Bougenville of Love
36 - Hidden Meaning.

Continuing to watch Damia, Angga fell in love and loved her. Damia is the type of girl who is more seen then the more beautiful charming. I don't know, maybe it's only in the eyes of Angga who is in love and flowers.

It's a little hard to explain Damia's personality. The beautiful sister was the kind of person who was somewhat indifferent and cold, but also liked to smile and care. Also attention and understanding. One thing is for sure, the standard is not excessive. As if it had arranged and measured enough.

For Angga, people like Damia are the type that is difficult to guess. Until the man was difficult to adjust to the type of idel beautiful sister who is now her boyfriend.

One thing is for sure, it can only let walk as it is. Angga hopes everything will be fine and his relationship with Damia will be established.

Angga continued to watch Damia who was cooking from behind and occasionally sat down with the beautiful nurse as she turned to face him.

"Female, why are you just staying here? Why don't you call your brother and your papa's mom for breakfast here?" ask Damia

"Leave it. If they want breakfast, surely they will come alone to find food," answered Angga

"Basic .. when if you haven't woken up, your mom always wakes you up for breakfast together" Damia said

"Yes, my mom was like that because she was busy. So, mama wanted me to have breakfast together because sometimes we didn't meet again other than at the dinner table" Angga said

"Then, why don't you take your mama to have breakfast together?" ask Damia

"Later mama and the others also came here themselves, Damia. Leave it alone," replied Angga

Damia looks to be serving food. Angga approached to help him.

"It's gonna be put on the dinner table, right? Here, let me help, yes," said Angga offered.

"Yes, be careful when carrying it. Thank you," said Damia

"OKAY. Equally," replied Angga

Angga also brought a breakfast menu this morning to be placed on the dining table. Meanwhile, Damia tidied up the former cookware.

At that time, Mama Yuli, Papa Nassar, and Linda also came to the dining table to have breakfast together.

"Tuh, right, they came .." said Angga

"Female, Mama just looked for you in the room, you're gone. Apparently you're already here," said Mama Yuli

"Right, right, Ma .. I said that the Angga must have been in the kitchen, too" Linda said

"You're hungry already, aren't you?" ask Mama Yuli

"Not hungry, Ma. But, Angga, tuh .. want to be with Damia continue. Nempel keeps kayaking stamps," Linda said

"What, anyway, Brother? Noisy, know!" dumel Angga's

"Have ... early in the morning don't make a fuss. We better have breakfast together. Damia, let's have breakfast too" said Papa Nassar

"Well, Om," Damia said

Everyone sat in a chair in front of the dining table.

"This morning, I was just cooking fried rice. Expect to increase energy in the morning before the move," Damia said

"This is a special fried rice. It's delicious" Linda said

Damia just smiled a little.

"Female, what about you? Is there anything you remember?" ask Mama Yuli

"There is little I remember" answered Angga

"A few days ago, we met with Angga's college friend, Auntie. At first Angga did not remember it, but now Angga can remember about his college friend," Damia explained

"Tuition buddies? Is it really like that, Angga?" ask Papa Nassar

Angga just nodded small. The man continued to thrust the fried rice into his mouth while occasionally glancing at Damia.

"Good, then. If you remember your college friends and your college days, how about you start going to college again today?" ask Mama Yuli

Angga who was focused on looking at the beautiful sister who had officially become her boyfriend, now suddenly immediately turned her eyes to look at the mother.

"I'm starting college again? Isn't it too fast? Don't I remember everything, Ma?" ask back Angga

"Your missing thought is the last three years when you first entered college. Nemang a bit difficult, but you also do not forget your own identity. After all, you said you also started to remember when you were in college even a little. You also can not continue to leave from college, remember soon you have to practice internship," explained Mama Yuli

"Papa rasa, Mama's right. Didn't you say you wanted to graduate on time? Then you have to catch up with you. Then, if you start college again, maybe you will more easily remember something you forgot. That's right, isn't it, Damia?" ask Papa Nassar.

"That's right, Om," Damia replied

"Well, Damia .. try to support Auntie's plan dong. All the support also to Angga," pinta Mama Yuli

He looked back at Damia. Not only the man, the others were waiting for the advice that the beautiful sister would give.

"In my opinion, the advice and plans of Aunt and Om are worth a try. Angga, you don't have to worry about difficulties. Even though you forget, actually these 3 years you have passed most of them are lectures. With this alone it is proven you can get through it. You can do it slowly, if it feels difficult, you can take a break for a moment. The things you need to pay attention to are, it is very important to try to avoid danger, do not force yourself, start from doing something that you think is safe and comfortable" Damia said

"Don't let this happen, but as a precautionary measure, you can take drugs that have been prescribed by a doctor and also regulate breathing or there is a relaxation technique. I will tell you how later, then you can also try by imagining things that make you feel happy, then everything will improve by itself. The thing to remember is not to feel anxious, scared, or tense. Just be calm and relaxed" Damia continued

"All right, I think I can. No. .. I certainly can," said Angga

"Round Damia who gave advice, immediately sure can. I was hesitant" Linda said

"The advice from the sisters is definitely different" said Papa Nassar.

"Again, what to fear, anyway? Or maybe you are afraid of not being able to master the course because you have forgotten what you learned so far? As long as you're sick, have you never re-studied a course at home?" ask Linda

"Just boy. I studied at home" Angga replied

"Then, there's nothing to worry about" Linda said

"Again, who's feeling anxious, anyway? I'm going to go to college again today. It just so happens that today my lecture schedule starts a little afternoon, so there is still time" said Angga

After getting advice and direction from Damia, Angga was really excited and felt he could go through it all easily. This is because the boyfriend supports her, the man becomes more confident.

"Good .. then, for Damia. This is the last time you cook in this house. This afternoon the housekeeper who used to work here will already come to start working again. And since Angga is already willing to start college again, it seems like you no longer need to take care of him in this house. What do you think, Damia?" ask Mama Yuli

"It's good if indeed Angga has had changes and better progress. Whatever decision I make will be accepted" Damia replied

"Thank you for taking good care of Angga" said Mama Yuli

"Thank you also because I've been well received during my time here" Damia replied

"So, Damia's getting out of here?" ask Angga

"It's okay, Angga. We can still meet anytime and anywhere later" Damia replied

Angga's spirit disappears when he hears that Damia is leaving his house. That means that in the future the man will be difficult to meet the beautiful sister of his heart, sad. However, when Damia said they would be able to meet whenever and wherever it was enough to make her heart feel happy again.

"When are you going and where?" ask Angga

"I'll be leaving a little later in the day after cleaning things up. I'm going home to my parents" Damia replied

"Then let me drive you. Now I can get another car, right, Ma? I'm gonna take Damia home. Can you, yeah, Ma?" Angga turned to ask the mother.

"Yes, I can. But, you have to remember, you have to be careful steering the car," replied Mama Yuli

After breakfast, the busy ones return to their respective busy lives.

Mama Yuli left for work and Papa Nassar took a leap to read the newspaper in the pool area while sitting on a wooden chair while sunbathing in the morning.

"I want to clean things up before college" said Angga

"Damia, I want to talk to you for a second. Come with me, yuk," take Linda

"Okay, sister," Damia said

After tidying the dining table, Damia followed Linda to the art room. Her boyfriend's sister wants to talk to her with four eyes.

"What would you like to talk to me about?" ask Damia

"As my mother said, I also thank you for helping to take care of Angga after he had an accident. You already know Angga and know more clearly what his condition is also about the past he forgot," said Linda

Damia is still faithfully waiting until Linda finishes speaking or when she is welcome to respond. The beautiful sister still did not understand the direction of the conversation started by the older sister of her new boyfriend.

"After the two of you came home from the streets last night, I saw Angga come in here to finish his half-finished painting. Look, it's the painting .. " said Linda

Linda pointed towards the new painting completed by Angga last night. Damia followed Linda's direction.

In the painting, there is a man sitting by a bonfire with a faint-looking little girl accompanying him. The painting is gray which looks dark and dark.

"While not an expert, I who also studied painting techniques can know most of the hidden meanings or meanings of paintings made by Angga. Either this new painting or your self-portrait painting that he made earlier. From the color selection alone it is clear that the two paintings describe sadness" Linda said

Damia begins to understand the purpose of Linda's conversation that is talking about the condition and feelings of Angga.

"You must have known .. from what mama told you, Angga experienced amnesia as a form of self-defense due to stress or depression accompanied by a hard impact on the head during an accident. The cause of stress experienced by Angga may be related to his feelings. And maybe that feeling is about you, Damia .".

"I'll try to talk about your self-portrait painting. Angga made this painting with a contrasting color between the dark background and your bright self-portrait, which means you might be someone who makes her feel happy and sad at the same time," keep Linda

"I understand what Sister Linda means" Damia said

"Damia, you and Angga like each other, right?" ask Linda

Damia. The beautiful sister understood this talk was about a sister's concern for her sister. However, does Linda mean to ban the relationship between Damia and Angga?

"It's not that I want to ban the relationship between you and Angga. I just hope you are careful and can keep Angga's feelings. He does look like a strong man, but his heart can also be fragile as evidenced by his current condition. Regardless of what his past was like, but because now you are a close person with Angga, I hope you can be a media that makes his memory recover and not vice versa" said Linda

"I also expect the same thing, which is the recovery of Angga's memory. Regardless of what it will be like how I feel the same way later," Damia said

Maybe Linda can guess what the past was between Angga and Damia and the cause of the man experiencing amnesia like today. For him who is past let it pass. However, he hopes Damia can make Angga's memory recover in a happy way instead of making his condition worse because it hurts his heart like before.

Damia watches the new painting that Angga completed last night carefully.

If observed carefully, the man who sat near and stared at the bonfire looked sad. And the girl there was not accompanying him, it was not even a little girl but the shadow of a girl who left him. Hence the figure of the girl was faint and small in size as it was not the actual figure of the girl, but rather just the shadow of a girl who went away.

Perhaps the man in the painting was lamenting his grief by staring into the bonfire after being left for a girl who meant so much to him. Even if seen again, the shape of the campfire was like an inverted heart shape that meant a feeling of pain or heartbreak. That is the hidden meaning of the painting by Angga.

Damia understands all that now. Understand the pain felt by Angga after he refused and left the man first. Now the beautiful sister is determined not to repeat the same mistakes as before.

"It's good that you understand what I mean. I'm sorry if my words offended you" Linda said

Damia just smiled a little.

"Then I go outside first. It's up to you who might want to be here longer to see the paintings here before you leave" Linda continued

Linda moves out of the art room and Damia also decides to go out of there along with walking behind Linda.

After coming from the art room, Damia went into her room to clean up her belongings that would be taken away from the house because she was going back home to her parents. However the beautiful sister was there to work not to stay forever.

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Seriate.