"Soraya's." Erina muttered while looking at the screen of her phone. When Erina tried to stay away from Bhishma, her husband held her off.

"Where are you going?" Bisma asked with her possessive coiled arms on Erina's waist.

"You can get a call here."

Erina finally received a call in front of Bisma. Although she was actually afraid Soraya would continue their conversation last night.

"Their address, Ray." Erina said after sliding the green icon on her phone screen and sticking the object to her ear.

Bisma tried to steal the listen. He was very sure that last night Soraya had said something that made Erina's mind burdened.

"Vaalaikumsalam. Erin, where are you?can you help me?" It was not Soraya's voice that Erina heard from there, but Farhan's.

Erina glanced at Bhishma before replying.

"Gue in Seoul, Han. Why?" Ask Erina. While Bisma just keeps paying attention to Erina.

"Gue thought you were home, Rin." Farhan said without answering Erina's question. He had no idea that his wife's best friend was out of the country.

"Hm, isn't it. Why, Han?"

Erina heard Farhan sigh and there was also a voice ... cry?

"Soraya's crying?" Erina asked spontaneously. Farhan did not answer.

"Gue shut, Rin." Farhan said again ignoring Erina's question. Because he felt it was impossible to ask Erina to come to his house.

"Wait!" Erina cried out which made Bisma surprised. Because Erina's husband had been seriously eavesdropping on Erina and Farhan's conversation. People were looking at Erina.

Farhan abandoned his intention to end their phone call. Although actually Farhan already did not have the courage to talk to Erina.

"Erin, what's wrong?" Ask Bisma. He never heard Erina yell.

Erina ignored Bhishma, she only cared about Farhan and what the man would say. While the bisma who felt neglected was only able to sigh.

Bisma again tried to eavesdrop on Erina and Farhan's conversation with a hand that was still loyal to Erina's waist. She was so afraid that Erina suddenly left her.

"Soraya is fine, Rin. Have fun there ..."

"Why does Soraya cry if she's all right?" Chase Erina. He couldn't just trust Farhan. She heard clearly Soraya's husband asking for help.

"Soraya is sad to lose a child ..."

"You mean?"

"Yes, Erin. I and Soraya lost our first child."

Erina felt her whole body knead. He almost fell if Bhishma did not quickly hold his body.

"Max ..." Lirih Bisma's. He heard clearly what Farhan had just said to Erina.

Farhan who heard Bhishma's voice finally returned with a bad feeling.

"But this is just a small matter, Erin. You don't have to worry." Said Farhan who did not want to ruin Erina's vacation with her husband.

"Farhan, I must be there soon." Then Erina cut off their phone unilaterally without waiting for Farhan to speak.

While Farhan was only able to sigh. Farhan felt that he had wrongly called Erina. He did not mean to bother at all, it was just that Farhan had trouble making Soraya calm and the man only knew Erina in Jakarta.

"Bisma, I'm going home." Erina said while giving a sad look. Bisma nodded in a weed.

"Go back to the hotel?" Ask Bisma. He mourned the death of Soraya and Farhan's son.

But, somehow Bhishma did not willing Erina to come to the funeral home. Because Bhishma was afraid that Soraya would take Erina away from him. Even though Erina had just promised not to leave him. Bhishma was still afraid.

"I want to go back to Indonesia ..." Erina said with her eyes. The bisma slowly wasted her breath.

"Erin, I'm so sorry for the passing of your best friend's son, but we've only been here for a while."

"I beg ..." Erina's voice turned soft. Bhishma could not hear it.

"Thank you."

"Hm, now we go back to the hotel to get ready."

Erina heard the tone of Bhishma's speech change. And that made his heart not calm.

Erina and Bisma did not talk to each other during the return trip from N Seoul Tower. In fact, neither Erina nor Bisma still continued to be silent after the two entered the hotel room.

"Erin, can't you just understand a little of my feelings?"

"Bisma, I'm sorry, but I hope you understand."

Bisma and Erina spoke to each other inwardly, they both seemed to lack the courage to speak directly. Bisma was afraid to offend his wife. While Erina was afraid of hurting her husband's self-esteem.

Bisma knew she should understand Erina better, her wife must be saddened by the passing of Soraya's son, but she also needed that.

Erina knew she should be more concerned about Bhishma, her husband did not want them to return to Indonesia in the near future, but Soraya.

"Max ..."

"Muil ..."

Bisma and Erina called each other. Then after that down and busy with each other's thoughts. Erina bit the inside of her lower lip. While Bisma cleared her throat.

"Bisma sorry-"

"It's okay, I know Soraya's more important." Bhishma's voice cut off Erina's words with a smile. Erina felt guilty.

"Not so, you're important too." Erina said quickly.

"But not more important, right?" Bisma asked still with a smile but did not dare to look into Erina's eyes.

"I understand my position in your heart." Bisma continued her words.

Erina felt her heart ache hearing Bisma's words just now. He did not know what kind of marriage they were in.

"Muil ..."

"You even intend to leave me because of Soraya." Bhishma's voice cuts back on Erina's words.

Erina shakes. "You're wrong, my friend."

"I'll take a shower, you better pack up so you can go home tomorrow." Bhishma with low tone.

This was the first time that Bhishma had ignored Erina's words and made the woman feel even more guilty. Erina hugged Bisma from behind as her husband stepped towards the bathroom.

"Bisma, I .. Please don't misunderstand, you and Soraya are equally important to me, but now Soraya is in need of me ... Soraya only has me in Jakarta."

Bhishma heard Erina crying and her heart was breaking, she turned and looked at Erina's face filled with tears. Then she wiped away Erina's tears.

Erina was crying because of the circumstances that made the situation between them complicated, Erina was the worst at expressing her feelings and Bhishma even misunderstood her.

"Erin, I'm sorry." Soft bisma vows. He regretted being selfish and inhabiting his wife.

"Please don't cry." Pinta Bisma then took Erina into his arms and kissed the top of his wife's head many times.

"I'm stupid! I'm selfish! I-"Bisma stopped talking as Erina's cries hardened. He felt bad for making Erina like that.

"I couldn't have left you because of someone else ..." Lirih Erina was still with a cry.

"My father believes." Sahut Bisma while tightening his embrace.

"Don't cry. We're going back to Indonesia tomorrow." Bisma. He did always lose if he faced Erina or maybe ... Erina can always make Bhishma lose her choice but to give up.

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