Bonds Without Love
ITC #73

"Erin, which part of it hurts? do I need to call a doctor, hm?" Ask Bisma.

Erina smiled as she put together their fingers. Erina had been unconscious for a long time, she even knew what was going on in her room. Erina was just pretending to be asleep.

Erina had no idea what to react to when doctors and Bhishma talked about her miscarriage. Erina was sad and devastated especially when the doctor said she would be difficult to get pregnant.

But, there is something that makes Erina more sad and devastated, which is when she found out that Bhishma blamed herself, Erina had mistakenly thought that Bhishma's feelings had changed for her.

"My head hurts, Mom." Erina replied grimacingly and holding her bandaged head with her other hand. Erina didn't lie, her head really hurt.

"Then I'll-"

"But I don't need a doctor, I just need a mas next to me." Erina's words cut off the words Bisma with a smile.

"Max ..."

"Don't leave me." Erina again interrupted Bisma with a spoiled whimpering voice.

Bisma sighed and then sat down beside Erina's bed. While Leo and Krystal who were in the room were only paying attention to Erina and also Bhishma.

"Leo, please call the doctor." Speak to Leo without looking at the interlocutor.

"No, I don't want to see a doctor." Erina interjected before Leo could respond to Bhishma's orders to her. Erina felt herself not strong enough to see a doctor.

Erina was worried that she was becoming weak when she saw the doctor who said that she would have a hard time getting pregnant. Erina couldn't possibly let that happen, she had to keep looking strong for Bhishma.

"Darling, I have to make sure you're in first." Bisma said negotiate.

Erina shook her head strongly. "I really don't need a doctor, I just want to stay by my side, I don't have to worry, I'm fine, I beg you to believe me."

"First wife, Bhishma is worried about you, shouldn't I call a doctor?" Leo intends to help Bhishma, but what he does instead gets himself into trouble.

"Oh, you consider her your first wife?" Krystal who had been silent since then finally spoke while staring fiercely at her fiance.

"No, that's not what I meant ..."

"Then, do you pray for a marriage license with another woman?" Erina asked interrupted Leo who was going to give an explanation to Krystal.

"Leo, my wife just regained consciousness, don't poison her mind, who's going to marry another woman?" The bisma chimed in in an annoyed tone and made Leo's guts shrivel.

Leo sighed in frustration, his good intentions not being conveyed properly, everyone who was there now judged him, including the Bhishma who was trying to be helped by him.

"You can kill me now?" Said Leo mendramama with a sad pretentious face.

Bisma and Krystal alone to feel nauseous to see Leo's face. Unlike Erina who was currently laughing with slightly watery eyes, she was laughing at her own stupidity.

"Darling, why are you crying? I can't marry another woman like Leo said!" Bisma panicked to see his wife crying. Leo and Krystal fell silent to Erina.

"No, I'm not crying, it's just Leo's face is too funny." Erina smiled as she said that, but everyone knew that that was not the reason Erina was crying. Krystal could have noticed.

"Oh yeah, sorry I didn't attend your engagement." Erina's words immediately turned to Leo and Krystal, but no one understood Erina's words, they chose silence.

"Leo, Krystal, can you leave us?" Bhishma suddenly put on a flat face, she also felt that there was something that made Erina cry, but not because of Leo's cute face.

"Hm, okay." Leo who understood immediately pulled Krystal's hand out, even though they had not long entered Erina's room.

"Erin, did you hear that?" Bisma asked after making sure Leo and Krystal came out.

"Mas mean?" Erina wiped away the tears that were in the corner of her eyes. Erina was not pretending, she really did not understand the meaning of the words of Bhishma just now.

"You heard when the doctor said ..." Bhishma stopped her sentence from wanting to be rash, what if it was just her feelings and Erina didn't really know?

"In addition to miscarriage, I'm also going to have a hard time getting pregnant, what about that?" Erina asked with a knotty smile looking at the man she loved so much.

"You know?" Bisma asked with a choked voice, it turned out that her guess was correct and Bhishma felt that her world had suddenly come to a halt. "So right that's why you don't want to see a doctor?"

"Yes, I know. I don't want to see a doctor, not to deny the fact that I'm not a perfect woman ..."

"Erin, please don't say that, you will still be the perfect woman I have." Bisma interrupted Erina's words.

Erina smiled and kissed the hand of Bhishma that she had been holding. "Thank you, I'm the best man I've ever met."

"I'm sorry, I failed to protect you and our son."

"I've been careless and made our son wretched, I'm sorry too."

Bisma and Erina both smiled after apologizing to each other, they tried to forget what had happened and make it a lesson.

"If we keep trying and praying, I'm sure God is kind, the hard word will disappear and you'll get pregnant." Soft bisma vows.

"Hm, we just haven't had a child yet. If we succeed in making God confident, he will bring children among us." Erina's reply was no less gentle with a smile.

"Oh yeah, isn't it already night? how about we go to sleep?" Erina asked trying to divert with something else.

"Yes, you're right. You better take a break." Bisma then pulled her hand from Erina and tidied up her blanket.

"Mas didn't hear? We should sleep together!" Erina slightly emphasized her sentence, then she shifted to give a place for Bhishma to lie down later. "Sleep next to me!"

"Oh?" Bisma looked at Erina doubtfully.

"Mas, I want to sleep while hugging you." Erina said spoiled, indeed, a lot has changed since this one month, Erina sometimes does not hesitate to indulge in her husband.

"All right." Broken Bisma who finally lay beside Erina, not long after that Erina clenched tightly to her body.

"Good night." Erina said slowly.

"Hm, good night, my wife." Reply to Bisma and kiss Erina on the forehead.

Meanwhile, Leo and Krystal were still in front of Erina's room, even as they witnessed what had happened inside and Leo who saw it felt pity and pity.

Leo knows how enthusiastic she is about having children, and Bhishma often tells Leo that she wants Erina to give birth to a daughter as their first child.

But, God is more powerful and makes Bhishma lose hope to have children. Ha, Leo found out what happened because she heard the nurse chat in front of Erina's room.

Leo knew Erina was having a miscarriage and would have a hard time getting pregnant.

"Leo, are you sad that your first wife slept and hugged another man?" Tanya Krystal interrupted Leo's daydream.

Leo grimaced to hear it then looked at Krystal who was also staring at him. "I was just kidding, why do you still remember that, hm?" Ask to hold back the upset.

"It's not my fault, it's because I have a very good memory."

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"Do you want to read marriage stories without any problems? Sorry, even though I'm an acute shy, I can't write that because what's happening around me isn't like that." (Author)

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Nur Alquinsha A's.